
"I'm sorry Nara..," isakku. "Nara's wrong. During this time Nara is not sensitive to the feelings of Mother. Forgive Nara because Nara always weighs on Mother's mind. Nara sinned. Nara's sorry."
He stroked the top of my head. "Wake up, son, there's no need to kneel like this. Mother does not need you to apologize. Mother just wants you to make up with your husband. Harmony again as before. That's it."
I looked up, then nodded. "Nara promised," I said, "Nara will make up with Mas Reza. Nara will not fuss anymore let alone ask for a divorce. Nara promise, Bund. Promise."
"Mother happy. Now stand up, yeah, honey."
I nodded again, the next second I stood up and we hugged each other - - crying, I shed all my regrets. "Nara was just kidding, Bund. Nara does not matter if Mother intervenes with Nara's problem. Mas Reza too, definitely."
"Yes, Bund. Reza was happy, because it means that Mother cares for us" he said. Apparently he caught up with me and asked Ihsan to watch over our children downstairs.
My mother nodded, then she took us to sit on the sofa, where I sat in the middle of them.
I nodded quickly, straightened my shoulders and sat focused facing him, turning my back to Reza who was sitting next to me.
"Mother is not willing to interfere," he said starting his message. "But as Reza said earlier, this is a form of parental concern for children. You know, first... The mother was labeled 'bound but unrobed' because your father left but did not look up. His parents did not care about our home. Boro-boro took her son to see Mother to clarify our relationship, they were never seen the trunk of her nose even once in the first few months. As for your mother's parents, your grandmother, in the early days of your father's departure - before he was caught cheating on her with Rhea, your grandmother said that it was inappropriate that she brought you to see your family because we are women, and your father's position is to leave us. They -- your father's family should have come. Moreover, your grandmother is already a widow. Her father Mother had died long ago. Mother also has no siblings. It felt like it was completely unappreciated. Indeed, Mother does not expect to refer. But at a minimum - meet Mommy. As they propose and ask Mommy well, you should also return Mommy well. Apologizing to each other between families. Kann delicious. But. nothing. Even you and Ihsan were ignored. You know, kid, it's like being a neglected daughter-in-law. Mother does not want you to feel the same. That's why Mother is this cool to you. Failure is a nightmare. Mother does not want your household to fail like Mother experienced. Mother does not want. No parent wants this unless it is very forced, inevitably accepting. But at this time, Mother-is still in a state of mandatory mediation. Not that Mommy wants to go to the top let alone pestle. Not at all."
Insinuated, but I was wrong. "Nara understands, Mother. Nara will try not to make Mother worry anymore. Thank you for caring about us. Nara promised, we will try to maintain our household. Isn't that right, Mas?"
"Yes" said Reza. "Mother should not worry. Reza promised, Reza will always stay and keep Nara. Although Nara is stubborn, stubborn, Reza will still survive to cool Nara." He put on a sweet smile. But it still sucks to call me stubborn and stubborn. Ew!
And unfortunately, it did not immediately make my mother calm down. There was still a burden in his mind. I know it.