
Like having two personalities, the night she cried by stuffing her mouth with a cloth like I did so that she could resist the sound of crying.
The next morning Mamak had smiled back when he saw we had woken up and why the other residents.
Mamak is very skilled at doing His, and slowly I can imitate Him.
I am the first child who has felt the weight of life, when Mamak worked in the fields of people.I take care of Adek-adak, cooking, washing and so on.
The circumstances that forced me to like this, when other children played but I worked to help Mamak.
I love Mamak and Adek-adek very much, and try to get Adek-adek to get my love and attention.so Adek-adek forget the unequal affection of the Father.
Lisa often asks why you love Andri more than us.
And that question I could never answer, that question from Lisa I always switched to another.
For example, to read a fairy tale or just draw a model Clothes and gratitude His Lisa immediately forgot the attention of the unequal Father.
Mamak attitude will be different when with us children and also other citizens, but Mamak will cry if it is alone.
I imitate Mamak, in the presence of Adek-adek and schoolmates I am carefree and Always smiling.
Over time I was good at it, but when Adek-adek was asleep, these tears always flowed down my cheeks.
Mekkel in healthyhonor, weeping do ho host si habunian i, alani Haposan and pangalaho ni amang parsinuan i.
A piece of the song's lyrics, which means." Laughing at a time with a person who laughs but cries in a hidden place because of poverty and bad behavior from the Father."
The song's lyrics were perfect for Mamak, as was my first daughter in the family.
It's always what Mamak does every day, the lyrics are real for you and me.
Once upon a time I delivered the finished Kebaya at Payet Mamak to one of his customer's homes oppung Boru Ruth.
It turned out that the person was a gossiping friend of His Mama Andri, and coincidentally also his Mama Andri was in the house.
His mother Andri said that I was only suitable as a maid, just like Mamak who could work in the fields of others.
Mamak, I and Adek-adek are only unlucky bearers to the Father and insults so cruel make them hate him even more.
According to tradition, I should have called him Bou because Andri's Mama is His big brother's father.
All my age I never called him Bou, because I don't think he deserves to call me Bou.
Andri's mother always felt disgusted if she met us, because she was the richest person in this village.
He never defended us in front of his brother, and we were always wrong in his eyes.
Have a Father Serasa Orphans, and Mamak is the only limb of our children.
Mamak had to pay him a lot of money, working hard during the night, the inner pressure of his father and family and social pressure.
When received at SMK Fashion in the district capital, it felt very happy. the Bone Family of Mr. Saor immediately gave full support to Ku and wished I could help Mamak to escape from all this suffering.
Bones and Nantulang Mak Saor who bought all of my school supplies, ranging from uniforms, sewing machines to fabrics for practice materials.
Rejeki and death in we can not guess when, just one month into SMK Tata fashion school, I was accepted to work in a big sewing house in the capital of this district.
That's why I got accepted to work at a sewing house in the county capital.
His sewing house was finally bequeathed to His first Princess named Rondang and Rondang's brother is very good and attention to all employees.
When he finished the semester exam, Rondang gave Ku herbal drinks to maintain stamina.
This herbal drink can be consumed from the age of 15 years to old age, and immediately remembered Mamak.
The herbal medicine I give two, for mamak and also for Ku. after 7 days of taking the herbal medicine, Mamak is much healthier.
His calves, thighs and waist gradually recovered and launched activity.
That is my priceless fortune, Mamak's health.
I've sent money to Mamak, for Kitchen purposes.if the day is big and many people party I can help buy the needs of the school sisters.
Once I get the trust to sew I can help Mamak for school fees Adek-adek, and can save even a little.
The living and eating place and toiletries are covered by Kak Rondang,
My good lesson grades are only vocational and also English, the rest of the important grades are not remedial aka follow-up exams.
My goal for school is to easily get a job, and SMK Fashion became the answer.
On the bench of SMK Fashion, I get a very useful knowledge that I can directly practice at work.
Thanks to the knowledge from the school that I directly practice right and the result Kak Rondang always praise the Kebaya model that I made and the neat stitches Ku.
If kangen with Mamak and Adek-adek, they are the ones I want to meet me at once for a walk in the capital of this district.
It was all because I was lazy to go home, because I was reluctant to meet my father and family.
Finally I Graduated from SMK Tata fashion, our school cooperated with several convection factories and one of them was on the land of Java.
The alumni were selected to enter there because of lucrative salaries and bonuses, thanks to my work experience, I finally accepted a job at the dream factory of this school.
After signing the employment agreement, I immediately cried seeing his basic salary that would be able to help Mamak to finance his school Adek-adek.
Mamak, Adek-adek and Bones pak Saor family, support me for work in Java, prayer and support make me excited to continue my ideals.
After saying goodbye to my family except for his father and family, as well as brother Rondang and other colleagues.
Mamak, Bones and Tones Mak Saor, Adek-adek Serta Saor. kak Rondang and other colleagues gave Ku provisions. Money, experience, skills, togetherness, love and compassion, prayer and support to start life in a new place.
I left for Java using an inter-provincial bus.
Five days and five nights, all the memories are engraved beautifully on the bus. I met a handsome and kind man named Bastian.
Our closeness started from this bus, the journey is not boring because of the good looks of this man I know.
Such a stunning first glance and good looks, a smile, his friendliness and his kind demeanor, instantly melted this heart.
Bastian also graduated SMK Fashion from the city of Medan, and was accepted to work at the same workplace.
In addition to the basic salary and bonuses promised in the agreement, we who from outside the city will be given mess and all the facilities and of course free.