My Toni Is Mr. Anthony
Chapter 69 - Pain

After Alex and Doctor Livia leave, Toni approaches Eliana, who is in shock. "Eliana." call Toni soft. His hand was about to rub Eliana's arm.

But Eliana's voice made Toni's hand stop in the air. "Don't touch, Toni." The woman shifted, away.

"Huh? Why?" Toni slightly retreated in surprise. Eliana's attitude changed drastically.

"I'm dirty. Let me clean my body first. I'm gonna take a shower." Eliana got up from her seat and walked away. It was obvious that he was confused. His feet are moving in no direction.

"Darling... Elianna... " Toni followed him.

Eliana continued to avoid Toni, she walked up to a corridor. This was the first time he had ever been in Toni's mansion. He had no idea where the bathroom was.

"Eliana." call Toni again. He followed wherever Eliana went. "Where are you going? Find what?"

Eliana paced back and forth along the corridor, then went in and out room after room with a dazed face. His face was white as if there was no blood flowing there. His hands began to tremble as he continued to search for something. The shadow of her being under the influence of al-ko-hol and per-ang-sang drugs made her panic even more.

"ELIANA!" Toni blocks Eliana by standing in front of her, her hands holding Eliana's shoulders.

Eliana looked up, tears flooding her face. Her lips shook violently as she spoke until her voice faltered - sash. "A-ak-uuu. almost in. "the crying is exploding. "in. per-ko-sa... Ttoo's... Tonne.ni... "

Toni's jaw hardened, she pulled Eliana's body into her arms. "Darling--"

"DON'T!" Eliana pushed Toni's body as hard as she could. "Not close to me!"

"Eliana." Toni's voice choked. His throat ached withstanding the cries, his chest tightened by the overflowing regret. Toni's shoulder slips off as she looks at the wound in Eliana's eye. His wife remembered what had happened to him that night. "Why?" toni asked with a broken feeling.

"I'm dirty."

Eliana retreated, watching Toni with a watchful attitude. He did not want to be touched by Toni, there were already many hands touching him.

"No, Honey. You're still virgin. They don't fuck you up." Toni bit her lips and clenched her hands as she spoke. "Doctors have checked, you are indeed al-ko-hol poisoning and drugs but the rest is all right. Whole."

The corner of Eliana's eyes trembled, her face wrinkled and a thread of tears escaped her eyes. "Why have you been so long, Toni? I was waiting for you, but you didn't come."

Toni.

"I'm looking for you but it's overcrowded. I can't see anything, I'm scared but you're not there."

Toni closed her eyes. Yep. Eliana was right, she left her own wife in the crowd unattended. Eliana's words added to her guilt.

"I'm sorry for leaving you alone there. I'm so sorry."

Eliana's waist hit the wall when she finally could no longer retreat and dodged Toni.

"I'm so sorry. I'm sorry, forgive my mistake." Toni looked down deeply, and guilt gnawed at her feelings. "I was so stupid to fall into the trap of Tiffany and Bryan. For God's sake, I just want my sister to no longer be involved with dirty businessmen like Bryan. But I let you be their target. I regret. I'm sorry."

Eliana turned her face away, unable to see Toni's regretful face.

He was trying to control his emotions that were back overflowing, wanting to destroy whatever was before him. "They all included Bryan and Tiffany already at the police station, they're under arrest." He did not continue his sentence, afraid that - if Eliana would be hurt more.

Eliana bit her lips strong, salty. Blood seeped from the wound on his lips.

"I'm sorry, Eliana. I just made a promise to protect and take care of you, but on the same day I reneged on my vows."

"Toni." Eliana doesn't want to blame Toni for anything that happens to her. He knew Toni couldn't get him. However, her heart could not be close to Toni and her body refused to be touched by her husband.

"I want to take a shower. Can I?"

Toni. As soon as she understood, Eliana did not want to be touched, she felt dirty. The woman wants to clean herself from the dirty hands that have been raving about her. "Ehm. , go to the master room on the second floor. Put the bathroom there." Toni directs Eliana to their room.

Eliana nodded, without saying anything she went up to the second floor. His footsteps grew further away and then the sound of the door closing.

The main room is very complete facilities, including soap and shampoo commonly used by Eliana is available there. Toni prepared everything well.

Eliana closed the door slowly with her back. He looked at the image of himself in the mirror. There was a young woman who had a pale and expressionless face, her hair no longer shone and her cheeks no longer blushed.

How foolish he was, could be easily fooled by those people.

Does he deserve to be loved?

Does he deserve a good life?

Is she worthy enough for her husband?

Tears were seeping on her cheeks, her cries getting louder. He started turning on the tap, washing his hands and rubbing them with a hard soap as if he wanted to clean something firmly stuck in his skin.

Ah, but I can't. The dirty taste continued to stick to every inch of his skin. Not just his hands, but his whole body. It feels so disgusting.

Ouch! Now that Eliana's stomach is nauseous, something's bubbling from inside her stomach. He ran to the toilet and pulled out his entrails, his voice sounding so loud that it came out.

Until Toni who was silent - quietly following him can hear voices from within.

Toni stood quietly in front of the closed bathroom door, feeling helpless. His eyes stared at the bathroom door that prevented him from getting close to Eliana.

The sound of the vomit was muffled by the roar of flowing water, he pulled the toilet lever to flush out his feces. Then she sat down on the cold bathroom floor, hugging her knees tightly - tightly. His shoulders were shaken and tears did not stop flowing.

It turned into a hysterical cry. The memory of that night could not be lost, making her cry even louder.

Heartrending. It makes anyone who hears feel their pain. Eliana held onto her chest, trying to endure the pain. But, in vain.

His heart was broken, his cries grew louder.

Connect yes...