
It was late afternoon and we both went back to the hotel, took a shower and then went downstairs to dinner.
After dinner, bang Bastian took me to my room and now we are on the balcony of this hotel drinking warm tea.
This long chair with soft foam and several pillows that become a seat, leaning on the chest of the Bastian bang while staring at the expanse of Lake Toba and the extent to which these eyes can see Him.
"honey, this is the life that you dream of. after passing the drama of life that almost makes you in the verge of despair and then ends with happiness with you dear.
the twists and turns of my life journey and the pressure from other families that made Abang had slumped."
"how do you mean brother?"
I tried not to lean back against his chest, but bang Bastian held him back and finally I still leaned back.
"My late father was twice married, my father divorced from his mother because my mother could not withstand the pressure from his parents.
After my brother was born, my mother's uterus was removed because of complications and that means my mother can no longer give birth.
Oppung Boru constantly press mamak because mamak can not give birth to children, and there is no defense from the Father, so the mamak finally gave up and asked for divorce from the Father.
Mamak brought Abang and lived in the house relics of the oppung, the parents of mamak.
Mama was the only child of Boru's oppung and a famous kebaya tailor of her time, she struggled alone to raise me without remarrying.
Mamak traumatized by marriage, that makes you give up a little when you want to chase after you again.
A woman's trauma is very deep, but after getting the support of Rifan and Fernando, your spirit to pursue you back passionate again."
"have Rifan and Fernando come to Brother?"
"after Brother visits your dear home, after the wedding of Lisa and the Prince and then the second and third visits.
Rifan and Fernando visit Abang at home.
They both came to clarify my brother's wishes.
All this time only you are in this heart, some girls are introduced by mamak but none can captivate this heart.
In addition, Boru's oppung is his mamak father who is still alive, brother is afraid that my wife will later be treated like a mamak.
My heart is only for You plus the bad treatment of Boru's oppung, brother is afraid not to be able to take care of my wife later.
after the oppung Boru died as well as the father, my mother came to me.
Mamak said, now that your reason is gone, would you like to introduce me to your friend's daughter?
It is known but still, this heart cannot accept it. so big and so deep you enter this heart.
After my mother died, my brother still with the contents of this heart that is you dear.
after seeing for the first time, life feels very happy, even though you do not know your status.
The first, second and third meetings where you reject Abang for the same reason as the mother's reason of marriage trauma.
Guts Abang ciut, and after telling my story to Rifan and Fernando.
They both support you to get your love again.
And when Adek introduced Brother to host Mak Samson as your future husband."
Muach.......
Bang Bastian stopped talking and kissed me on the forehead.
"happy and difficult to uncover his dear, wanted it to feel like kissing you back then, but it was impossible.
Brother didn't want to ruin my best friend's wedding and it was also your sister's wedding.
Somehow Brother expresses her, and it's hard to choose the right words to explain her."
"continue why you can accept Elazer?"
For the second time bang Bastian kissed on the forehead again, and the kiss was so warm on my forehead.
"clop is funny and adorable. He just wants to give love and affection.
You don't want a child to be born without the love and affection of those around you.
When carrying Elazer, instantly the souls of a father blossomed in this heart.Elazer's smile and babble were the encouragement of Brother.
Brother only took 1 hour to sew a suit stellan for Elazer and it was without measuring the Body, and fit in its clothes.
Just using a hunch, Brother just tried to imagine his size and it turned out to be very fitting.
According to this brother is open to coincidence, but we both have been destined to be together and of course with you my love."
Bang Bastian is not the type of bully man, because of this speech.
Now my face is facing his chest and ....
muech.....
our lips meet each other, the smile of my husband is able to warm this body.
"sad, can you ask?"
His handsome face now looked so serious and the gaze that Sendu made me calm.
"can bang dear."
Again the kiss landed on my lips and then on my forehead.
"what do you think of when you cut off all contact with your brother?"
For a moment I buried my face in his chest, just as Elazer did in the hospital.
"if you contact Abang, fearing that you will bring Tiur from the village.and of course I will not refuse. because Tiur loves you very much bang.
But my sisters and mother how? I don't want to leave a burden for them.
I was powerless when I saw the faces of my mother, and remembered my brothers.
Inevitably, Tiur had to make sacrifices, my love that was left behind and live with a man who had no standing.
It hurts so much, every midnight.I always wake up because of this chest pain, which has betrayed my own love.
Praying with folded hands and without a voice, I convey to the owner of this Khalid and declare this is the destiny I have received.
hoping that there would be a little light of happiness for me later, it turned out that the prayer in the middle of the night was realized.
After everything I've been through and finally there's happiness implied to me.
Meeting with Brother is a miracle for Me, and this is the happiness of this time with Brother.
Apart from the shackles of suffering and humiliation, coupled with prayer and hard work, I was finally able to be in your arms bang.
My love that has been left behind is now in your arms."
The smile from my Husband really made me happy, a sincere smile and made me really comfortable in the embrace on his chest that was this field.
I really did not expect to be free from my suffering all this time, like being trapped in a dark abyss of life without a beam of light.