Dream Crack
XR82. Ai's Bail
"But he was wrong, Candy. He confessed to the fatal thing, which was deliberately wanting to destroy your own household. He doesn't want to be with you anymore. You got it, right? If he has his own life story, which is more comfortable to live. Not being a man, his life. I know better, about him who would rather be released indefinitely and without any orders." With great courage, Ai said that in front of Givan as well.
Givan increasingly understands the lunge of Ai's character. He was getting ready, to not tolerate Ai's madness. It was not an understandable thing, his opinion was more precise like an unsubstantiated accusation. Who is Ai, to the point of looking so familiar to her?
"I know my husband, Ai. I was sick of his nature and attitude, and I once walked away from his mistakes. But honestly, I mind you talking about that cake. You're who? How long have you been living together? Until I really know the character of my husband." Canda's head was in disbelief.
"Canda, he doesn't feel free to live with you. It was the night in Jepara, the freedom that Givan took."
Givan is as aware of his past. But, even after coming home with Canda he prefers to be at home. Either because of the absence of money, or the presence of money and opportunity. Instead, he still wanted to be in his house, paying attention to the colossal drama activities of his wife. Waiting for the wooden car to unload midnight, Givan tried to go home even until the early hours of the morning and the dawn. Canda is his home, Canda is his home. He wants to always be in his home, in the comfort and warmth that Canda gives.
He changed a lot, after the marriage of Canda. Because he remembered, when he married Nadya. Post or wooden warehouse, even become the most comfortable place. Although Nadya was his wife as well back then, but Nadya was not where he came home. He did not want and force it, his heart led him to go home to Canda.
"Times?" One such word, implied a clear doubt for Canda. Givan tried to stay quiet, to be able to listen to the matter coming out of Ai's mouth.
"Ask the man himself, if you don't believe." Ai smiled happily because it looked like Canda was eaten by his words. "The night world, the booze, the comfort women and the twinkling lights are the pleasures." Ai doesn't understand, if everyone can change. Especially if it is just fun. It can be fickle, if you already have the right companion.
"I think you're wrong, Ai. If indeed I feel at home in the nightlife, with you being the comfort woman. I don't think I just want to go back to my room. I have a chance, I have money and I have plenty of time for that. But I can't leave my wife in the room alone waiting for her husband. I know I'm tired of waiting and I know I'm tired of hoping, I never want Canda to feel that from her husband." A simple sentence, which indirectly describes Givan's feelings for Canda.
Unfortunately, things are too convoluted for a Canda to understand. The straightforward, simple and easy-to-understand words are the wishes of Canda. Like Nalendra, who said so clearly 'you're my first and only love with you I'm in love, I love you' like that's better understood by Canda than what Givan said.
"A's just worried about Khilaf, right? Because Aa's children are numerous and Aa is afraid of being forbidden to meet the same Canda children." Ai understands the common thinking of men, when refusing when their wives ask for a divorce. Yes because of their children, who were worried about being forbidden to meet them.
"Don't go anywhere, Ai. You accuse me of not thinking but judging. You don't know yourself, you should understand who you are." Givan sighed and smiled condescendingly.
"Is that so? I know more about you, or Aa who does not want Canda to know the habits of Aa first. Not to mention Canda wouldn't know, about...." Ai hung up her sentence by looking at Givan full of smiles. "About s****** deviation that prefers to enslave his co-star and hurt his co-star." Ai looked at Canda with a big smile. "You don't know about that either, do you? Or, have you been her slave all this time?"
Canda raised his eyebrows. "You want to admit, if you're his former slave?" Canda responded to Ai's boast with ruckus.
"You are the same Canda. I salute the same you, who until strong can be treated to the cake until the middle condition contains also." Ai maintained her sweet smile.
"I never got that treatment, you know. Even during the initial five years, only he moved for you*sin me." Canda wanted a little to show off his profits got another treatment from Givan.
Ai gaped and shut her mouth immediately. He glanced at the comfortably leaning Givan, patting the sofa cushion on his lap. Givan seemed unconcerned with Ai's bragging this time, because he believed his wife never thought it was true even though her mouth had said it herself.
"That means you're not her favorite." Ai was not at a loss for words.
"Well, did you say that being treated like that meant her slave. Why do you say I'm not her favorite? I'm his favorite, so he never equates me like his slaves." Canda feels like he won here.
Givan feels that sometimes his wife gets smart. He locked the jaws of Canda, then kissed his wife's cheek with great pleasure.
"That means he's not being himself all his life with you, Canda." He's still trying to outwit Canda's mind.
His head was quite bold, as it was spoken of directly in front of Givan. Givan was deliberately silent, because he wanted to know how far and how the mouth of Ai chatted.
"Keep, you're telling me that all your life without a bond with you, it's just that he's been himself? Then, would you say that that night was also my husband's crazy fantasy too? What would you add, if my husband's psyche is not right with the deviation s***** it is? Just so you know, Ai. You're not the first person to tell me about it, you're not the only one who said my husband was rude. I want to believe what it is, because the hardest thing he ever did was slap the part behind me. That's also my permission, because I told you that my ex-husband's kek is the way to play."
Ai is often confused, when Canda says about her ex-husband. He thought that Canda was the widow that Givan married.
"That's impossible, Canda. I'm sure you're just flattering your husband. Because of that point of madness, even he once forced to do it through the line......" I hung up his sentence by rubbing both of his palms.
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