MARRIED FOR INDIGENOUS DEBT
The Dark Past

What is the father of his work?

Bones Mr. Saor gave to Mamak its share of coffee gardens and chili gardens and rice fields.

The Father who does His work and the harvest never fails, where does the money from His sale go?

Some of the proceeds from the sale of the harvest are given to Oppung Boru or his Mama Bapak, as His Lent, and the rest to pay debt installments in cooperatives that we do not know what his money is used for.

Lastly we know it for the sake of the needs of his Mama father and also his older sister, Mama Andri.

Some of them are used by their personal fathers for their needs, buy cigarettes, hang out in lapo tuak (warung Tuak, a type of alcoholic drink from palm trees. In addition to wine can be palm sugar).

The rest are new to the house, which is only enough to eat one day.

Even the harvest from rice fields which results in the form of rice that will later become rice never reach home, Mamak always buy rice even though we are farmers who have rice fields.

In the past when SMK Tata fashion, I worked after school at one of the tailors in the capital district is quite large.

Initially only as Payet kebaya and over time can hold the seams to design the model.

Money from the work paro time, I sent to Mamak to help buy food at home as well as my living expenses and school fees during SMK Fashion, Tata, and Mamak who worked on the cost of school for the younger siblings.

Sometimes I can also help for school purposes Adek-adek, if it is approaching the Big day such as Christmas and New year and many people are married.

We are flooded with orders and of course the wages and bonuses are quite a lot.

The distance from the district capital to the hometown was only one hour more, by taking a small bus, but I never returned home.

All because of work, for the sake of chasing the target stitches. If I go home, my heart hurts to see Mamak who works banging bones for us his children by working here I can ease the burden of Mamak.

Mamak and Adek-adek are very aware of the situation, the longing that I can hold to meet soon never realized.

Missing is just a longing, every night I always pray for the health of Mamak, Adek-adak and a little happiness for my family.

I once came home because of a special request from Bones Mr. Saor and also Adek-adek because of longing.

My longing came out for a moment when I saw Mamak, Adek-adek, and Pak Saor's Bone Family.

But that happiness I have to pay with deep disappointment, the attention of the father who was so great to his brother and also in Andri that made me jealous.

And the words of my father that make me hurt are women not worthy of school.

Father's love is lame and his words that make me hurt, I can still hold it, but Adek-adek how?

Since childhood I have hated Andri and his Mama and Boru's oppung, because of the great attention of the Father to them.

Because of the pain of my feelings, Time died oppung Boru, I was not present there as well as Mamak and Adek-adek Ku.

So the citizen's gossip?

Of course, dong, plus his Mama the Andri who was so diligent spread slander and useless gossip.

I am the first grandchild of the child's side, and I should have been there at his customary feast.

But the heartache was ingrained, so I decided not to be there.

Likewise with Mamak, and Adek-adek who also did not attend. his father and Father Samson (his brother Bapak) like a widower without children during the traditional feast of their Matua Mamak saur.

The host Uda Mak Samson and Adek-adek were not present during the Customs Saur Matua Nya Oppung Boru, because of the fate of Host Uda Mak Samson, and also Adek-adek was the same as our fate, as our fate, because of the fate of Uda Mak Simson, the attention of Uda Pak Samson is spilled for her Mama and also her brother, Mak Andri.

Almost a year Mamak never participated in the traditional party, and also the communion of clan and environmental prayers, because he was lazy to answer questions from other residents who want to discuss the custom of Matua Nya Mamak Bapak.

Even Mamak often absent to the church because he was lazy to be made the talk of people.

As well as her Mama Andri who is busy spreading rumors of the ugliness of Mamak, which makes Mamak inferior in socializing.

Mamak is nothing more than a family traitor.

He said, Mamak never pay attention to the Father, never serve the Father in bed, never give the father a decent meal and never accompany the father to traditional parties and prayer meetings.

Until the matter of bed even the father can tell his Brother, amazing right.when it is a taboo thing.

Mamak can only serve simple food because the father never gives a living, all the work is given to his brother, Mamanak Andri.

Mamak is not willing to go to a traditional party because it will be a mockery, and the father will ask Mamak for money for tuppak (a wedding gift in the form of cash).

Instead of tuppak ngasi meningan used to buy nutritious food for Adek-adek and buy other necessities that never thought by the father.

You always demand a Luxury dish like a dish served at his sister's house, but when Mamak collect a living to the Father and immediately complained to his brother with unreasonable complaints.

His sister directly hit Mamak, with a high tone of voice.

Mamak always locked the door of the house, when his brother father came to the house, until finally Mamak Andri could only scream outside the house.

Who said that you were hurt by Mamak.

Mamak is a wife who is a lot of needy, self-knowing, selfish and poor.

How poor, his sister never supported her family properly.

His heart and affection were seized by him, but he felt his family was hurt by Mamak.

It was very reversed, SD time until Junior High when in the village. Every night I always see Mamak praying in the middle of the night While crying. even his prayer was only initially clear the rest was only heard sobs from Mamak.

It was the hardest time for Me to see Mamak praying in the middle of the night crying.

It was so painful to this heart, even I often saw Mamak banging his chest tight, calf and waist hurt and cried because he endured the pain and all his body hurt.

I'm the one who stroked Adek to sleep, After the new sleeper quacks I plumped my mouth with a cloth so as to hold the sound of my cry.

Seeing the suffering Mamak made my chest tight, the water My eyes spilled and the pain that Mamak suffered was very felt in my chest.