Dream Crack
RM255'S CHAT. Different angle of view
"I used to think Mamah and Papah were leaning towards Ghifar. My biggest enemy in the house is Ghifar. I'm jealous blind, because I don't know the real situation. Same, maybe you don't know the real situation going on there either. After knowing, I even mengeselakan for such a mistake even the loss of myself. What's the best way? Yeah just mending the relationship" Givan later said.
"That's just a mistake, brother and sister, Van. I'm an old man." Kenandra felt the main problem in its scope was clearly different.
"So different? I think it's the same. Equally wrong, we both do not know the real incident. Anyway, if you're traumatized. Yes, do not have to be in a relationship with anyone, because you even make wounds for new people. You're a widower, free, snack, rather than corrupted people. Your own sins, your own sickness. If Ria is like this, how? You sinned, Ria sinned too. You have a disease, Ria has a disease. Not that I'm suggesting you sin, but rather than you're broken girls." Givan frowned at the sign he was serious.
"You don't know my inner wounds, Van! You're delicious, you can take Mama with you during the divorce. In fact, you're trying to let Mamah come with you. I how? I even came alone to Umi, to devote myself to umi."
Givan and Adinda looked at each other. They communicate with their eyes.
They begin to get in touch if Kenandra has a trauma to a woman. But, why did he just open this next time? However, that was only their guess. Slowly, they wondered back to understand everything.
"Makanya, you're looking for the truth. I used to be upset with Ghifar, because he was picked up from aunt Zuhra's house, while I was left to take a distant education. I don't know if he had lung disease, told to weigh up to eight months. I know that Mamah and Papah want Ghifar back, and I don't. Well, maybe you don't know why, why Umi Sukma didn't bring you." Givan pointed to the empty sofa as Ghifar.
Givan, who does not know anything about it, listened carefully to it so that he did not do the same in his life. He measured his experience, in his mother's story. He once pressured Canda to do one of his homework, but under all conditions the children were held in loving hands. He began to compare himself like Haris. Maybe he thinks he's not the same as Haris.
"Astaghfirullah...." Kenandra rubbed her face and sighed.
"Makanya, Mamah was invited to marry abi you. Mamah doesn't want to, because Mamah knows your abi habits. He said papah Adi temprament, he said papah Adi kikir. But after Mamah walked, not so she. He's angry, if there's a reason. Not every day he was angry. Which part is that? Mamah wondered for people's opinion about Papah Adi was miserly. Because viewed from any side, this papah Adi is just guarding his property. Not everyone he royals, because he mengerasain efforts to find money is difficult. Regarding money as well, Papah Adi did not hesitate to collect debt once or twice. Because that is debt. While being billed, do not accept and feel that Papah Adi is miserly and the like. Is Mom restricted in money? Unconstant. Mamah's money is running out, Papah Adi told to take it again to the Bank, yes he dutiraknya. Fortunately, it is not wrong to choose men. Try first if Papah Adi does not come, maybe Mamah has replaced your umi position. Because only abi you, who said dear and ugly papah Adi. Though they were friends, a squad was like a word." Adinda pinned her index finger, when she said 'one squad'.
"No, don't look at it from your point of view. This is Mamah in a neutral position, if you hear from Umi Sukma, maybe another story. If you heard from Abi Haris, another story too. I had also been about living with the same papah, yes he was ugly Mamah. The story is different, about their separation. Not because I trust Mamah more, but rather want to live happily together. Anyway, papah keep me papah Adi. It's not just in the mouth. I am still in the care of my biological mother, because the choir remains the same Mamah. I can't imagine, if I'm a real father and nurtured mother continued with a little story that I'm hyperactive. Maybe I've become some kind of rendang, gulai or special chicken soup." Givan does not realize, that it makes Kenandra's mind rethink what if he has a wife and flowers in the care of his new wife.
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