Dream Crack
RM197. Inner phrase
Givan framed his wife's face. "Kanda.... With all my sacrifices, my responsibilities, my time and energy, do you still doubt that? All that I do, because I love you, Canda! Everywhere I take you, for we're good without a third man, Canda! We fight and I lose, it's because I love you, I don't want us to fight. You're much more my priority than my own brother, even my own parents, because you're my priority. All the good things I do, yeah 'cause I love you, Canda. A lot of my dream women are out there, but you're the only one I've brought back into a sacred bond with. Because I love you, Canda. I want to age with you, with you and the results of our upbringing. I'm sorry I always make you cry, sad, maybe thinking. I know, I'm not a perfect person. But with my selfishness, I just want you to be my life partner. I don't want to know whether you love me or not, the important thing is that you remain my love and mine. I'm sorry, I love other women my seed. But, by Allah.... I just want your womb to be where my children start to grow and develop. You're all I want, to be the mother of my children." The look in his eyes implied how he actually felt.
Canda as you like, the pill goes hand in hand with the taste of his scent. Was this really what he was waiting for during their marriage?
"I love the same Mas. I'm willing to be impregnated many times with Mas." Canda spoke with his overflowing cry.
Givan wanted to cry, but he laughed. He did not expect his wife to say such a thing.
"Thank you?" He muffled his laughter and kissed his wife's forehead long enough.
The spirit of Canda increased a thousandfold, to give birth to the offspring of her husband. He was so happy, his feelings were also avenged.
So trivial according to others, even Givan though. Because according to him, the most important thing is how he is responsible for his feelings. However, verbal recognition is very important to Canda.
Now her confidence as a wife of Ananda Givan, so steady and growing. Canda was so happy, because she felt she had the heart of her husband completely.
His departure towards Tangerang, so smoothly and without obstacles. Canda goes through his days with his pain and a sincere smile for the man who always holds his hand.
"Prophey, Canda?" Givan again wiped the cold sweat of his wife who endured the pain.
"If you come home later only our children how, Mas?" Canda just wants to know her husband's opinion.
"Are you going back to Java? I'm being honest, I love you. Why go back to Java?" Givan did not want to take his mind in a negative direction.
"No, that means.... Suppose who can go home is our baby first. How's that?" Canda really just wanted to know her husband's reaction, he didn't want to really be in a coma.
"Don't say ugly!" Givan pinched his wife's mouth. "You don't want me to come back b*****, yes you have to stay by my side."
Canda did not continue her speech, she preferred to hug her husband, as much as her hand could reach. Her husband's distinctive smell is her calmness, her husband's presence is her safety.
"You know what, Canda? Our baby is getting bigger. His weight and the needs of his growth organs continue to be booster, let him be strong fitting born later." Givan switched their conversation, he didn't want his bad thoughts to get worse. Because he felt, Canda as if he was struggling in speaking.
He kept his words, so as not to discuss about the costs he had to spend. Because he knew, his wife would think about how their financial fate would be. There was actually no problem for Givan, but he knew enough about how his wife often thought about their financial expenses.
Despite not paying in advance, Givan had already paid their administration fee for one week during Canda's hospital stay. Quite noticeably, even though Givan has a lot of assets and income.
"So, how long will I have to give birth?" Canda quickly wanted to resolve this pain.
"Three weeks, Canda. I have been given a schedule for eracs, but it can change if there are certain conditions. Patience huh?" Givan again landed his sweet kiss on his wife's forehead.
"Bosen, Mom. Wanted to walk around the room." Canda tried to get up from his position.
They walked through the hospital room, talking and joking little. Indirectly, for one month they will be here. Their relationship grew stronger and understood each other.
"Mas, HP sounds tuh." Canda's ears are quite sensitive to hearing the voice of the last-goal.
"yes briefly? Wait here, will you?" Givan leaves Canda in the living room of Canda's room.
"Who, Mas?" ask Canda, when her husband soon walked towards her.
"Shauwi equals Adek Ces." Givan smiled at the screen of his phone.
He was making a video call.
"Hallo, the beauty of Biyung." Canda dumps on her husband's cell phone screen, which displays a visual of one of his daughters.
"Daeng's son, Biyung," said the boy by pulling the corner of his lips at a glance.
"Dad's son dong." Givan pretended to frown when he heard the words of his stepson.
"Yes, Dad's son too. What are you with Biyung again?" The child did not take his eyes off, with his moving hands playing a toy that sharpened his brain.
"Father same Biyung again sat down. Ces's adek again what?" Givan continued to observe his son's activities that required such special handling.
"Sit down, Dad. Well, I'm tomorrow's stand up comedy race. Nothing yet, I laughed first. How am I gonna be on the school stage?" Hearing the story of his son, Givan and Canda immediately laughed amusedly.
"Cock can be told stand up comedy?" Givan doesn't understand the way learning is there.
"Self-development, Bang. Next Sunday, Keith will join the meeting, after coming out about children's self-development. You know, the meeting's in English, and I don't understand." Shauwi laughed amusedly.
"Well, it's your job there to take care of Ceysa. Ria's talking to Ces' schoolteacher regularly? Keith routinely controls Ces' achievements?" Givan understood little about the teaching that put forward the ability of the genius child.
"Ruthin, Bang. Back to school, Ceysa and I were taken. Just that, me and Ceysa can not socialize. Because the language is difficult, we can't blend."
Givan the mangosteen, he had heard Shauwi's complaints about this several times. It has no way out, other than letting those who end up getting used to the new environment. Because of sending Shauwi and Ceysa to learn the language used in Singapore, it is less effective than jumping directly to communicate directly.
"Can, just be patient. How is Keith Ria? They're in that room or what?" Givan orders Keith to move into the house. However, he wanted Ria and Keith in his control. They are not roomed, especially without marriage.
"Don't know if there are other residents?" Shauwi spoke as if she was unusual.
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