Not Nackal, Nurul!
Nurul's secret to Tommy

Nurul had just unintentionally revealed his honesty.  The first thing he revealed was his innocence about how a virginity was taken, Nurul was very innocent about it.  Second thing, he loves Tommy, he wants Tommy to love him.  Unlike the case with the character of Mary who only pursues pleasure in making love.  A Mary does not have much issue with the feeling of love.

This made Tommy realize something.  “Actually who are you?” tommy said while preventing Nurul from leaving Tommy.  Nurul's steps stopped.  “What do you mean?  I am Maria,” Nurul said.  Tommy turned Nurul's body quickly, clutching both of Nurul's arms.

“Stare at me.. “ said Tommy with a suspicious look.  Nurul hesitated to shift his gaze.  Tommy forcefully raised Nurul's face, pulled his chin up until he looked up and looked Tommy in the eye.  Nurul also ventured into Tommy's eyes.

“Who exactly are you?  I'm sure there's something you're hiding!” tommy said in a slow voice.  “Don't be right, you are Nurul,”.  

Nurul gasped, he could not hide his nervousness.  Tommy caught it right, caught the lie that ‘Maria’ is hiding.  Nurul pulled his face, dodging Tommy's hand grip on his chin.  He threw his face to the side.

“Really! You are Nurul!” furious.  Nurul held back a lump of tears.  Not a word he said yet.  Lips trembling.  He hoped that this disguise would not fall apart.

“What have you done, Nurul?  Wh why?  Why are you doing this?” asked Tommy by lowering his tone.  He was furious, but he wanted to persuade Nurul to speak up.

“I beg... “ said Nurul memelas.  “What are you doing, Nurul Darling?” said Tommy clutched Nurul's body gently.  Trying to calm him down.  “Trust me.  I care about you, Nurul,” Tommy said.  “I don't need your mercy, Tommy,” Nurul said.

“Not, not compassion!” said Tommy.  “Then what?  Mary is no more, is she?  There lives a village girl who is very unattractive to you.  What else if not pity?” nurul.

“Since our first meeting in the forest, I have been interested in you, Nurul.  Ye know?  Since then, I have rarely been in contact with other women.  My mind is always pointing at you.  You are so different to me,” explained Tommy.

Nurul was flattered by the confession.  But, Nurul still can not believe that a Tommy put his heart to himself who does not have any value as a woman who deserves to be liked, far from the word alluring.  Nurul is a boring woman.

“If it is true what you said just now, then what have you done with Maria?” ask Nurul.  Mary is you, you are Mary!  I was suspicious of that from the beginning.  But, I think Nurul's self has two personalities to become a very alluring Maria.  Two characters in one person, I feel you are so complete,” said Tommy.

“Nurul, you have tortured me.  I'm always in this kind of confusion.  But Maria made me do it.  I'm sorry that it hurt you, Nurul,” Tommy said.

Nurul.  A few moments later he released Tommy's arms.  “Let me go, Tommy.  Let me be Mary.  I beg you, do not say this to anyone,” Nurul said.

“Not before you say what's going on!  Why are you doing this?” said Tommy.  “I can't say it, Tommy.  I can't!  You can't force me, or all my life will end in your hands,” Nurul said.

“I beg you to let me go, Tommy,” please Nurul once again.  “Nurul!” tommy Benthic.  “You want me to scream here?” nurul's threat.  This is the room inside the gallery building, there are many visitors here.  This isn't Tommy's rental car stopping in the middle of a deserted forest.  A woman's shout will get her arrested, people will hear it.

 “Good, Nurul.  I'll let you go, but I won't let you go.  I'll find out what made you do this disguise,” Tommy said.  Repeated pleas Nurul thought would not work.  He wanted to get out of this place immediately.

“That just needs you to remember, Tommy.  If anyone else knows about me but you, it's you.  Then my life will be over.  Indirectly means you are a killer,” said Nurul while turning his back on Tommy.  Nurul's hand was already holding the doorknob to get out.  Nurul knocks on the door so the officer opens the door for him.

Tommy let her go.  He pecked, Tommy's brain seemed smoky, his mind was so raging.

“Honey... Where are you from?” aunt Lupita welcomed him.  “Ma, can we go home now?  Maria's head hurts,” complained Nurul.  “Do you have a fever, baby?” said Aunt Lupita while sticking the back of her hand on Nurul's forehead.

Rudi saw something that might be suspicious.  “Excuse me, Miss.  On your back is a spider,” said Rudi.  Rudi then immediately flicked a handkerchief that he was holding onto Nurul's back.  Aunt Lupita saw it.  It is not because of a spider, but dust.  Rudi wanted to remove the traces of dust on Nurul's back clothes.  But, Aunt Lupita pretended not to know.

Aunt Lupita also paid a farewell to Rudi and left the gallery with Nurul.  Accidentally when Aunt Lupita was at the exit and turned her body to say something to Rudi, she caught a shadow from afar.  That was Tommy.  Tommy seemed to be walking so fast as he swerved around.

The suspicious thing made him look at Nurul for a moment.  Again Aunt Lupita did not say anything, she just smiled to cover it up.  

“Thank you, yes, Nak Rudi.  This place is amazing,” said Aunt Lupita for the last time. 

All the way in Nurul's car was silent.  His face was so pale.  Clearly he was harboring content of raging thoughts, erratic feelings.  Nurul wants to be able to die right now so that this heavy burden is no longer felt.

“We go to the doctor, Darling?” aunty Lupita broke the silence between them.  “Ga required, Ma.  It seems I just want to come the month as usual,” said Nurul.  “Oh, okay.  Now you better rest while waiting to get home,” said Aunt Lupita.

*

Time change.  Nurul and Aunt Lupita have been at home for the past few hours.  Aunt Lupita came to Nurul's room.  Nurul let him in.  “There are people who want to ask you,” said Aunt Lupita.

It was an opening sentence that made Nurul ketar-ketir.  Is Aunt Lupita going to ask about Nurul's disappearance this afternoon at the gallery?  Nurul has just revealed his secret to Tommy, did he not manage to keep a secret this time with Tommy?  Nurul was still too nervous about what happened this afternoon.