
《 Thank you for contacting me. But where do you know about the word ijab? You have the video?
Geez, subconsciously - I'm still looking for the real evidence. I should have buried deeply about it given the promise I made to my mother.
》 I know because I recorded that video. I remember that time Reza was actually trying to explain to Salsya about your wedding plans to be held in Palembang, and Reza asked Salsya so that she understood that she had to release Reza. But, we both know, right how is Salsya? He couldn't accept it and he jumped into the pool when he couldn't swim. And you know for yourself how good Reza is, she assures again when Salsya forces her to marry him, even she fulfills the wishes of Salsya who asked to be named in the ijab. It's a bit silly, but I'm also just as silly as secretly recording that moment. That's what happened, Ra. If you want to see the original video, try checking in Salsya's fb account: salsyadinata11@gmail.com. He always kept his memorable moments in that account. But sorry, I don't know the password.
Kuhela took a deep breath. There was a lot of burden that Reza went through for Salsya and she didn't tell me that. And memories, Salsya kept those memories as memories. Anything yet? I'm curious. And try to open a personal account Salsya.
Password... What is the password? salsyadine11. "Eleventh? January Eleven? elevenjanuary? It must be."
And wow! Is correct.
And so great, my curiosity actually became a boomerang that hurt myself. The video as mentioned by Kayla does exist -- and is exactly the same. But unfortunately for me, it turns out that on that account there are so many other videos that make my heart go wrong. Among them: the video when Reza rubbed the stomach of Salsya who was pregnant. Video of how Reza tried to persuade Salsya to eat and drink so that her dehydration improved. Video of Reza feeding Salsya. Video of how Reza calms the hysterical Salsya. Video of Reza accompanying the woman before she was born. Video of Reza assaulting Aulian and holding the baby - handing it over for the first time to the mother. And many more videos.
Oh, my God, I know it's all good. I know Salsya is gone. I know what Salsya did was wrong, but she's a woman with severe depression. Reza is just a good man, who is humane towards the mother and the child. He just wants to help them. Butwhy? Why am I still jealous? Why is it so painful to see my husband treat other women so well? Even though Salsya is gone now, why am I still jealous of her -- of the dead?
Oh my God, what exactly is an evil heart?
You idiot! Why can't I control myself? Why can't I beat my curiosity? I shouldn't have seen those videos. But this has already happened, I should be able to get rid of my pain and jealousy.
But I can't. I can't. Jealousy makes my heart and feelings so painful. Oh my....