Enigma A Feel
10 ESP'S
🌼 Say On Heart 🌼
Ye know? How hard it is to tell your heart that it is wrong. That he is not rightIt is not appropriate that he falls into the heart that has been owned by others. But, still he could not choose to whom he would fall and dock.
A thousand words of blasphemy I gave myself. Thousands of resentments are embedded in hearts that I have in fact my own. A thousand words I say not only in the head but in the heart as well. That he was wrong, he wasn't right. And I have to stop before I get hurt.
Butwhat? It all seems to remind me of you. That dim street light. Small alleyways where we used to go. Rain that falls in the twilight. Even the song, humming as if in harmony with what my heart feels.
My crying was non-stop for a moment. Fondles on all the meanings of the song that kicked. It's as if the memories and all the memories about you are repeating themselves. Just like that song, that will be heard again when he reaches on his temple ref again.
Oh my...Eliminate this feeling for me, just let it get here. I don't want him to suffer more. On the wrong love. I don't want him to suffer more. Because he hopes for something he didn't even have in the first place.
Pasuruan, October 24, 2018
🌼 Notes For Friends 🌼
When you are hurt, you feel that you are the most miserable in the world. You never realized that . There are others who suffer even more from you.
But, have you ever realized that there are some of them who never even touched the affection of the mother. Some of them even fought alone from childhood just to survive. And when you do, do you feel lucky? On top of the suffering of others?
No, of course not. I can't imagine if I were in that position. Take the life to give birth to a little angel in the world without the company of anyone. Without anyone teaching us how to take care of her and raise her later. In fact, before experiencing it my tears had already pooled in the eyes.
How strong she is as a perfect woman. How glorious she will be to be called a mother where she is the owner of heaven at her feet. And how grateful he is because his next life will be accompanied by the little angel until old age.
From all of this I learned one thing. That life will go on even if it's not what you want. And you must not just stop at those moments, when you fall you must believe that your feet are still able to stand on the earth again. And one thing you should always put on your heart and mind. That God would not give a test without a plan of happiness.
Companions...Life is a journey, strengthen your feet to go further
# To Friends: thanks for the life lessons you shared
Pasuruan, October 27, 2018