
POV Canda's
Feeling, I haven't run away. Why now, am I already in the wilderness? Am I on a trip to the middle of the forest of Borneo? But, I once refused when invited by Givan's mas friends to hunt into the forest.
I once asked to go see crocodiles in the river, not with tigers, sorts, lions, elephants, snakes and other terrible animals. That's why I refused, when invited to hunt into the forest. I want to ride a speed boat, then there's a crocodile passing by. It must have been very exciting with crocodiles that are in the water.
"Mas Givan's...." I called my husband's name.
I think I dumped my husband when I fainted. Mas Givan must have been doctrinated with Ai, to the extent that he had the heart of me.
I'll see you, mom! Later I hold the money, I will give all my shamans. Kusantet y'all, rather than your melet. I'm so upset, why can I fuck this guy. If the guarantee is not heaven, maybe I'll wander around looking for the Daeng bang.
"Now, Deck."
I looked at the source of the voice.
"Hey, I just told you in your heart to find Brother. How come it's here anyway?" I was shocked, seeing a tall, skinny figure with those fitting biceps.
Daengku.
Bang Daeng only smiled, holding out a piece of bamboo filled with water to me.
"What is this, Bang? There's no cup? Glasses, Bang." I received this bamboo filled with water.
"Drink, he said thirsty."
I glanced at the water in this piece of bamboo, then saw the face of bang Daeng. It's not that I'm afraid, because I think he's dead. I thought, instead, that my brain that has gone insane because hallucinations are so real.
"This white water?" I hesitate to take it.
"Sap!" Bang Daeng's face immediately did not look friendly.
"Don't sap us, I'll swallow your seeds alive." I immediately finished the water in this piece of bamboo.
It was so cold, like cold water in a refrigerator.
"By the seed is swallowed, first tell him to try to persuade him half dead." Bang Daeng grumbled.
I laughed and then grabbed her body. Uhh, the perfume's high.
"Kangen I'm right. If you already miss Abang, it feels like getting impregnated is fine." I tried to kiss her chin.
However, it's so hard. Because Daeng bang is so high.
Those sharp and alluring eyes looked at me so deeply, her sweet smile faintly engraved. Bang Daeng was not handsome, but I was exposed to him.
"Bang, I have frequent wet dreams with my brother. No sin, Bang?" I watched him from below like this.
"Are you thinking wet dreams of sin? Adek hugging Brother like this, indeed never think of his gambling sins?" Bang Daeng framed my face, then patted my forehead.
I laughed crisply, then let go of his embrace. Now I'm on his arm, then I glanced at the tattoo on his neck.
Bang Daeng looked as neat as ever, with a dark shirt whose top two buttons were opened. Combined with dark colored jeans too, with the head of his belt peeking from behind the button of the lowest shirt.
"Yuk meatballs, Bang?" My grief and confusion were gone when I saw him.
"We have to find a way out first, then we can buy meatballs. In the middle of this forest, there's no one selling meatballs, Dek." Bang Daeng turned his head several times.
Also true.
"I'm dying, Bang." I put myself in her.
I'll just be taken where.
"okay, Bang. I'm melu." I began to step up, holding hands with him.
"Second, what are our seeds?" ask her in between our steps that are so winding because of the roots of the trees sticking out of the ground.
"What did I swallow? Still in his throat."
"That's drinking water, Deck. Astarghfirullah.... Fortunately, it's dead, it feels like the inner pressure of her cake love is like this every day." Bang Daeng rubbed his own chest.
Why the hell with people close to me, must often rub his own chest? I was surprised by their behavior.
"Bang Daeng never died in my heart. We give birth to a pinak, like the tree is the root child more and more, even though the one that grows up is just the pistil alone."
My mouth was immediately smothered. "There is no need to string words together, make you a thinker."
My laughter broke, releasing the hand that was in my mouth. We still stepped together, with the occasional bow to get a proper footing.
"Bang, I'm pregnant again. Don't be tired, afraid to make it later." I pulled him, so as not to go further and further away from me.
"Do you want to rest?"
Just in case, I nodded immediately. Bang Daeng took me to sit on one of the fallen trees, the place was quite dry and certainly shady.
"How many months are you pregnant?" Bang Daeng rubbed my stomach with his left hand, while his right hand was embracing me.
"One month and a half, Bang. But his father was acting up, he was his ex's hamili, now I'm dumped in the woods. Luckily, I met you here." I leaned against his chest.
I mean, once my life was dumped in the woods. Surely the women out there no one has ever felt dumped in the woods like me right now.
"Such like the cake we met at the meatballs, Dek. Adek activities in the unconscious Adek, or maybe Adek is now dead. No one can throw Adek, there is Adek who went from the person. Similarly, the cake Adek who went to our boarding." Bang Daeng rubbed my head.
Romantic dating in the middle of the forest.
"I'm pregnant, dead? I'll be a kuntilanak or a kuyang, Bang?" I turned my seat, then watched her face so closely.
The size of the whiskers and the feathers of his chin are still that much. Not as bushy as Pak Kyai who was in my pesantren first.
His breath was so tired. "Sundel bolong, Dek. Child in the grave." Bang Daeng rolled his eyeballs.
I'm back. Uhh, Daengku. Finally, I can snort this smell.
"Bang, where are you going? I'm coming, Bang. Mas Givan his ex hamili, it's already swollen eyes this cry. I know the nature of Givan mas, he won't pity me just because I cry." I clasped his hand, trying to tell him that my hope was in him.
"If Givan doesn't feel sorry for Adek, he might not think that Adek's old age isn't miserable. Are you sure Givan hamili is his ex?"
I immediately nodded, I remembered mother's words and plus the evidence of Ai's convex stomach.
"Eummmm.... Brother if in this job, Dek. Brother is hesitant about cooperation in PT A, because of some bad facts you know yourself from the PT. Brother wants to know about the truth, Brother does not go directly to the PT, Abang nanya to the enemy company of the PT. Because surely people hate it anyway, will know all the ulcers of PT A. Brother already cantongi ulcer information, Abang dig also good information. Only then did you decide, from all the information you got yourself. Losing Abang play refused his cooperation, Abang was worried about even losing money because he missed the opportunity." Bang Daeng told me, by playing my left hand fingers.
"I don't understand, Bang. The point is, how am I supposed to?" I do not understand the business world, especially if equated with my life problems.
"Don't be in a hurry to make a decision, let alone walk away from reality. Adek's decision cake before that went from the husband and went from Abang. Do not eat the words of the person concerned, whether it's a third party or Givan. Because on the right side, will continue to seek proof of the truth. Then the wrong side, will continue to look for fault from Givan's side. Adek must pretend to believe, but Adek also seek information about the truth itself. Don't ask Givan, you just look at the explanation. Adek also do not ask the third party, Adek must have a calm mind and receive bad information about Givan from the third party. Don't leave, because the third party will win. Don't hold on, because Givan's side will also be more arbitrary. Stand on your own feet, never cry in front of them. Don't be quiet, Adek must have a movement to find the truth himself. If you can't find the truth, Adek just need to shut up and use instinct. If in the end you have to separate, try not to hurt yourself. If we have to defend, ask ourselves, too, whether we are hurt by our defenses. Wanna?"
My eyes are always locked by it. I was hypnotized by the dark brown spot.
However, suddenly the old netra turned black.
"Kid you? Wagging what?"
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