My First Night With My Boss
45. Say With Honesty

After a big fight and during the trip they went to the office, Lyra and Rigel were silent unquoted. Lyra who turned her face away, unceasingly shed tears. Just this time Lyra snapped Rigel just because she wanted to get honesty from Rigel. Lyra is very sad and also disappointed in Rigel who can be snapped, even though Lyra is only worried about her. Lyra doesn't want Rigel to hide her grief from Lyra. Lyra just wanted Rigel to be honest about her situation and be able to freely express her sadness in front of Lyra. In addition, Rigel's current health condition is not good. If indeed he was sick should Rigel say and do not need to say okay while his body says another. With Rigel's attitude like that only makes Lyra more worried.

While Rigel, he does not know what to do after making Lyra sad. What he thought was that by covering up his state from Lyra, at least he would not make Lyra worried. Moreover, Rigel did not want Lyra to continue to violate herself and eventually ended up saying the word separate just because for the good of Rigel. But it turns out even inversely proportional, Rigel even makes Lyra sad and increasingly worried.

Rigel sighed several times, not knowing what to apologize or do to ease Lyra's anger. He was too clumsy and too embarrassed after snapping at her. Wanting to say sorry felt stuck in his throat. At last he breathed again and again.

And when the car in his vehicle has been parked in the office parking lot. Apologies spontaneously came out of his mouth.

"I'm sorry, Lyra."

Lyra was too angry to respond to Rigel's apology. He got out of the car without saying a word. To make Rigel even more guilty of Lyra.

Rigel wants to chase, but Lyra's anger has not subsided. When Rigel chases, it's possible that the quarrel will repeat itself. Rigel needs time to talk and apologize to Lyra until her anger subsides.

As usual every time she came to the office, Lyra just stepped into the kitchen. But when Lyra was about to enter the kitchen, from the cafeteria Lyra saw Agni and Ryan sitting while talking. Lyra rushed to him to apologize for yesterday.

"May join in" said Lyra.

Lyra thought Agni would get angry when she came, but she didn't. Agni smiled widely and allowed Lyra to join.

"Of course, please sit down."

Lyra is very awkward towards Agni, after yesterday she left her best friend in a state of crying. Yesterday Lyra was like a friend who had no feelings, she just left when Agni was pleading while crying. Lyra left there was a reason, it was because she was the same as Agni. Both are afraid and have no solution to make Rigel continue to work in the company or still let Agni stay in Indonesia even though the match with Rigel is canceled.

Although very awkward and difficult to say, Lyra must still apologize to the friend. However, instead of directly apologizing Lyra instead focused on another topic. The apology that will be said is even swallowed because of the awkwardness and nervousness that feels great in the taste. Moreover, there is Ryan who will certainly hear his chat with Agni.

"It looks like you made breakfast for Ryan."

"Yes, I made him a special breakfast" Agni said.

If it continues to be delayed, for a long time his intention to apologize may be forgotten. Lyra also had to hurry to apologize even though she was very awkward and hesitant if she had to go back to discussing the matter yesterday.

Lyra also swallowed her saliva while bowed staring at the finger of the hand that had been playing. "For what I said yesterday I'm sorry."

Agni looked at Lyra's astonishment. "What's the apology for?"

"I'm sorry I couldn't come up with a solution for you, and I left you crying."

Agni then grabs Lyra's hand. "Yesterday you must have been in shock after hearing my story. And you must be confused what to do. I understand your feelings. You don't have to apologize, Lyra."

As Ryan furrowed his brows, he seemed confused by what Agni and Lyra were talking about.

"What happened so much that Agni cried?"

"Why should you be made to live in a land of people just for canceling the engagement. You are an adult and are free to make your own life choices. You have the right to choose the person you like" Ryan said with a look on his face that appeared to be bent in annoyance.

"I'm different, I can't decide my own life. With whom I married, everything was arranged by my parents. Both my father and my mother, they only care about the image of the company and the family. Surely my marriage was due to business as well. If I annul any more marriages until having a relationship with a man that was not their choice, they would have a thousand ways to separate me from the man I liked. Even if you have to hurt that guy."

Instantly Ryan also stood up from his seat with the look of his face that looked increasingly in an annoyed bend. "If you like me, try to cancel your match. And try to stay in this city if you can't get away from me."

Ryan left with a look on his face that looked angry and upset. To make Lyra was astonished to look at the look of Ryan's face.

"Do you have a relationship?" Ask Lyra.

Agni. "We have a relationship that is nothing more than a friendship."

"That's not what I meant. But have you guys been dating? If you like each other, why not just date. Isn't that what you'd expect from Ryan."

"If he likes me, he should return my love and express his feelings. She even dodges whenever I say I like her."

Lyra chuckles. "That's because he's too proud to say it. Are you insensitive to Ryan's words just now."

Sontak Agni began to digest Ryan's words after Lyra tried to make Agni to be aware of Ryan's words.

While Lyra, she immediately moved while laughing after seeing Agni who seemed confused by Ryan's speech and himself. Agni was clearly insensitive, Ryan never expressed his love for Agni. The flat look on her face and her cold demeanor made Agni unable to guess her heart. Moreover, Ryan always felt annoyed every time Agni stuck to him.

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Although Lyra is still angry with Rigel, but he has to carry out his duties to prepare a meal for Rigel. Lunch time has begun, Lyra also immediately moved to Rigel's room while carrying the food that has been cooked.

Arriving there, Lyra finds Rigel clutching his head on the table. Rigel doesn't usually fall asleep at lunchtime. Until making Lyra was astonished to see Rigel who was asleep while shrinking his head on the table.

Lyra came over and patted Rigel's arm to wake him up. But when his hand touches Rigel's arm, Lyra is made to panic with the body temperature of her lover who is not like a healthy person in general.

"Rigel," cried Lyra.

Rigel awoke from his sleep with his face that looked paler than it was this morning. "You brought me lunch, Lyra."

"We should go to the doctor right now, it looks like you have a fever."

Rigel grabs Lyra's hand. "No need, after lunch I'll have a meeting with a client. I don't have time to go there."

Lyra took her hand off Rigel. "Cancel it. Don't make me any more angry, Rigel. You're sick and you should rest instead of work."

Without further ado, Lyra went to see Ryan and asked him to drive Rigel to the nearest hospital.