Not Nackal, Nurul!
Oh, my God, Nurul is still a Virgin! (revised)

Once all this is done, Nurul will be completely destroyed.  He is destroyed by a man who prefers to swallow a nail rather than marry.  Not because Nurul wants to marry Tommy.  One thing that has been achieved from his visit to Tommy's house is to remind them of the magnitude of their degree difference.

This bedroom itself is twice the size of the combination of all bedrooms in the pesantren.  This is just one of his houses, and it's likely that Tommy has more than one.  His wife would have been the perfect hostess.  A woman with a lot of skills that Nurul never imagined.

A woman like Nurul is only fit to be a mistress.  Even she doesn't deserve to be Tommy's mistress.  The way Tommy removed the hook and opened Nurul's chest restraint showed that Tommy had an experience that Nurul lacked.  It's obvious that Tommy has done this a lot before.

Nurul never even did it once.  If he can go through this without raising Tommy's suspicions about how inexperienced he is, it's a miracle.

Of course, when Tommy sleeps with her later, the man will find out the truth.  Nurul had heard the explanation that when a person loses his virginity, he will bleed and feel pain.  Nurul would have trouble hiding that.  But, at that time, it won't be a problem.

The only reason Tommy did not want a virgin was his dislike of the less experienced women.  Tommy also fears being forced to marry.  About Tommy's last reason, Nurul will later convince Tommy that he will not force Tommy to marry him.

But, how to overcome Tommy's first reason?  Nurul must have looked tense or made some movements that he was not aware of, which expressed his fear, because Tommy stopped for a moment after finishing taking off Nurul's clothes.  “There's a problem, dear?” ask Tommy.

“Ga no,” replied Nurul.  Tommy turned Nurul's body, his gaze down Nurul's face.  “People will think when they look at you that a man has never stripped you of your dress before,”.

Nurul swallowed his saliva.  “Do not pretend to bego,” Nurul said with a nervous laugh.  “How can I feel the pleasure of making love while still wearing a dress?  I'm just worried that I can't satisfy you.  After all you have been in a relationship with many great women, or at least that's what they say,” Nurul said.

Like a burning torch, Tommy's gaze skirted over Nurul's open dress.  “Nobody's like you.  Trust me, Nurul.  You must have made me satisfied tonight,” Tommy said.

They spent time together in bed.  Until one day…

Suddenly Tommy urges his body deeper and seems to tear something inside Nurul's body.  It caused a scream to be ejected from Nurul's mouth.  Tommy froze and his eyes opened to look at Nurul with a shocked look.  “Gosh!  Damn you, Nurul!” said Tommy.

Tommy did not continue his words as Nurul looked at him with a guilty look.  Every muscle in Tommy's body tightens.  “You lied to me, Nurul!” said Tommy.  Nurul nodded, feeling a bit of relief as he did not need to pretend anymore.  “I'm sorry,” whispered Nurul.

“I think the damage has already happened.  But I can stop,” Tommy said.  “Do not!” nurul.  If Tommy stops now, the man may not have any reason to fulfill the promise of the offer Nurul made. In desperation, Nurul grabs Tommy's hip and taps Tommy's tubh to him.  “Solve, please.  You promised!”nurul.

Tommy's eyes glittered grimly.  “But I have hurt you.  I should have been careful,” Tommy said.  “It must have hurt the first time,” Nurul said.  “Yes, that's what people say,” said Tommy.

Nurul slightly shook his hips and to his surprise it could reduce the slight guess he felt.  “Tom, this is not too bad,” said Nurul.

Tommy closed his eyes looking in pain.

For a moment the world stopped moving.  There were only two people who were fused together, intertwined in a sweet feeling.  Then, Tommy collapses over Nurul.  Nurul feels pleasure, but from now on and forever he will not be able to get Tommy again.

*

Nurul turned his face and cried when he realized that what he had just done made him never be with Tommy.  At first Tommy only realized the most amazing sense of satisfaction he had ever experienced in his entire life.  Nurul is completely his.

Ignoring her fear of Nurul being a virgin, Nurul seems to enjoy their romance with heartwarming enthusiasm.  Tommy is convinced that he has satisfied Nurul.

Tommy buried his face in Nurul's neck, again admiring the softness and smoothness of Nurul's skin.  Then he heard the stuffing.  Nurul's crying!  Tommy pushes himself away from Nurul vigilantly.  My God, he has hurt Nurul more than he imagined!

Stretching his body next to Nurul, Tommy cupped Nurul's cheeks with the joy of his trembling hands.  “I'm trying not to hurt you, honey.  I'm sorry, I'm really sorry,” said Tommy.  Nurul shook his head.  He tried to catch his breath in between his sobs.  “You didn't hurt me, Tom..” he said.

The pressure on Tommy's chest is slightly reduced.  “Keep why are you crying?” ask Tommy.  Wiping tears with her hands, Nurul looked at Tommy with reddened eyes.  “Because it was so beautiful.  I will never feel it again for the rest of my life,” Nurul said.

Laughter was on Tommy's lips before he could hold it.  “Even I can't do anything about it.  It's true, they say a woman can only lose her virginity once in a lifetime.” Tommy said.

That word made Tommy.  He has done something unforgivable.  It has robbed a girl of innocence.  He awaits the emergence of anger, a sense of betrayal because Nurul has moved to achieve something with deceit that is impossible for other women.

However, what Tommy felt was happiness because he was the one who took Nurul's friendship and not someone else.

“I... I don't mind that virginity,” Nurul said nervously.  Rona adorned his face as he turned his gaze away.  “I mean, you and I will never be able to make love again,” Nurul said.

“Why?  What's the problem, how can we not do it again?” ask Tommy.  Tommy caresses Nurul's hair, a strange sense of peace fills Tommy as he takes the only decision he can make.

Tommy always knew what to expect from him if he made love to a woman like Nurul.  But, he never thought that he felt very satisfied because he had done it.  “Of course we have to do it clandestinely until we get married.. “ Tommy said.

“Married?”  Nurul suddenly sat on the bed while crossing his arms in front of his chest in a futile attempt to be polite.  “You won't marry me, Tommy!” nurul.

Nurul's reaction shocked Tommy.  “Of course I can marry you.  I'll marry you, Nurul.  Especially now that I've taken your virginity.  I'm not a self-informed person who can only destroy the sanctity of a woman and just return her home,” Tommy said.

“You don't need to marry me.  I've been saying that since the beginning.  It's an offer of a deal, nothing more.  That's the only way I can think of to keep you quiet,” Nurul said.

Sliding down from the bed, Nurul rushed to where his underwear lay and he put it on.  Tommy stared at the red stain Nurul left behind.  “A offer, just to the extent of it,” Inner Tommy.  Those horrible words hit his brain.  Did Nurul really see the matter as trivial as this?

All right, it doesn't matter how Nurul looks at the matter, Tommy thought tiredly.  That's not gonna change anything.  Tommy gets up from his sleeping position, hoping Nurul doesn't leave the bed very quickly.