Hot Couple: Love Story Inara Season 3
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Hypocritical.

I knew I wouldn't lose Reza either. But... an event like this? My guilt is growing, because I Reza can't go back to her past. Because i'm....

There are many words I cannot express. This heart -- really feels claustrophobic inside.

Reza. "I don't want to marry her without her blessing. Mother also did not allow, Mother forbade me to run Salsya. And a little bit, you know Alvaro's character. With Salsya, it means putting my family at risk. I'm a coward, but for me - the safety of my family is a top priority. Besides, there's no second chance, he's back when I love you."

Lord...why is your destiny this small? I gulped bitterly. "Mas, in April last year I was dead, Alvaro also promised not to bother you again after the stabbing. Should-"

"I've made a mistake once, I've sacrificed a girl because of my cowardly attitude. I don't want that to happen again. I don't want you. I don't want to hurt you."

A lie! I know what he's about to say. "I'm not going crazy, Mom. I can definitely live my life without you. I-i-"

"But I just want to live with you. Let's say I'm selfish. But I want to be with you. Maybe you'll be fine without me. But I didn't. I can't without you. I'd go crazy if I lost you. I want you. You're the only one, Ra. You know that I love you very much. I love you so much."

I'm shaking. I know, but it's equally excruciating. Why does God not give us easy choices? Kenap-- "Aw.. ouch! My stomach...."

"Darling?"

"Mas... hurts...!"

Reza spontaneously menstrarter and drive a car to arrive at the hospital, he immediately carried me to the obstetrician examination room. Again I had to take a sedative, again the painful little syringe had to puncture my skin. But it's okay, even if it hurts a little, the prick of a small needle filled with medicinal liquid is soothing.

"Sir, let Ms. Nara rest first. Do not be burdened with thoughts that are too heavy, it will trigger stress and is not good for the condition of the mother and child in the womb. Please cooperate, yes, sir. The drugs are only medically helpful. But what your wife needs is a comfortable environment, away from the things that burden her heart and mind."

Reza nodded. "Yes, Doc. Thank you," he said.

"I'm sorry then." The doctor passed too.

I heard everything that the middle-aged beautiful doctor said. But it felt impossible for my life to go normally after everything that had happened. The problem that is currently troubling my mind cannot be taken for granted, unless there is already a way out, the best solution that can ease the burden for my little heart and brain.

"Don't talk about anything first" I said, before there was a word that could be a chat or even a recurring debate between us.

Reza nodded back. He came up to me, stroked my head and kissed my forehead, then sat down beside me. And, the atmosphere instantly became silent.