
"I didn't feel fit to talk to him, I asked cake to be honest with everything. I'm not comfortable, I'm depressed" he admitted with a blank look ahead.
"Your family exists, Vin. Meanwhile, we're looking for a psychologist who fits you. Recover your situation first, do not over-exert the will. What do you want to eat now?" She rubbed the sweat on her child's temple with the back of her hand.
"I want to be hugged, Mah." A small request, came out of his mouth.
However, it was unexpected that Givan immediately grabbed his sister so tightly. Resistance ensues, when Givan gives a warm kiss on his sister's right cheek. It was an abnormal thing to happen to the men, of course Gavin was immediately furious.
Givan was still Givan, he was chuckling loosely got his sister's plot. He only gave a light kiss like a brother to his little brother, but his sister often judged wrongly.
"Smuck you, Bang!" Gavin rubbed his cheek that hit his brother's sambar.
The younger sister can only shake her head, when a small fight occurs among her children. He had been used to seeing such circumstances since long ago, only when they had grown up, indeed such a scene was rarely seen.
Highlight his eyes were directed at his granddaughter who was admiring the face of her husband from below, Cani until rubbing the jaw of her grandfather who was reading the short surah.
She walked over to her husband and granddaughter who were sitting on a long sofa. She immediately leaned on her husband, rubbing Cani's back in her husband's lap.
"There you are, Bang!" Gavin pushed his brother.
"Abang kangen, Vin. Here is the sleep." Givan laid his body in his brother's gurney which was quite large.
It has evaporated wide. He is tired today, nothing is done.
"Wouldn't! You don't play kisses, Bang. I'm glad this is, kind of h***just!" Gavin glanced at his cynical brother.
"Ck, where there is. Brother love you, don't overdo it." Givan started closing his eyes.
"What dear?! Stepbrother, how scary." Instead of being angry, Givan chuckled at Gavin's words.
"Dear not, your son you're throwing it away too." Givan said with his eyes closed.
He slowly spread his body. He pulled out a blanket, then faced his older brother who was almost at his comfort.
"Bang, I'd like to meet Ajeng." Gavin expressed his desire that was so heavy he did.
Givan's eyes were wide open, the red look showing how sleepy he was. He was a little calm with his son, because his parents were here. He believes his parents are able to maintain the condition of his son, while he sleeps.
"What did you say to him?" Givan tried to keep his eyes open.
"You want nanya, why is that loaf the same as our son. Although I never threw it in, but she was still pregnant, I never thought that she was humming people's children. I'm sure my wife can't be that cool, Bang. If I believe in people, he's lying, I know, but I'm still trying to believe him. Because I thought, there must be a reason behind his lies. She was my first love, Bang. I'm the same kasian, same as the Eagle. Without him asking, I always meet his needs even in the form of money. I'm less sensitive, if he asks for stuff. I don't understand why he didn't ask for a referral to me at all. I don't understand why he could pull his father Eagle in his new life. I'm not satisfied, because I've never heard a direct answer from him." Gavin acknowledged in a soft voice.
Givan tried to hold back his sleepiness. "He must have answered no doubt, because again there was the influence of his father Eagle. You just calm down, you don't need much money to Ajeng. He's messy, he's gotta come to you, Vin. Or at least, he pleaded guilty to putting your son on the porch. But according to Brother, your son wasn't born in Brasilia. Infants have not been allowed to fly that far, despite having a normal delivery. Ajeng situation, certainly will not be able to take an old flight. Brother has a feeling, if a few days before he put his son on the porch, he is in this province. But according to my brother, it's not important. No need to know much about Ajeng, it has nothing to do with you."
"That's important to me, Bang. I want my brother to come there, meet Ajeng. I'm afraid I don't control it, if I find him alone. I wouldn't have calmed down if I hadn't known the answer from her mouth right away." Gavin was afraid that he could not hold back his emotions and his longing for Ajeng.
"It's important you're healthy first." Givan can't promise to accompany Gavin.
"I don't want to be healthy, if Brother doesn't? Who am I trying, Bang? My other brothers, he seemed to take it easy on my condition. They just nengokin my son just ordinary cake, they don't want to know about the secret that happened until Cali was on the porch of the house." Gavin hugs the bolster pillow.
He closed his eyes, trying to dampen the immortality of his heart that led to his eyes.
"Because your son is in you, they're gonna freak out that your son isn't in their reach. Understand also, if the adult's business, not only about his sister or brother. There's his little family, which they need to put first." Givan rubbed his face, trying to relieve his drowsiness.
"What do you mean, if you can't because you're busy with your little brother's family?" Gavin's that sensitive now.
"Sir, brother-in-law, you understand that this is about brother's sister who needs help. But you have to understand, your other brothers can't help because there are things they can't stay in. Ghifar, his wife is cravings again. Had severe vomiting, brother before leaving their anther first to the clinic. Giska will know, the baby's son was diagnosed with epilepsy. You can't imagine their heart breaking, see their son's drug dependence until the time has been determined. Gwen had to take medicine for years. Ghava knew himself, Adib also had a history of seizures. The child is almost a teenager, still guarded. Adib can't be a little tired. Ghavi moreover? The economy is still struggling. Her children are many, spending a lot, paying a housekeeper and a nanny has already reached ten million him. How to take care of his sister's business, he wants to solve the problem at home is very difficult, right? It takes time for everything, it takes struggle. No. Abang, Ghifar, Giska, Ghava, Ghavi, everyone else is fighting against their own problems. My brother's son is sick, Vin. Brother's wife is still nifas, Brother Two's baby at home. Brother's mind is divided, not yet with effort that has not been handled well. You pray Cani is healthy, you're healthy, then let's meet Ajeng, if it's for you to calm down." Givan smiled broadly trying to make his sister accept everything.
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