Dream Crack
RM16. The greatest grudges and wounds
"Where is this really?" Adinda watched Ai and Givan's faces in turn.
"Don't throw at each other! Honestly, let this problem be solved quickly," Adi tried to be wise to his son's problems.
"To be honest, Van!" firmly Adinda by patting her son's shoulder.
Givan looked at his mother. He finds the look in his mother's demanding eyes, but he hesitates to say all of his intentions in order to avenge Ai.
"Well, same to me" said Ai sobbed.
Givan looked straight at Ai. The insult cliche that Ai gave, justifies the act that Givan did.
"Aa, I'm sure it's Aa's son." Ai gave her statement back to Givan.
"Don't touch you." Givan's voice is flat, not that his emotions are controlled.
Ai shaking. "I'm sure it's not wrong. I remember the harsh treatment that Aa used to love, it was proof of how rude Aa was that night."
Givan's jaw tightens. He closed his eyes, with a rough breath.
"I DON'T TOUCH YOU, AI!!! YOU ASK FOR EIGHT DIGITS, I GIVE FIFTY MILLION TO THOSE FIVE MEN." The violent impact, like a lightning bolt that broke Ai's heart.
His cry immediately echoed, he hugged his own body which turned out to be the impingement of many men.
"I trust only Aa! Not other men, not with anyone else. I'm brave private, just the same Aa." That rush made his sentence pause. "It would ruin my life." He covered his own face.
His greatest hope was shattered along with his pride. Begging for love turns out to be much lower, rather than raising your hand to ask for help from others. His presence thousands fold judged everyone, because he disturbed his former lover who already has a wife.
What else is he fighting for now? The seeds contained in the body, even making it increasingly become a material scorn. The small kick in his stomach that gave happiness in his heart, it turned out that his presence was not expected of the person he expected.
He hopes that the man who destroys his future, able to arrange his happiness that long not found. Ai never felt hurt, but she did not understand why the man always wanted to make her broken.
"Try me, A! Which ego Aa did I not understand when we were together? Which busy Aa, do I not understand? Which story Aa told, am I not afraid of? Which one of Aa's mistakes, am I not sorry? But why, thinking as if bad luck must rest on me? Not satisfied, have I divorced my husband because of my condition that is not virgin? Not satisfied, hurt me every time I come in contact with Aa's skin? Which other rude treatment I didn't receive, on the grounds of Aa's fantasy. I'm willing to be hurt, to please Aa. I was willing to humble, to beg for love from Aa. Butwhat? I was even framed and harassed like this?! You know, A!!! You are my greatest wound. I should have taken revenge on Aa, not the other way around!" His emotions were lured with the misery of his heart.
"Certainly? What do you call my sacrifice so you wasted?! From Kalimantan, I will follow you to West Java. Arriving at your home, I was rejected and humbled at your brother's feet!" His breath was breathless, with a loud voice. "JUST YOU, AI! YOU'RE THE ONLY WOMAN I'VE PURSUED, YOU'RE THE ONLY WOMAN I INTEND TO MULIAKAN. IT'S JUST YOU, THE WOMAN WHO ASKED ME TO CONTINUE MY RELATIONSHIP." Givan pointed at Ai, with protruding neck veins.
"I'M HEARTBROKEN! I HATE! I AM VENGEFUL FOR YOUR REJECTION! IN THE PAST, YOU WERE THE WOMAN WHO WANTED ME TO FIGHT. NOW, YOU'RE THE ONLY WOMAN I EVER WANTED TO DO ANYTHING WITH! YOU'RE NOT AWARE?! REJECTION FROM YOU, IT'S RUINED THE DIRECTION OF MY LIFE! IF ONLY, AT THAT TIME YOU DID NOT REJECT ME, YOUR BROTHER DID NOT KICK ME WITH A KICK. MAYBE...." Givan took a lot more breaths. "Maybe we won't do this." His voice went down straight. "Maybe in my heart there can't be a grudge of this magnitude." Givan covered his own face trying to dampen his out-of-control emotions.
"Understand everything, Ai. I couldn't have done this long, if you weren't that good as me." His jakun went up and down, with the swift crying of Ai.
"Aa must be responsible," Ai's pinta was so concerned.
"How much should I pay? Please leave, before morning comes." Givan doesn't want to destroy his own household with the presence of his former lover here.
"A...." Ai looked at Givan with a face wet with tears.
"Vana.... You're outrageous. Sell it, outside the agreement. You trap him, you deceive him, you harass him. I'm buying and selling for one man, just you. Not for the five men you asked to trick Ai. It's a crime, Van. One man cake you, could destroy thousands of women in this world. You have to go through the process, if you don't want to take responsibility for the kid."
Givan did not believe his mother's words. How could he be processed by his own mother for a paid woman like Ai?
"You don't believe what I said? I told you, this isn't my son." Givan pointed at Ai's stomach.
"Not a child problem. You understand the problem! You created this commotion. The choice is only two, you are legally processed, so you escape responsibility for the child. Or, you raise the child's degree. Because she's in this world, because of your wish that her mother wanted destroyed. This is out of your mama status, out of your grudges and heartache, or about your secret relationship that is not revealed. You're a human boy, Van! Can you humanize a human?" Getir mixed up, when Adinda had to say that.
How else, he really does not want if his grandchildren get the karma. If the father of them, be unjust to his neighbor.
"Dek, remember Canda. He's humming again." Adi pressed her voice.
"I know." Adinda nodded a few times. "Canda remains our son, our son-in-law, Givan's wife as well. It's a way out for Ai and Givan, it doesn't concern Canda here. Don't worry, Bang. Even if there's no love from her husband, I'm going to fulfill it for Canda." The sister turned to look at her son. "You want your wife to get sick, Van. Get ready for this!" It hurt when Adinda said that.
Givan bowed. The shadow of the roar and the accusation from his wife gathered in his eyes. His wife's closed eyes while in such a cold room, add to the chirpy cliche of the time after today. Givan is convinced that he will slowly break with the heartbreak of his wife.
However, a single idea just popped up.
"Why would I hide Ai, Mah? Whah? I know, sooner or later Canda will know. But, I can't imagine her collapsing in the operating room. Because she was pregnant, with this burden of thought that her husband had given her," the throws came out of Givan's mouth.
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