Loving Paralyzed Men
Daniel's Feelings

Lunch was over, but both of them had not left the place.

'Looks like I have to reveal it now.' Daniel said in his heart.

"According. . . .!" Daniel Exclamations.

"Help. . . ." Reply Akira.

"I want to say something to you."

"By the way." Reply Akira relax.

Daniel clasped Akira's hand on the table.

"I like you Akira." Said Daniel.

Akira pulled his hand quickly

"What do you mean?" Ask Akira.

"I've liked you for a long time. I even liked you better than Dimas."

Akira's eyes widened when he heard Daniel say the name Dimas.

"I've liked you since we were in college. Akira I love you. . . ."

"Enough Daniel." Shouted Akira, "you know for yourself what my status is now. I'm a married woman."

"Aren't you getting a divorce?" Said Daniel.

"It's none of your business." Reply Akira ketus.

"I can be your companion Akira. I'm better than Dimas."

"Thank you for today Mr. Daniel." Akira said with great emphasis. "I have to go now. Oh yeah, the matter of our cooperation contract, you can cancel it right now. I don't want to feel bad about you because of today's events."

Akira walks out leaving Daniel. Daniel quickly ran after Akira.

"I'm sorry. I was wrong, I won't force you. But allow me to prove that I really love you."

"No Daniel. You can get a woman who deserves you better than me. Sorry I said yes." Akira then walked away.

Daniel shouted to invite the attention of other visitors. Akira rushes back to the hotel in a taxi.

'Better, I'll go back home as soon as possible. Hopefully Dimas is no longer home.'

Ting!

A message came to Akira's phone.

[Hi, how are you today? I hope you're okay and always happy. Thank you for being willing to accept me these few months of living in your house. Forgive me for all the mistakes I've made with you. Oh yeah, I've received a divorce warrant from you. Honestly, I am both sad and angry at myself. Why can't I keep you and our relationship. Whatever it is, I want to say that I love you Akira. And it will always be like that. You are the first woman I have ever loved in my life, though I wish you would be mine forever. But it doesn't seem like it will. See you at the trial in three days.]

Akira's tears poured out as he read Dimas' message.

"Why should I cry? Don't I want a divorce myself?"

Akira shadowed Dimas' smiling face in front of him. Akira realizes that he is indeed back in love with Dimas the same as before. At Dimas who always dominated him.

Akira considers Dimas not to love him. Dimas only loved himself while sleeping together in bed.

'Dimas is very aggressive, but I am too.'

Memories of when Dimas installed a security device in his home, rang in Akira's memory.

'Maybe he was worried about his own safety. Or he cares about me in his own way.'

'Dimas offered me money to help my business selflessly, even to the point of pretending to be another company. But I refused it, but I blamed him for not supporting me with this financial problem.'

Akira turned his body to the left and to the right while immersing his face on the pillow.

'I just want you to be free Akira.'

Dimas' words were remembered by Akira.

"What have I done? Maybe I'm being unfair. Everything Dimas's been doing I always thought was wrong. I always say that Dimas is always the same as the old Dimas. Dimas has changed a lot." Akira.

Akira refocused on his phone screen, trying to book airline tickets online.

A few hours later Akira was on a plane to the city where he lived. Akira tried to calm down, but there were many questions in his heart.

'I have to meet Dimas and apologize to Dimas.'

But Akira finally realizes one thing, that Dimas must have left his house.

"I'm late." Akira said with tears flowing without being able to hold it anymore.

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