
"Patience," said Reza, he immediately hugged me. "You need to calm down, okay? Maybe you're tired again, or maybe there's a problem. Let Mother calm down first."
Ihsan who was in the back yard entered as fast as lightning. He ran and rubbed with a banana leaf and a knife in his hand. She's panicking. "Why?" tanyakanya. Then he put everything in his hand on the table and immediately approached us.
"Mother why?" my many. "Why is he so emotional?"
Ihsan shook her head - trying to hide something from me. "Let me meet Mother" he said, and she passed away.
"Mother why, Mum?"
Equally, Reza also shook his head. "I don't know for sure" he said. "But lately.your father has been calling a lot. He also whatsapp. Well, he's upset because he just found out about our problem. Maybe he was angry because no one told him about his son's condition. Might as well. I don't know."
"Certainly? Why is Mother angry at me?"
The question was thrown. For a moment I was insensitive. I don't know what my father told him. Maybe something offended my mother.
"I have to see Mother. I have to apologize" I said.
"But your grandmother is innocent...."
"Who said Grandma was guilty, Bund?"
"Em, indeed, your father is a jerk, so it's only natural that your grandmother would desperately have Mother divorce."
Ihsan nodded. "He's a dick, '" he growled. "But don't let those behaviors affect Mother. Mother is not wrong if Mother interfered with our problems. It is even mandatory because it is for our good. So then... Please, don't go. They all need a mother. Mother's grandchildren need Grandmas who try to maintain the integrity of their families. Grandma who takes care of their mother and father's love. We all need Mother. Please don't be sad anymore, okay?"
I know, that sucker's the guilty one. Also me.
I slumped to the floor after entering and directly hugged my mother's legs tightly. He looks shocked. He pulled me up, but I didn't want to. I am really guilty of often putting my ego forward, even though my mother harbored fear if I experienced a household failure like she had before.
For God's sake, I'm sorry. Very-very sorry. Why did I not realize that my attitude towards Reza, our quarrels, and our breakup had left my mother's heart so hurt? That I-presented my mother's dark past to her face in a landslide manner. I'm really very sorry.