Not Nackal, Nurul!
Nurul Reveals Love (revised)

Tommy's voice sounded pitiful.  “In the end, she became like an undead for having devoted herself entirely to my sickly stepmother.  My father was gnawed into despair because nothing could be done to save my stepmother.  He died shortly after my stepmother's departure, because he couldn't live without his wife,” Tommy explained.

For a long time the two fell silent in silence.  Then, Nurul sighed.  “I'm sorry, Tom,” whispered Nurul.  Plastered pity on Nurul's face, pity that raised Tommy's anger.

“I am telling you this not to make you sad or feel sorry for me.  I just thought that you should know the truth.  Even if I want to love you, I can't,” Tommy said.

“I have forged myself to resist such unstable emotions for a long time,”.  When Nurul paled, Tommy added, “But that doesn't mean we can't have a fulfilling and joyful marriage.  In fact, if it were not covered by those emotions, this marriage would be better than most other marriages,”.

“Oh, so that's it?” nurul.  Nurul raised her chin, her beautiful eyes greasing with regret and hurt.  A number of other deep emotions.  “And what if I fall in love with you,” Nurul said.

What sickened Nurul, his first reaction when he heard Nurul's statement was a sense of joy.  Nurul, his Nurul, fell in love with him?

Then, Tommy's practical side appeared again, and he forced himself to say, “You're not in love with me.  You misinterpret desire with something else, which is understandable in situations like this,” said Tommy.

“Don't underestimate me, Tom!” sergeant Nurul.  “I may be naive and young, as well as everything you look down on, but I'm not stupid.  I know what I feel,” Nurul said.

Uncomfortable, Tommy realizes that he has no intention of arguing with Nurul about this particular topic.  How selfish of a man to be happy because a woman loves him even though the man does not feel the same way.

However, Tommy could not stop his excitement.  He chose his words carefully.  “If that's true, I don't know why you think our marriage will be ruined later.  Of course I don't have the capacity to love, that's all,” said Tommy.

“Does your father understand that your mother has no capacity to love?” reply Nurul.  “Is that what made their marriage work?” continued.

Nurul couldn't get another better weapon.  Tommy became stiff.  “This ain't the same, Nurul.  My parents were not a good couple.  Different from the two of us, Nurul,” said Tommy.

Nurul laughed bitterly.  “Oh, yes, it's clear.  You're a conglomerate and I'm just a country girl.  You consider it trivial,” said Nurul.  “None of those things matter to me,” Tommy said sharply.

“Maybe not now, Tom.  But it's gonna happen.  One day you will wake up and find yourself feeling ashamed because of my existence,” Nurul said.  Nurul directed his gaze out the window.  “If you love me, you may be able to ignore my unattractive appearance and lack of association.  But, you don't love me, things like that will only embarrass you,” Nurul said.

“You forgot your other amazing abilities..Your expertise in terms of medicine, your cleverness, your sweet nature.. “ said Tommy.

Nurul wrong.  His sweet nature was the first thing that had captivated Tommy.  But Nurul never believed that.  He took it out as he could.

However, there was one thing Nurul would believe.  “You forgot one of your most important abilities,” said Tommy.  Tommy grabs Nurul's chin and makes him look up so that Nurul can return Tommy's gaze.  Nurul's eyes were filled with doubt, barely vigilant.  “The ability to satisfy me in bed,” Tommy said.

Nurul's gaze fluttered from Tommy's gaze.  “That's the easiest thing to buy, as you already know that you can pay any woman you want.  The prostitutes and young widows,” Nurul said.

Tommy's stunned.  “It's not as easy as you imagine, Nurul,” Tommy said.  Tommy strokes his fingers into Nurul's hastily styled hairdo and releases some of his hairpins, leaving Nurul's hair draped over his shoulder.  Tommy's voice became hoarse as he stroked Nurul's blushing cheeks.

“I have never enjoyed a very pleasant night like I did yesterday.  Just for that, I am willing to give anything to you, even my faith though,” said Tommy.

Tommy brought his mouth closer to Nurul's mouth.

*

Tommy brought his mouth closer to Nurul's mouth.  If he could not convince Nurul with the words to marry her, then he would use other possible means.  But, he will convince Nurul.  He may not be in love, but he has decided that a wife can be a very helpful thing.  Especially if his wife is Nurul.

Desire radiated across Nurul's face, though she tried to hide it.  “And what happens if you get tired of sleeping with me?” ask Nurul.  That very unreasonable statement made Tommy smile.  “I will never get tired of doing it,” replied Tommy.  Before Nurul could come up with another excuse, Tommy covered Nurul's mouth with his mouth.

Nurul is so soft, so soft.  Nurul has lips that are created to be kissed, their delicate shape and natural color is much more seductive than the mouth of the prostitutes.  Deeply and repeatedly, Tommy moved his tongue into Nurul's mouth.  He showed what he really wanted to do to Nurul.  The scent of flowers filled Tommy's senses, creating the sweetness of a kiss that was much sweeter than he had imagined.

Nurul releases Tommy's decapitation.  He glanced at Tommy's driver uncomfortably.  Tommy smiled knowing.  “Pak, it looks like we can pull over for a while,” said Tommy.  Driver Tommy knew exactly what Tommy meant.  “Good, Den,” answer.  The car pulled over and the driver got out of the car, leaving Tommy and Nurul both in the car.

Tommy has a strong urge to touch Nurul, his whole body, marking Nurul as his own.  But, he wanted to do it slowly to ensure that he built Nurul's own need to first reach the peak of pleasure.

Tommy traced Nurul's soft neck skin.  This time they are unimpeded, because the car glass is dark glass and not translucent when viewed from the outside.