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RM186'S CHAT. Zio's Questions
"At the grandmother's house at that time, I was dizzy Cani was crying continuously. Cani if it's so sweet it's hard to stop." Zio pulled his hair to the left.
"If Zio meets with mom, will you? Zio acquaintance, Zio chat." Givan wants to know his own son's opinion. He will not force Zio, if Zio refuses to meet his biological mother.
"Well, what exactly is this in order? I'm a pick-up boy, or what? With you coming here, am I being asked to come? Or, in what interest? I have no grudges, I'm not angry at anyone I don't understand. But, what's that for? If you come to pick me up, I'll come if you tell me to. You ordered it, for sure, with reason, right? It could be, you don't need me anymore. Because I've got a lot of kids, I don't need my cake pancakes anymore." Zio has his own point of view. There is a sense of isolation, when he heard his birth mother was coming.
"Did you ever tell me that Zio wasn't Dad's son?" Givan was less than receptive to Zio's statement. According to Givan, it was quite rude and hurt the child himself.
Zio shook his head. "But with me I'm not a big boy, it means I'm not a father's son."
Givan digested his son's speech. He recalled, the educational understanding se*k*u*l he had given. He said that having sex with a husband and wife is at risk of having children. Givan guessed, maybe Zio explained if Canda and Givan are related will produce children, but he is not their child, indicating that he is the son of another married couple. Givan's logic and rationality try to understand the plain viewpoint of the thought of his teenage son.
"Hm.... Papa Ghifar is married to Aca's mother, Zio see the wedding photo?" Givan shaped his fingers like picture frames.
Givan drew the example, as only Ghifarlah changed wives several times.
The boy nodded. "Nahda is good, right? Mama's Ra's foster?"
"Rubber." Givan poked his son's nose.
"Zio remember not the same as the late mama Kin?" givan continued by looking at his son's face.
"Remember, Kal's mom is Kaf, isn't she, Dad? Yesterday I came to the annual anniversary of the death of Mama Kin." Zio looked at his father occasionally.
"Ya Zio kek. Zio the brothers to Kaf and Nahda." Givan hopes his son understands the example he gave.
"Who? He said you want to see?"
Givan patted his eel. "Yes, understand. The difference is, mama Kin has died, and papa Ghifar married again with mama Aca. Well, if you marry me again, but Zio's mother doesn't die." Givan is worried that he is labeled ugly, because it seems like he dumped Zio's biological mother from his speech series.
"Why?" Zio looked at the netra of his father with a confused look.
"Hmm, because the fight continues. I rarely go home, because if you go home fighting continues." Givan accidentally hides that Zio's biological mother has sold some of Givan's parents' belongings, without the owner's permission.
"Can you change wives, Dad? Isn't that the couple who are the Power of Love for our lives?"
When his children understand a formula of fate, but Givan can't pin down an easy example. Finally, he chose to scratch his head repeatedly until he found an easy explanation.
"Where are you???" Givan is a little confused.
He looked at the face of his son who was watching him closely. Does he have to explain that he is not a good man? But it was not a pride for him, he did not want his son to know about his disgrace.
"Continue?" Zio still looked at his father closely.
"Keep divorced with Zio. Dad focus work, make money, get up. Dad remarried again with biyung, continue to have adek Ra, adek Cani, the same adek who is still in the belly of the biyung." Givan smiled broadly.
"Who? Where did Key come from? Ceysa Adek? Brother Jasmine?"
Givan ruffled his hair instantly. He forgot the stories of the three characters.
"Here you go, repeat? I forgot about it." Givan chuckled small.
"OK, how?" Zio was looking forward to his father's story.
"First time, I married Mamah Fira." Givan would rectify this lie and beg for forgiveness afterwards for lying to his son.
"So Key, right?" Zio actively asked the people closest to him.
"Yes, right. Keep getting divorced again, because there's more trouble." Givan was stunned, when his son put his palm in front of him, making Givan not continue the story.
"Wedlock divorced anyway? Can that be? What's the problem heavy? Is Mamah Fira also not sorry Dad?"
Givan's head began to throb. He gave up, he shouldn't have told me now. He would wait for enough time, for Zio to understand about everything.
"Yes. We tell you slowly, right? Most importantly, Zio already knew that the mother and father were married to continue to have Zio's children?" Givan touched both of his sons' shoulders.
"Yes, Dad." Zio understood his father's firm vein, he did not dare to ask any questions back.
"Later after Zio has grown up, already working, Dad will tell Zio to make life lessons. Now is not the time, son. Zio must focus on learning, SMA will enter the boarding school? Same with Dad? Want to be de-centered?" Givan and Canda initially desperately wanted their son to be deceived faster. But given that adolescence comes with a time of junior high education, Givan and Canda want to control and tell as much information and insight as possible to their inquisitive children.
In order to grow up his children, in high school later, his children are not so curious and find out for themselves about the formula of world life that is not in their lessons. In order for Givan and Canda's good intentions to hitch them well, instead of her children thinking that they were deliberately discarded because Givan and Canda focus on their small children.
"I wanted it from the beginning, Dad." Zio felt he had agreed to his parents' plan about it.
"Yes, Zio must have knowledge about religion. Zio continues to practice the kindness that Zio received in the pesantren, for Zio's life and Zio's future. For now there is the same father who always ngarahin Zio and give Zio orders to pray and all sorts of, like, but if Dad and Biyung have died, there is no nasehati and give orders to pray again. Let Zio later understand the importance of the pillar of religion, should not be told to pray. Prayer time, yes fast prayer." Givan managed to divert their discussion.
"Yes, Dad. Ready. Don't talk about dying. Who am I going to be the same? You like to talk about that, Dad's time too?" The atmosphere became sad, as the boy embraced his father.
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