Hot Couple: Love Story Inara Season 3
Sacrifice

"Please get me my phone."

"For what?"

"Don't be chatty! I just want to call Mommy."

Mantraku. Reza grabbed my bag and pulled out my phone. I called my mother directly. Not for nothing, I just wanted to tell you about my situation, so my mother and the rest of my family wouldn't worry. That'sthat's all.

"Mother doesn't need to come here. Don't tell Ihsan either. At least Nara can go home tomorrow. Otherwise, yes Nara will run away from here."

A not funny sketch. In my heart, I cried, screamed, annoyed at the frustrating situation.

"Yes, okay. Mother will not go there. But if tomorrow you can't go home, Mommy's there, huh?"

I muttered, "Emm. If Nara hasn't run away, yeah. Haha!"

"You are, son. Already, dong. Don't pretend. Mother knows exactly how you. Don't pretend to be happy."

I took a deep breath and exhaled it hard. "Bund...."

"Mother won't ask now. Mommy just hopes your mind is clear immediately, so that the problem that you consider too heavy can feel lighter. Pity the Mother's grandchildren who will be victims of her parents' problems."

I'm silent. A trace of guilt began to slip in. Hearing my mother's long talk, made my feelings even more unbecoming. All the feelings in my heart fused, jumbled and wanted to explode.

The rest of the day I missed in bed - in the hospital bed. I was transferred to the inpatient room. Have to lie there again.

I don't do any activity. Not playing mobile, not thinking about my writing let alone writing it. Not sleeping either. My brain feels full. My feelings are really mixed, like a two-raised spicy hodgepodge. Huh! The heat and heat reached the crown.

I feel sorry for Aulian, I also want her to have a family. I want him to get a decent life, and have someone who guarantees his survival -- meeting all his needs. Not only about the material, but also the affection and love enough from both parents, father and mother for him.

But why can't I accept that it is Reza, my husband - the father of my children?

Why is my heart not willing?

Even if I still refused or agreed to it, still, it was a tough decision, because it was decided half-heartedly. Half-hearted from guilt, half-hearted from pity. I finally decided to discuss this with Reza when she fed me dinner.

"Aulian needs not only matter to live, for all its essentials. But it also needs love and affection. He needs parents, not just a nanny."

Reza looked at me expectantly. I knew he wanted me to be willing to take care of and give my love and affection to Aulian. Although he didn't say it, but I know exactly the hope in Reza's heart. She wanted me to be a mother to that poor baby.

"I'm not sure I can do it. Therefore... May I discuss this with Mayra? Maybe she-"

Reza shook his head slowly. "We must not ask for it, unless Mayra herself pleases without coercion or out of displeasure with us."

"Alfie has four children."

"Yes, but it's possible that Mayra would, Mom."

"If he wants to. If not?"

I closed my eyes. I knew this would be a debate that would continue if I insisted on replying.

"Darling, sorry, but. I hope...."

Reza did not dare to continue his words. I know exactly, he wanted to ask me to take care of Aulian. "Why?" tanyaku - pretending not to understand.

Reza. "It's okay. Don't talk about it first."

"I'm asking for one thing, Mom. If you insist on taking care of her, her status is not as your child. Whatever, foster niece or something. Just not a child. I want only children born from my womb who are your children, who call you father - to call you papa as you want. Can promise? He wouldn't call you dad, would he? Please?"

Reza nodded. "Yes," he said. "Not going to."

"Please. Enough I feel the sharing of father, even my father loves his other children more. I don't want my kids to be the same fate as me. I want only my children to have you, Mas."

Reza wiped my tears that fell uncontrollably. "I understand. We'll talk about it next time, yeah. You don't cry."

"I don't want this to get stuck."

"Yes, but--"

"I'll take care of Aulian."

"You-you"

"I'm willing to take care of it like my own son. I'm willing to give her a mother's love. I'm...."

Reza's pupils instantly widened. "You sure?" tanyakanya.

I'm nodding. "But I don't want him to be my legal son. And, he can only call me aunty."

Reza was happy, she immediately hugged me tightly, then kissed my forehead warmly and long.

"I did it for you, to help you ease your guilt on her late mother's house. Know why? Because I love you. Remember that!"

Reza smiled broadly, then grabbed and gently grasped my hand. "I will always remember. Thank ye. I appreciate your sacrifice. Thank you, dear."