Hot Couple: Love Story Inara Season 3
The Awakening Silence

"I love you," whispered Reza last night among his desaha* his passionate desire. The cold water cannot freeze it in warmth. And that line kept ringing even when I opened my eyes the next morning. I admit, it shocked my heart a bit even though the shadow of Salsya's memories still continued to be reflected in my mind.

After waking me up, Reza took me to morning prayers with her as usual. But something unusual: when I kissed her hand, she touched my head and asked, "Why? What's wrong with you?" tanyakanya. "I know, there's something stuck in your mind. Aye, right?"

I raised my head, straightened my shoulders, then asked back, "Why are you asking like that? I'm not okay, really. Maybe it's just your feeling."

"You might be able to pretend well, honey. You act like everything is okay. But your eyes and body can't lie to me. Your body cannot accept me. I know it. As a man, I don't feel your vibrancy when we touch, and that's only recently, right?"

I can't answer. This surprising conversation - I need to think first in order to respond wisely. I don't want any commotion.

"Look, even if you try to do your job well as my wife, and even though I try to compensate you, but it can't make our relationship feel perfect if you still keep the burden. So, please, please open up to me, okay?"

I'm nodding. It turned out that Reza was aware of my situation and I could not and did not want to deny it anymore. But I had to convey that correctly to him so that he would not misunderstand me, even though I could not be completely honest, and even in my mind: whereas you yourself were almost never open to me.

"Maybe I'm feeling bored. And there was a sense of tiredness in my heart. Whether it's from exhaustion, from boredom, or what, I don't know. I was confused how to handle it myself. Maybe I need. I don't know, I don't know what. Can you help me, Mommy? And.. please also do not bother about this, especially in front of Mother."

Back then, Reza tried to understand me, but from a completely different point of view. Not because of his mistakes that used to lie to me and secretly met Salsya behind my back, but from the point of view of "fullness" - - - according to the direction I revealed to him, that is because I am exhausted and my activities are boring, spending time at home all day and have been three months never going anywhere even though just me time or quality time with him. Let him take it that way, for I think it's a better reason than to make him feel guilty again for continuing to hurt me with his past actions that are still - and continue to haunt me.

"Okay, if that's the case. We should spend more time together, as often as possible. It's my fault I ignored my promise. Sorry, yes, my dear. Though I promised once, you want to be happy like your idol artist, right?"

I shook my head, I knew what he meant by his promise in Bali first. "Nope. My idol is Reza Rahadian, you know!"

"Yes, yeah, whatever. Most importantly - always give our household a chance." Then she hugged me. "I'm sorry for my imperfections. But you should know, my feelings never change. I always loved you. Forever."

I nodded with guilt for being dishonest to my husband. But I was grateful, because he wanted to take me to scrape the iceberg, even though he didn't know what was really going on with my heart. Despite all his mistakes in the past, Reza is actually a very good man.

Heart, let's be honest that you love her more.