Dream Crack
IS166. Bickering
"No! I asked you yes, Canda. Actually, who are you thinking about? What's in your brain, you might not have responded to me?"
Her husband's fierce face was plastered in front of her face. Canda didn't want to tell her the truth, she was afraid her husband was more angry. However, he realized that he did not have the skills to lie.
"And I'm sorry, Mom." Canda framed her husband's face.
Givan lowered his wife's fingers which disturbed his face. "How many times have you been like this, Canda?! This is not the first! I'll tell you often, you said I had a lack. Not even imagine another man!" Givan's voice was too loud to be spoken to face to face like this.
"I can't imagine another man." Canda rubbed her husband's chest.
"Certainly???" Givan still can't ease his emotions. A single word that came out of his mouth sounded full of emotion.
"I remember the Daeng bang," replied Canda softly, she did not dare to look at her husband's face.
Givan took a breath. He knew he would always lose to the late Nalendra. Givan would never blame someone else for sowing the seeds in his wife's womb, because he knew Nalendra's position when she was also the husband of Canda. But, he blamed the conditions that made Canda instead remembered with other men, when they were enjoying time together.
"What do you want me to do, Canda?" ask her in a downtone.
Canda straightened her eyes again to her husband's face, when she heard the soft voice.
"Yes stay the same, Mom. Time because of this, I want us to separate."
Canda's thoughts apparently did not reach what Givan meant.
"You want me to go to Lendra's?" Givan scrunches up to one question, so that Canda can better understand the question.
"No, Mas. I don't want to be in Daeng's bak bang, die young."
With himself like this, Canda will be able to make Givan die young. Givan instantly ruffled his own face, then his breathing gushed violently.
"If you remember anything, Lendra, I don't want to do anything that Lendra did to you. I wouldn't want to put my head down again, if that's what Lendra does often." Not a threat, Givan just did not want if Canda always remembered Lendra when he did physical activity that Lendra did in the same way.
"Duh, don't dong, Mas. If I don't get it from Mas, who do I get it from?"
There is a point in Canda's words. Givan rethinks, because he does not want his wife to cheat because he does not get the things he wants in their bed activities.
He could not say that he was jealous. With Canda like that alone, it was enough to hurt her heart. Moreover, if Canda knew that her husband was jealous. Givan thought, surely Canda will be more able to arrange it according to the memories he had passed with others.
"Just remember, Mom. Because I did it before the wedding." Canda's confession took Givan by surprise. The reason, he knew that Canda kissed before the wedding alone would be frightened.
"You never said you had a relationship before Lendra's wedding, Canda. So, why do you report telling me that Ardi kissed you, Ardi took your hand to his pants? In fact, your insanity with Lendra is more than your complaint to me." Givan pulls the name of Canda's ex-lover who once made Givan blow.
"I don't do husband and wife relationships either, Mas. But bang Daeng once****me, right we're not married. It was an experience that I could not forget, because he was able to get me out of. That activity, after he asked me for help to lend my thighs to him for him to swipe. The rest is just a little touch or a kiss."
Throughout Canda's story, Givan's eyebrows blend together perfectly. Although not as wild as his shadow, apparently the activity still makes him furious.
"I can give you more of the sensations you never get, Canda. But for five years of our marriage, you've always refused to do anything new. I never meant it, because I knew I was your biggest trauma. You embarrassed me, with you flashing the touch of a man after being my widow. Surely your mouth also tells you that it's not about me, but you yourself are always rejecting the initiative I offer." Givan was getting inflamed, with his mind already branching out everywhere.
Givan did not understand it, if the late Nalendra also understood the nature of Canda. Therefore, he also understood Canda's confession to Givan first.
"Don't you get angry everywhere?" Canda was ready to cry.
"Ck, crying. Mainstay right!" Givan straightened his back against the ceiling.
"Mas, I'm sorry. But the language went everywhere. Kek Mas has never had the same memories as his ex-girls. Kek Mas never had the same experience as his ex-girls." Canda turned things around and began to corner her husband.
Canda doesn't understand, if the problem gets wider if his ears have to hear how Givan was with his lovers first.
"Have, Canda! But I never remembered a single bit about them, let alone in our activities. I know you won't know, when I imagine a woman more beautiful than you. But I get it, if you were you you'd be heartbroken. I'm not doing that, because I'm trying to figure out where you are, so Givan's wife. Do you have any thoughts like this, Canda? There isn't, is there? Because you really want to be understood, do not want to understand the feelings of your partner. As for your speech, you imagine c*m*m*another man, in our activities. You think I don't have feelings? You think I don't feel? You don't think you'll get caught?" Givan got up from his position, then he sat on the edge of the bed with his feet touching the floor. He turned his wife.
"Mas just know angry, I know Mas didn't have the same feeling. That's why to the kids too, they all look like me. Because I'm the only one in love with you, not the other way around."
Widespread already, Canda again felt that she did not get love from her husband because her husband never said it.
What does the similarity of the face have to do with love? Givan began to be active with questions that did not come into his logic. Key is similar to his mother, did he have a fire romance with his mother back then? His rationale begins to defect, if he understands Canda's understanding. Because clearly his face was not similar to his mother, only the color of his skin was similar to his mother.
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