MARRIED FOR INDIGENOUS DEBT
The Uncertain Love.

Sorenya The family from the village has returned with amangboru sir Iren, later they will come back at the wedding of Lisa and Prince.

Drrr.....

Suddenly my phone vibrated, a sign of a message coming in. BBM message from Bastian who asked Me to go to dinner at the Cafe near where we live. and it turns out Bastian has arrived in front of this house.

Bastian valiantly said goodbye to Mamak and Bapak, to bring me a chat at the Cafe.

Actually Bastian also wanted to leave for Rifan and Fernando, but they both went home to work again.

Father and Mamak gave permission and I asked Elazer to come, Bastian did not mind and I finally invited Nindy too.

Arriving at the cafe, Elazer cried and with his alacrity Bastian leaned and tried to calm Elazer.

Elazer instantly calmed down in Bastian's arms, and my love left behind was smiling sweetly at me.

Nindy who saw him came smiling, and after Elazer fell asleep was immediately taken by Nindy and separated her seat from the two of us.

Elazer put her in the stoller, then Nindy noticed her while eating her ordered noodles.

"how happy it feels to be hanging out with you, but how happy it would be if Tiur could be my wife."

Bastian said confidently while smiling sweetly at me.

"Bas..no need for such a dreadlocks, I am a widow loh. look at my Son."

"that's okay, buy one get free one.no problem for Me. You see, Elazer immediately calm when I hold. that means I'm a good father candidate."

"Bas..you're handsome, have a nice car, and well established, I'm sure many girls are interested in you."

"that's it, but how is it. This heart only keeps your name one.

But I'm still curious, why did you disappear from my life without the slightest news?

"the long story is bass."

"it's okay to tell me, it's still 8pm so there's still plenty of time to listen to your explanation.

You say goodbye because Nantulang is very sick, some hours we still communicate well.

Tomorrow afternoon, my BBM message is only one and my number is blocked immediately.

The feeling of worry turns into pain, and over time it becomes very, very painful because it holds the longing.

Tiurs.... Brother is ready to listen to all Your stories, please explain to Me, Brother promises not to be angry."

"it's not just you who feel the bus pain...

"can you call me by calling me brother? I'm a year older than you, so call Brother ajalah."

Bastian said, and again he smiled sweetly at me. That smile made my heart melt.

"iya...

It's not just you who feel pain, I feel extra pain.

The reason is because of Indigenous Debt, my father and his ex-husband Mamak made an arranged marriage agreement for the two of us as paribans.

Mamak actually did not agree, and many other families did not agree and at the insistence of Boru's oppung we were finally betrothed to the Customary Association.

I knew nothing of this before, and it was time for Namboru to charge him and Mamak to be forced to pretend to be very sick so that I could return home.

once at home there are many people, I'm kirain Mamak already Almarhumah. but real for manare-nare (welcoming bride into the house).

Crying and crying were all I could do, and so was Mamak, but his father and family forced me to.

Inevitably, I must be the wife of my pariban.

This heartache feels, when leaving You. can no longer talk to You, until finally I block all Your contacts.

The first day of being a wife, I was treated very hurt.I was married just to be her slave.

The thing that made my heart ache and hurt was the confession of my sister-in-law, who stated that I was the last choice after the pariban was rejected by any girl.

Spoiled child, everything must be decided by his Mama.even the affairs of the bed was arranged by his Mama.

Andri did get my body but not with my love, my mind drifted, my love and love was in the hearts of others that is you Bang.

The more here the more my heart aches, all income Andri deposited to his Mama.

I as a wife have tried to give my best, but always wrong in the eyes of both of them.

no longer giving a living, instead ask money from Me for his pocket money.

People say that love will flow after marriage, but the deeper heartbreak I get.

Even I was accused of being pregnant first, and it made me worse. If not for remembering the God and Son I bear, I would have wanted to end my fragile life.

I became a parno while in church, in Indigenous places and other community associations.

I thought they were talking about my ruined life, but they were just admiring the clothes I was wearing, and they were consulting with me about kebaya or profuse.

But I am the parno always think that no-no, actually they know about Andri, which is why they do not discuss Him.

Until we finally divorced after living the drama of a very dramatic and sad life.

And they continue to disturb my life, the Lord is Most Just and they have earned their rightful reward.

Now I hold on because of Elazer, and try to get back up. I'm still traumatized to see men.

That's why I don't want to give you false hope."

"in also yes, drink first let the throat fresh" said Bastian who tried to melt the atmosphere.

"Bang... at this time, I am still traumatized by marriage. This pain in the heart has not healed completely.

Far from the bottom of the heart, and with sincere Intention. I'm sorry for leaving you.

I'm an evil woman who can't keep her promise, I'm a traitor Bang. This woman like me doesn't deserve to be your wife.

Look at the recompense I have received, I suffer for betraying your sincere love."

"Tiur..... Is there still love for your brother?"

I took a deep breath and I exhaled slowly, though painfully I should say.

"honestly yes bang.. until now, Tiur still loves Brother very much. Abang name is still engraved beautifully in my heart.

But I'm still traumatized by marriage and men, because my failed marriage - in every day I have regrets and fears."

"Abang understand the deck, you should know that Brother still loves You very much, Brother does not care about all your status and your past.

Allow Brother to slowly turn that trauma into comfort and love for me."

My God, why am I crying again? Bastian hasn't changed, he's still the guy I knew.

The difference is only in appearance, he is much more handsome and dashing.