Dream Crack
RM129. Full consciousness
"Keep why did Aa distinguish the Canda and the woman before the Canda? I know, I'm special to Aa."
His teeth twitched, Givan was anxious to chew Ai alive and mash her back. He was eager to hurt Ai, to settle his anger.
"And it's different, Ai! Canda tied the wedding to me, she's my wife. My exes, including you, I didn't marry. What special are you to me? Is it because of the thing I came and asked you to continue our engagement???" Givan went on to explain every vocabulary that came out of his mouth.
Ai nodded faintly. Givan is still the focus now.
"I told you! My struggle, yes only for that time. Not for the future, or the time we meet again. People's hearts change quickly, you won't know that. What do I have to do, I tell you? What detail should I explain to you?!!" The look on Givan's face was already terrifying.
Ai still continued to look at that angry face. He tried to find the truth himself, in a beautiful face that was transformed into a creepy figure.
"Here you go, Ai!" Givan held his breath for a moment. "If I still wish I could be like you, love and love are like you. I can't let you stay LC, until we first meet. I'm gonna pull you out of the night world, and I'm gonna keep you at my place. That was my first example of action. But, I didn't do it, did I?" Givan waits for approval of his small example of Ai's nod of the head.
Exactly, a moment later Ai nodded her head in understanding and confirmed Givan's remark. Givan thought, Ai is still sane and has thoughts in it.
"Well, the second one is like this.... You come here, I can't go and avoid you. But, I took action to avoid you because I never wanted you to come and be here. Understood?!!"
Ai nodded back.
"From your confession to be this victim, I should be merciful to you. I just thought about how my wife felt. I don't have any thoughts at all, how you are, but what I think is how Canda, my son and Canda are still in his belly and the marriage of Canda and I. I am heartless and have the same heart as you, your name is not in my heart anymore. Pretty clear and easy to understand, right?" Givan stared intently, he was waiting for Ai's reaction.
Within minutes, he was silent and ventured to keep staring into Givan's eyes. Finally, he nodded at Givan's logical speech.
"The last! You heard this all right and you understand! If I really wanted us together again, after you came and claimed to be pregnant, I should have married you. But I'm just focusing on Canda. I don't want him to be stressed, I persuade him, I try to always and always be able to for him. Not even take care of you, or take care of our marriage. Hear it!!! I should have married you from the beginning, ever since you said you were pregnant. But I didn't do it! Understand????" Givan shook his finger in front of Ai's face.
"I know how Aa is, I know that Aa doesn't want any fault with Aa because she suddenly has to marry me. Aa's just looking for the right timing, for my wedding."
"EVERYONE WHO IS IN LOVE, WILL NOT THINK WHOSE FAULT IT USED TO BE WHEN IT COMES TO MARRYING A WOMAN IS PREGNANT!!!" the clash was loud, quite deafening Ai and Kenandra.
Kenandra was only able to swallow his saliva, by again paying attention to the two people who had been fighting the argument since. He had no intention of leaving, fearing that Givan's situation would be wrong if he returned to be alone with Ai in the room.
"ONCE THERE IS AN OPPORTUNITY, MARRIAGE WITH THE CONDITION OF THE WOMAN PREGNANT AND ON THE BASIS OF LOVE EQUALS LOVE. WILL NOT LOOK AT AND THINK ABOUT THE FEELINGS AND OTHER PARTIES, OTHER THAN THEIR PERSONAL INTERESTS! SO YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND HERE, AI!!! THAT I DIDN'T MARRY YOU, IT WAS BECAUSE I DIDN'T LOVE YOU AND DIDN'T WANT TO LIVE WITH YOU!!!"
Like throwing Ai on a mountain of reality. From his place, Ai could see the hills and a pile of reasons Givan really did not want to be with him. Unfortunately, his ego still rules it.
"But Aa made me this way." Ai hit her own chest slowly.
"okay! Lose you think that I made you this way, but just so you remember that we're in a buying and selling position. PSK is not only used who buy it Ai. It could be, they are used as birthday gifts of close friends. It could be that they are a fan of an event, or the anniversary of their gang's anniversary. Even if I buy, but not for myself, in other words you are used by my friend, it does not matter, because you have been bought! You're a seller and I'm a buyer. You want justice??? From the beginning I was ready to be punished, sanctioned and fined. But you don't want to, because your demands are just marriage. There is no logical story, where PSK pregnant and married the buyer. Too high are you hallucinating, too high are your expectations! The maid became the actor, pregnant and married her male employer, it was there and logical. On a note, the maid is young, beautiful, attractive, not a maid of my age. Well, the cake story is logical and there was once that. Although, a thousand and one cake stories. So, are you fucking literate now? Justice is on trial, mutual consent, not forced marriage! You're demanding, but the conflict you're bringing isn't exactly right. Next time, if you want to be an actor, at least logical. Pretty, clever, maybe it's just relative. Most importantly logical, reasonable, willing and have a clean interval*angan."
Now Ai can only bow. He is conscious now. That, the problem he brought was quite flawed. It may have been a different story, if he had attempted to approach Givan back before turning himself in. He just thought, that maybe the story of Fira and Givan can be adopted and get success if played by him. Unfortunately, no. He now accepts only shame, being trampled and looked at one eye.
Everything that Givan said was true, he now rubbed his stomach again imagining his life after this. He missteps and instead thinks about the next step, to be able to approach Givan with pity on him.
With Givan's son, Ai thinks that Givan really likes children.
"Yes, A. If it's that rich, maybe the best way we'll raise this kid together."
Givan's hand muscles immediately bulged out. His hands were already so light, to be cast onto someone's face. Unfortunately, his mind could still think healthily. Killing a helpless woman like Ai, would only trouble himself.
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