
Having an adequate life is not the main reason for a person or a family to achieve happiness. Happiness is achieved not because of abundant wealth, but harmony in the family. The busyness of parents sometimes causes their children to get less affection. Similarly to my life, because of the busyness of my parents, now all the wealth of my parents will mean nothing to me.
The wind blows breezy. As the sun was emitting its orange glow, the birds chirping was still heard, they were flying as they pleased, feeling the beauty of this universe, now they were flapping their wings and flying towards the contest. And at the same time, in a large enough room, decorated with green walls, right on the bed, I still lay my body. I'm confused as to what I should be doing right now. I want to feel happiness like a baby bird that is given affection by both mothers. And me ? What about my life? I don't know, I live like I don't have parents. They are too busy with their business. Business there, Business here.
“ Huhhh, for sure they will not come home tonight “ whispered.
“ I better just go out tonight, get some air, “
The clock keeps turning . And now the short needle has shown the number 7, now the twilight is starting to disappear.
I set foot into my garage, black jacket and red helmet in place. Without lingering I turned on the engine, and drove my motor with a high enough speed.
Unknowingly, the intersection of the road remained at high speed, my motor drove, and from the opposite direction, a large truck also at high speed drove.
Dann, that fateful event happened. A little heard by me the cries of the people around who saw the event. I felt a very fishy scent to me, the red liquid flowing through my head. Lucky my life is still saved.
I slowly opened my eyes. Smelled by me the hospital scent. When I opened my eyes, only a man appeared beside me. I feel like I never knew him. “what might be he who harmed me “ I said in my heart.
I try to look wider. They don't exist. Where are they ? While I'm like this, are brands still busy with their own business ? “ OUTRAGEOUS “ my inner tormented.
“ You're aware ? “ tanyanya.
“ yes,, yya, ssii,,aa,paa are you ? “ I replied in a somewhat stammered voice.
“ I'm Ilham. What's your name ?”
“ nna,,mmaa, by Lena”
“ Oh, that's it, you better take a break first. Looks like your situation is not too good. “ulanya.
“ It's okay. I'm starting to get better. Oh yeah, did you see my parents ?” manya curious.
“ Eum, it seems like no one has come to see you since. “ He scrunched his forehead and tried to remember.
I'm disappointed in them.
“ Looks like I want to take a short break “ my door.
“ Alright, if that's what you want, I'd better get out, so as not to bother you” said Ilham
I saw Inspiration so quickly disappear from before me. I'm still confused who the hell is he ? Have I forgotten my memories ? Ahh, there's no way, if I forget the memories there's no way I can remember with my parents. But, who is he ? And, where are all my friends ? None of them visited me. Am I no longer useful to them ? What wrong? Am I not always present when they are difficult ? Is this a reply ? my disappointment is deepening.
***
At night, I opened my eyes again. It still seemed that faithful Inspiration was accompanying me.
“ CCKKLLEEKK” my room door opened, followed by the entry of a nurse carrying my evening meal.
“ Hi miss Lena, how is she doing ?” Ask the nurse that it's friendly.
Hey, a pleasantry question that's too stale in my opinion. I'm sure I'm still sick.
“ Hmmm, yes like this is sus, “ I replied .
“ Where is the miss family ? it seems like no one has visited. ?”
Hhhaahh ? I was very surprised to hear his question.
Hey sister, don't you see, a guy there ?
“ Hmmmm, maybe they are busy sus.”
“ Oh, yes, do not forget to eat well food, and this is the remedy. “ while giving a packet of plastic containing several grains of medicine.
The sister passed away. But I was still confused, why did the nurse say that no one was visiting me ? Ahh, maybe he didn't pay attention to Inspiration
“ Hey Lenna, don't daydream.. Ntar kesambet loh ?” candelessly.
“ Ahh, no, I'm not daydreaming.. “
“ Yes already, let's eat “ he continued, while taking a plate located on top of a small cupboard .
“ No, I have no appetite. “ reject me.
“ Heey, come on, so you can get out of here quickly. Do you want to stay here for long ? “Tanya Chiko.
“ Yes no, this place I really hate. But I don't want to stay home either.. “
“ Why is it so?“ he said full of questions
“ I'm bored staying home. At home I have no friends, not even my parents' affection, I have never felt. They are just busy with their office business. “ I started to confide in him.
“ You should not look from the negative side, see also the positive side. Didn't they do that for the sake of your life as well?” inspired Response.
“ Yes, it is true, but the treasure does not guarantee my happiness. “ my connection.
“ yes, also true what you said. Yes already, you should now spend your food first. “ Ilham's advice.
My heart was relieved, after I told Ilham about my life. No one has ever been the place where I poured out my heart. Now that I found him, I consider him a FRIEND.
“ Oh yes, you didn't come home ? “ my question to Ilham.
“ Yes, soon I come home, I will go home after you sleep. “ he said.
“ Well, now I'm going to sleep, it looks like you're tired “ I tried to close my eyes, and finally I fell asleep.
***
Now that the night turned morning, the morning sunlight woke me up. I tried to open my eyes. And I'm disappointed again. But my disappointment was not so great, because of the presence of my new best friend Ilham. They still don't visit me.
“ Good morning Lenna.. J” greeted Ilham while exuding his beautiful smile.
“ Morning also Ilham.. “ replied I returned his smile.
“ How ? is it better ?”
“ Oh yes, it looks like I have to go out for a while, and then I'll come back again. It's okay, right? “ tanyanya.” Yes, it's okay. “.
Inspiration also went out. And, uh that door can be penetrated ?
Ahh, maybe just my hallucinations.
Now that I am alone again, no one is accompanying me now. But I also cannot impose my will.
I remember my frustration with my parents and friends. I have been living in this place for 2 days. And never once did they see me ? Maybe I'm no longer useful ? Would I rather go ?
At that time, I knew what creatures were entering my body, so I tried to lose my life.
“ Better I die .. “ My mind is tormented
I set my foot on the top floor of the hospital.
I stood on the edge of the floor of the attic. Now that my tears were beginning to burst, the clear droplets of globules began to fall down my cheeks. I remember all my life, where there was no happiness. There are not a few happy memories in my life.
Now there are just a few more steps between me and the ground floor.
" Goodbye Allaa... “ my sobs are heard again.
“ TTTUUUUNNGGGGUUUU..... “ a yelling voice rang out from behind me, and stopped my steps.
I turned my body and I ran towards her, hugging her body.
“ Ham, I can no longer bear to live in this world. No one cares about me. Better I die. “ I said while sobbing.
“ Dead is not the best way. There are still many people who love you there, dying is not fun. You'll feel what I feel. Unable to enjoy the natural beauty of God's creation .. “ said Ilham.
“ You mean ? feel what you feel ? “ my question was astonished and let go of my embrace, then looked into his eyes. I saw a deep sadness there, and his pale face.
“ Well, I'll tell you something. I am actually a dead soul. And I died in the dumbest way ever. It's dropping my body here. Right where you want to lose your life. And I deeply regret that I did. “ he replied sadly.
“ So, you mean , you're a Ghost ? So how can I see you ? “ many wonder.
“ Yes, like that. I was assigned to warn you. So, you can see my form. . . “ Clear.
“ Oh, it's worth it that the nurse can't see you. And you can also go through door , that room, “
“ Yes so, you better, you remove those tears, and we now go back to the room, calm yourself. “ refer to it.
“ Alright.. “
We walked into the room, I never thought, my first friend was a creature from a different world to me. Laughing at my mind the words that came out of his lips.
Now we get to my room. I opened the door, and something surprised me. They're coming ? What wind is there? Are they not busy with their business ?
I keep in my heart that little happiness . With my gloomy face I put my feet in.
“ Dear, where have you been ? Forgive my mom and daddy, baby, we're too busy with our business, so you're like this. Sorry mama.. L “ regretful cries seemed from his face while hugging me, feeling on my shoulders like there was something. The clear liquid from his eyes began to wet my shoulders.
They hugged me, full of affection, just this time, I felt that happiness.
“ Already ma, I have forgiven mom and dad , forget the past, we start a new sheet. “.
“ Alright dear.. J” says my mama.
On the other side I saw Ilham smiling at me.
I answered that smile.
Now that I feel happy, I finally feel that happiness….
The next day, the day I was allowed to leave this boring place..
Beside me were my parents who helped me pack my things.
But, something strange, where is Ilham ? Why is he not visible today ?
Accidentally, I saw on the table a piece of envelope located there. I slowly opened the envelope..
And read..
Dear Lenna, please,,
Hi beautiful, have you healed ?Good then..
Well, with your healing, my work is done, now,,,
You have earned your happiness, and the affection of both your parents..
So, goodbye letter from me.
Good bye Lenna.. J
I will miss You..
Brainstorm
I swiftly set my foot at a high enough speed, heading towards the hospital attic.
And when I got there, I found the figure of someone smiling at me..
“ ILHHHAAAMM... “ I shouted and ran to hug him.
“ Never mind, do you not have to be sad, does not happiness already exist in your hands ? Now I have to go, my job is done. .. “ the farewell, and let go of the hug.
“ GOODBYE LENNA.. J “ he said and stepped away from me, the longer he disappeared from my sight,,,
“ GOODBYE ILHAM ,,,
You are my best friend, FRIEND FROM ANOTHER WORLD .. J “