Dream Crack
RM151. Definition of love
Givan POV.
I don't understand, with the concept of the central nervous system of my wife's thinking. Too often he wanted to know about me and other women in the past, what was the advantage for him? Though my attitude towards her, nothing leads to infidelity. Or, I compare her to the others on one side.
I know the sun and the moon will shine at the right time. So does every woman. There is a bad side, there is a good side. Same with my wife, Canda.
If he feels himself inferior, the term is inferior. Yes he has his bright side too, he has his strengths on the other side. For example, it always irritates and irritates me every day.
Oh, naw. Nope-not. For example, his religion is good and obedient. All women can be obedient, but not all women obey their religion in this day and age.
Plus, the broken family background, did not make him fall into the wrong things. Even if the frills were once reflected, but if his family is no longer intact, it is rare that he grows up to be someone who walks the right path. Logically, I am from a whole family like this. Moreover, if his father and mother were out of nowhere.
Yeah maybe, I'm like this because of a little history where I was once a victim of the split of my parents' marriage. It was still a shadow of what they said, when my real father vilified my mother while I was in her arms. I can't forget my mother's crying, saying that my father hurt her. Two camps that I cannot understand are the faults, because from both I see their mistakes with my own perception, not with their accusations of each other's partners. It is difficult to put together, even with the reasons of children.
"Kok daydreaming, Cendol? What's the matter exactly?" I still put myself in as a caring husband when his wife started with the drama.
I don't understand what the problem is? What mistake? Or, he took a wrong breath or misstepped the floor line until the drama restarted. I never called it acting, because an overflow of real emotions spilled from his eyes. She was really pouring out her emotions in her own way, which was crying.
Cengar, yes it can be. Arguing with the child, he cried. I realize, maybe I'm a little rude. But, he often laughs amusedly when I am angry. I am somewhat my wife. I don't know, I don't know what causes crying.
"Description of love and affection Mas what cake?"
I felt strange as well actually, at the age of thirty-five. With me I will step on my birth month, where I will be forty years old. He still asks me a description of his feelings, is he not aware of my treatment and my responsibility to him?
"Marinated fried chicken cake, Canda." I locked my mouth tightly.
Does she not know that her husband is emotional? Why do I like to provoke emotions, which in the end I have to lose with my own emotions.
He pinched my stomach. Then, he hid his face in my chest. My advice is, he better fall asleep. Instead, we have to create another drama.
My guess is, after this he'll ask me if I love him. Or, do I love her. Because the small question that does not make any change is often asked. I often prove it. I don't know what he needs but proof.
"Seriously me, Mas. How much does Mas feel about the same wife to the boyfriend?"
Oh, geez. Another different question apparently. I thought he was going to ask for love again. I remember my time in SD. Should I write 'Givan love Canda' like that?
"It's definitely different, Canda. I'm the same you used a marriage contract, twice instead. It's all levels, it's all like gold." I don't want to always sniff, but my wife is like this. How do I always speak softly?
"Yes you're a joke! I've become a paint worker, make a living for you. I lowered my prestige as low as possible, realizing I had a responsibility for you. I'm ashamed, if I have to ask the parents to continue. Damaged problems are destructive, not accidentally either. At first, it was natural that his name was also newly married and had never dated before. You must feel foreign to me."
I think I want to pinch him. But not just pinched, he was already crying.
"But I can love you."
Does he think I don't love him? Even though she was monotonous in bed, my feelings for her continued to grow in that first marriage.
"Home, room. I can love it, Canda. We may not realize it, because we both continue. Just realize, we're not together anymore." What else should I describe it like? So that he wants to understand and not ask for love again.
"So I have to leave Mas first, let Mas be aware of the taste?"
I want to bite his lips.
"You've never been divorced, Canda." I tried as smooth as possible using my tone.
"Sih Mas said it was that."
She was crying again.
Am I wrong to speak?
I had no intention of asking her to be quiet from her cries. I just kept hugging him and rubbing his back. She may have wanted to cry, but there was no conflict. So, it creates conflict from problems that really need not be disputed.
Talking about feelings, or how to express feelings. I think the most effective delivery is to prove it.
I love you, those are the ancient words of the female conqueror. There is a lot of evidence for the victim of this word. While love you, even though the meaning is the same as the word above. But, those who use this word are about expressing gratitude for the completion of the fight in bed. Love you refers to the adult activities they enjoy. Unlike the marriage contract, it is the greatest proof of love. But, if it is not accompanied by responsibility. Yes, I think marriage is just camouflage want to do adult activities without sin.
So the most real love is proof, responsibility and attitude. As rude as I am the Canda, as angry as I am at Canda, I never ignore her. It's my top priority, it's my place of return. My passion for work is, the demand of his desire when whining want this and that stuff. It was a true spirit booster for me, besides the need for a little child.
Children need their parents more in my opinion, not the things they do not need but food and clothing. Kids don't really need toys, they can express themselves with things around them, it's just me buying them. They prefer to play with kitchen utensils, household utensils and carpentry tools.
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