Dream Crack
RM29'S CHAT. Back to the house
"There's at home, I'm claustrophobic at home constantly." Canda cleansed his face with his dangling hijab.
"She lives here." Ghifar's wife's mouth was immediately patted Ghifar, when he heard his wife asked his ex-girlfriend to stay in one house.
"Well, siri's marriage is fine."
Ghifar's wife's laughter was so echoing, in contrast to Ghifar's even tense. He seemed to get the results of his struggle at the gambling table, but he doubted the lack of money.
"You little one, Canda. Later worry not fit."
Ghifar understood the direction of his wife's conversation. He was not surprised, with Canda who even gawked. Because Canda will long understand something.
"Where is the cesarean again" Ghifar chimed in with his wife's stomach.
Ghifar's wife's laughter grew louder, seeing Canda scratching his head. Canda's expression, like entertainment for him. Not that he was jealous or angry, but mala dih looked relaxed and considered that it was just a joke.
Canda doesn't mind that. She remembered her tragic fate, especially her tightness increased because at the home of her mother-in-law there was her husband's ex-boyfriend.
"I'm pregnant." The words from Canda, immediately made Ghifar and his wife silent.
Ghifar's wife immediately grabbed Canda's body, Canda's cry came back in the arms of Ghifar's wife. Even the soft-hearted Ghifar could not imagine the weak feeling of Canda. His heart was again misty, with his hands clutching the body of his wife and ex-girlfriend.
The concubine cried Canda, but was able to slice through the power in Ghifar's heart. "I helped with the process, huh?" ghifar said directly.
Ghifar's wife immediately turned to her husband, she could only shake her head with her husband's words.
"I don't want to get divorced, Far. I don't know anything, nor do I know the truth." Canda was in a huge dilemma.
"Your husband doesn't explain anything to you?"
Canda shook his head, answering a question from Ghifar's wife.
"I was in shock, I went to the hospital yesterday morning and just got home. And at night until this afternoon, I didn't have any conversations with Givan. I answer, if asked. I want it all, but I'm afraid I'm not ready to hear it. I want to ask Ai a story too, it feels like it looks like his face I've been the inner pressure alone." Canda chose to follow the advice of her late ex-husband.
"My advice, try to hear Givan's explanation first. He's your husband, you should know the truth on his part. Or you ask your in-laws, usually he's a pro facing a problem." Ghifar's wife gave him the best advice he thought.
"Then, Givan will definitely look for Ai's fault point. Surely she didn't want to be branded guilty, even though obviously Ai was pregnant because of it." Canda summed up her late ex-husband's advice in her brain.
"What do you want anyway, Cendol?" Ghifar doesn't care about the truth, which he focuses on only Canda's decision now.
"I'm confused, Far. It feels half-hearted that I took care of Givan." Canda looked sad.
"Find me, Canda. Other times, you can tell me everything." Ghifar's wife rubbed Canda's shoulders.
At least, Canda already felt a little calm and plong. For he has shed his weeping and his feeble side on Ghifar and his wife.
Canda nodded, he hurried up and left the room. Canda only looked down, when her husband was standing on the porch of Ghifar's house.
She knew her husband was looking for her, because he was only willing to go to the house of their children who were right in front of his house. Not out the fence and come to his sister-in-law's house. Canda's goal was to complain to his mother-in-law, because he understood that his mother was so rash as it seemed. But Ai's presence on the porch of her mother-in-law's house, made her accidentally turn to Ghifar's house.
Givan showed a smile to his wife. He did not want to go on a rampage, then made his wife really leave the house. He was trying to be as good as he could be with his wife.
"Kok no permission for me, Canda?" givan asked by approaching his wife who had just come out of the house of his sister.
Canda knew she was wrong, because she left the house without her husband's permission. But it felt so crowded, because since then with her husband just silent.
"Yes, sorry." Canda glanced at her husband's face, then looked down again.
Since waking up, Canda always turned her eyes away from her husband. She only glimpsed her husband's face, then more willing to look at other objects with a long time. Not without reason, he was so disappointed because he admired things he should have hated.
"Within' to go home, you've got a lot of rest." Givan recalls a doctor's message suggesting that Canda take a complete break.
Canda nodded, then he walked first. She even brushed off the hand of her husband that lay on her shoulder, with him walking one step faster than her husband.
The change in Canda made Givan feel more guilty. He cursed everyone, which made his wife able to make him like this. In fact, he regretted every second of his revenge on Ai because now his wife changed.
Until they return to their private rooms. Canda just kept quiet and turned his back on her husband. Confused Canda wanted to find out the truth from where, so he preferred to take the second option which was just silent. Canda also thinks about the next step, about surviving even if injured, or going without pain. What Canda believes, going without pain is going to be her who will not regret her departure. However, he was also aware of the risky option. He could not have lived all his children, from his strength alone. Leaving her children with her husband alone, Canda could not bear to leave them.
Canda does not know everything, especially the risks and also the responsibilities that are carried when he chooses one decision. This time, he did not want to be careless anymore because of the children that would be his bet.
"Kanda, what's wrong with you? Need something, tell me. You hungry? You crave food? Or, you want to go out for a walk?" Givan touched the back of his wife who was on his back.
He was struck by tremendous confusion, with the attitude of Canda who is like not this Canda. With Canda like this, Givan felt that the old Canda had disappeared and replaced the new Canda with the same look.
Givan lost his wife's cheer. This is much worse, as these changes come in an instant.
"I don't need anything, Mom." Canda kept his position to face the other side.
"Keep bluntly, Canda. You why? Is there anything you want to ask?" Givan tries to understand, that the change comes with a misunderstanding of Canda.
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