My First Night With My Boss
58. Decisions

After taking Lyra away from Agni's house, Rigel takes her away to her house. There Jayden was very excited about the arrival of the woman who often called the mother. Likewise with Lyra who was also very happy when welcomed by the nephew of Rigel Calisto. Lyra hugged Jayden tightly as Jayden ran up to her.

"Mamah Lyra will meet more often jayden right," said Jayden who smiled in Lyra's arms.

Lyra was silent not answering, all she did was smile while nodding. The presumption of Lyra is not a word to agree, but the nod is a lie so as not to make Jayden sad. Even if Rigel and Agni's marriage fails, it does not mean that Lyra will undo her intention to go to New York. Lyra is happy to be reunited with Rigel, but that doesn't mean she will be back with Rigel. Because Lyra does not want to have a relationship that is hindered by blessing. As long as Rigel and Lyra are together, Sandy will always find a way to separate her son from Lyra. A woman who was born from a simple family can be paired with a man who was born from an upper-class family. Lyra thought, maybe Sandy would come back to find another equal wife for her child.

Lyra just doesn't want to make Rigel miserable because he's trying to fight for his relationship. Although Rigel will be very sad because of the departure of Lyra, Lyra is very confident that Rigel will quickly forget Lyra, if tomorrow Lyra has gone far from the same city as Rigel lived.

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A full day Lyra accompanies Rigel and Jayden at home. He invited Jayden to play and cook food for the two men he loved so much. It was very happy when Lyra could see Rigel and Jayden smiling because of it, but deep down Lyra was crying bitterly. Because its existence in Indonesia is only for today.

Later that night when Jayden was fast asleep, Lyra sat in front of the porch looking at the sky that was very supportive to see the many stars. Rigel approached while carrying a thin blanket. Then enveloped her while smiling at her, but Lyra instead showed her own face. And Lyra spontaneously spoke while shedding her tears. "Goodbye Rigel."

Rigel swallowed his saliva. "Goodbye? Whatchu mean. Why say goodbye," he said, wiping water on Lyra's cheeks.

Lyra turned her gaze away from Rigel. "We'll never get back together. Because there's no reason for me to come back to you."

"Don't walk away from me anymore because you're saying you like Axel. Because Axel told me everything. You don't have to lie with your feelings, because you don't really want to be away from me. It's me who can't let you go."

"Sorry, but I can't have a relationship with you. Even if my feelings are still on you right now, but I will try hard to end my feelings."

Rigel let out a rough sigh. "Are you sure you can end that feeling."

"I'm pretty sure I can end it, so tomorrow I'm going all the way to New York. So that we don't see each other anymore."

Rigel grabs Lyra's hand. "Wherever you go I'll see you."

Lyra. "Can't you make me happy. I just want to be happy, Rigel. Because I'm with you I don't feel happy at all." Lyra took Rigel's hand out of hers. "If you want to make me happy, let me go."

Lyra also shuffled from her seat and stepped out from in front of Rigel. But Rigel quickly moved on to Lyra. And at once he pulled his body, and then Rigel quickly landed his lips on the tiny lips of the woman who insisted she did not want to return to him.

"Why did you do that to me" Lyra said in tears.

"I don't want to lose you, Lyra. I can't stand to be away from you. Are you really unhappy when you're with me" Rigel said with his eyes inundated.

Lyra grew louder and louder, and she firmly said. "Yes, I'm not happy. I can't stand it when I have to go back with you. Please let me go, Rigel."

It was Lyralah's cry that finally caused Rigel to melt to stop forcing him back into his arms. Rigel exhaled his breath length. "I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy. If that's what you want, then I'll let you go." Rigel turned and stepped into the house with his eyes inundated.

When Lyra's crying broke, she left with two eyes that did not want to stop pushing the water. Lyra let it go but her heart hurt too much when she saw Rigel leaving with a disappointed face and his joints. But once again Lyra asserted herself, that this was the best move for Rigel and himself. Because the togetherness will never be able to run perfectly if Sandy does not want to approve the child's relationship.

As Lyra leaves Rigel's house, Lyra asks Axel to pick her up. And Axel was made to panic when he arrived at Lyra's place waiting for his arrival.

"Is with you? Did Rigel do something to hurt you, to the point of making you cry" Axel said, wiping a tear on Lyra's cheek.

Lyra shook her head quickly. "No, he didn't do anything that hurt me. Because I'm the one who hurt her."

Axel looked at Lyra's astonishment. "What do you mean by your words? Shouldn't your relationship be okay right now."

"I decided not to go back to her."

"Why? You still have the same feeling, why did you decide not to go back to her."

Lyra did not answer, all she did was cry. Until making Axel spontaneously embraced him, and rubbed his back to make him calm.

In vain Axel makes a plan for Lyra to return to Rigel. Because whatever the decision that will be strong make Lyra back to the man who is still silent in the bottom of his heart. If that's what Lyra wants then Axel can't do anything anymore. Because maybe separation is the way to Lyra's happiness. Although at this time Lyra is still in a very bad stage due to her separation with Rigel. Maybe someday Lyra will soon rise from her slump.

While Rigel, he sat behind the door of his room while bowing his head on his knees. Trying to calm his heart that was very painful after letting the woman he loved go. Until a long time his eyes that were inundated was slowly starting to emit water.

He also mumbled in his heart. "Goodbye to the woman I love so much."