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Part 16 Reverses

I felt a firm hand coiled around my stomach with a heavy, warm breath passing through my ears.

I turned to make sure that the Hero was behind me.

"Morning..." He said after his eyes opened.

"Hm... Morning," I replied.

I let go of the girl's hand that was still holding me.

I'll go to the bathroom, wash my face and brush my teeth.

After that, I made a cup of coffee for Wira.

He's in the bathroom. Not long out with wet hair.

Hbs bath time yes.

It's very... Sexy?

"What's your shirt?" I asked to take my eyes off.

"Later Arya brought new clothes here," he answered and sat on the balcony of the room.

He was silent while looking at the still-stretched streets.

"The coffee" I said, offering him what I put on the table.

"Thanks," he said, and then sipped some of the coffee.

I sat in front of him.

"Hm... Thank you, yes brother, I said sungkan.

"For?"

"Every night,"

She smiles.

"No problem, Nay," he said casually.

I drank warm milk in my hand.

"Just go to college, okay?" Bargainly.

"Hm... No need, brother... Rani's going to pick you up," I said.

The hero just raised the corner of his lips and then went back to drinking my coffee.

Before long Arya's motorbike was in my boarding yard.

The hero then came down to meet him. I see from up here, they're having a little conversation.

Then Arya left after previously nodding to me. The hero returns to the top with a plastic bag in his hand.

Back we sat together on the balcony, but this time Wira was wearing full clothes.

"That art ...is equally rich are you?"manya curious.

"Yes... He was my soldier first. Only we are left" he replied slowly.

His index finger was playing on the lip of his coffee cup. Like thinking of something.

Kriyip!

There's an incoming call from Wira's phone.

He stood a little away.

"Yes, Fin?"

"..."

"Later, we'll see you on campus."

Then the phone terminated.

Fin?

Who, huh?

"Are you sure you don't want to be together?" Ask once more.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Yes, I left first, yes," he said.

I just nodded and saw him go out of my boarding house.

I'll take a shower soon because Rani's coming to pick me up soon.

***

"For a long time, ma'am..." Rani grumbled when I got in her car.

"Regulate... Go straight," I replied and he just snorted in annoyance.

We then went to college.

Arriving at the college, I heard my course schedule was delayed by two hours.

Huft... Know that the gini was still relaxing at the boarding house..

I decided to go to the cafeteria because Rani had entered her class, so I was alone.

"Day!!!" Reva called me waving her hand. Cue to join together immediately.

He was in the cafeteria as well.

I finally walked towards him while showing my pepsodent smile.

"Drawn, huh, Va??" I asked while pulling the chair in front of him.

"Yes Nay, breakfast first, while waiting," said Reva.

Be me follow Reva's advice.

I order a plate of fried seafood rice and warm orange.

We engaged in a casual conversation like on the beach

"Eh Nay, look out" said Reva whispering as she looked beside us.

I saw Wira pulling a chair for a woman, not Jen!

Maybe this was Fin Fin Fin's name.

The breakfast that was delicious made me reluctant to eat, as nausea feels. My heart feels burning. I'm trying to toughen up.

Several times Wira glanced at me and Reva. I eat quickly and inevitably. Mubazir tastes if not eaten.

"Slow times, Nay," said Reva. He saw me impatiently.

"I forgot, I'm going to the library" I lied.

"Temenin yes," said Reva.

"No need. Tuh Boy look at you," I said as I pointed to Boy who had just entered the cafeteria and approached us.

"Yes, Va, I go first, yeah. Boy, first, yes," I said.

I walked by trying as hard as I could through Wira.

Wira glanced at me at a glance even though the woman in front of him continued to babble everywhere.

I walked to the library.

I better be here.

I took the book from God and read it again.

'Wirasena Ganendra Gardapti!!'

My eyes sparkled to find the name of the Hero.

Mentioned in the book, he included senopati which was quite reliable.

His existence in fighting the enemy deserves a thumb.

His lover is Sekar Arumingrum who is a woman who is graceful, polite, virtuous and insightful.

Now this is a calm, irritable talk, polite like Javanese women who always obey with customs.

It's different with me, yeah.

He was stabbed to death by a sword when their kingdom was attacked. He tried to help his family but was unsuccessful, and Wira saw with her own eyes when Sekar was killed.

Am I being too selfish? By severing my relationship with him just because Wira said she still loves Sekar?

Well, I'm being selfish!

Stupidhead! My soul is in my heart.

Maybe I should apologize to him for my kind nature.

I put my foot out of the library. While walking into the lecturer's assistant room, I stopped my steps.

I saw Wira hugging the woman.

I'm jealous! So jealous!

But what are my rights? I cut off my relationship with him yesterday.

So that's his right if he hugs another woman, right?

I was about to walk away but Wira called me.

"Yesterday!!!" His shouting.

I just glanced at it and walked away.

That woman's blocking the Wira from chasing me. It adds to the pain in my heart.

I walk while crying.

I cursed myself for being a hypocritical woman.

Now I've really lost her.

I went to the toilet before I went back to class. I washed my face many times.

While walking out, I slipped down due to the slippery bathroom floor.

And it looks like my leg is sprained.

"Lho, Nay?" Reva saw me sitting on the floor and helped me stand up.

"Keelo looks like, Va! I can't walk, it's hard" I whine.

"Hm.. I'll call Boy first, yeah. Let him help you." Reva then ran out and came back with Boy.

"Well, how come you're gini, Nay?" Boy asked and took me out.

"Boy, sorry, yes Ngerepotin," I said.

"Casual time. It's nothing."

We went to class because ten minutes of college was about to start.

Boy got me in a chair. Reva is now sitting next to me to accompany me.

"Nay, are you the same Sister why? Breaking up?" Ask.

"Yes more or less so," I replied limply.

"Why? Sis Wira seems to love you very much, Nay."

Yes, not only Reva said that, but Rani also. No, I think everyone knows that Wira loves me very much. I'm the stupid one.

Then the man we were talking about entered the classroom and immediately looked at me sharply.

In class, we didn't know each other. I don't know why the spirit changed. Is it because of that woman?

Yes, I know myself, anyway. My fault.

Until the class is over,

"Nay, let me help you again" Boy said

"Eh, no need, Boy, I can walk alone anyway," I said unpleasantly.

The girl who was still in class noticed us as well.

I stood up to get out of this class.

"Nay, it's okay to be carried by a boy, we deliver until your cost, deh," said Reva worried.

"Quiet down. My legs are fine, really," I said.

I kept on forcing myself to stand, on the first footing I still held on, but on the next step, I fell. Good thing Boy caught me.

"God, Nay... Let me go back again," said Boy, feeling sorry to see me.

But before I turned down Boy, suddenly Wira was carrying me.

"You know, ngeyel if you tell me!" His grunt.

Reva and Boy were throwing eyes at us.

"Let me take Nayla," he said flatly.

"Yes, brother" replied the boy.

The hero took me to the parking lot. Then put me in the back seat of the bike.

He climbed up and left the campus.

We're going back to my boarding house.

When I arrived, Wira was still carrying me up to my room.

He placed me on the living room couch, then squatted down while observing the wound on my leg.

He took the balsam and gently scowled it.

I just keep staring at him.

He always treated me like this.

It didn't feel like a clear feather fell on my sore leg. I missed something like this when I was with him.

The hero who noticed it then looked up.

"Why? It hurt?" Ask.

I'm nodding.

"Yes, I'm sick! Why are you always like this? You always pay attention to me! You are always there for me! But I always hurt you.

And now that we're breakeven, it feels like my heart is stoned by dozens of stones when I see you with that woman" I said at last.

The soul was silent and then looked at my eyes that kept in tears.

His left hand was placed on my face. She aligned me and rubbed my lips softly.

The longing that had been so very, very I think now is like a rumble.

I also welcomed a kiss from her while putting my hand on her nape, making our kiss even deeper.

"I love you, Nay. I told you, it's just that you have nothing else. I love you because you are Nayla, not because you are like Sekar. You and Meyer are different. I love your carelessness, your carelessness, your efficacy, your selfishness, and everything that is on you. I love you so much" he explained.

I immediately hugged him while sobbing.

"Whose woman was that?" My toot.

He laughed restrainedly.

"He's Jen's sister. He wants to make you jealous. It worked too!" He said when I let go of my embrace.

I hit his chest while whining in annoyance.

The hero pulled me back into his arms.

"We're reversing?" Ask.

I nodded in agreement.

"That is the first tremor that breaks down the endless gate I know life.

You are the first drop of dew to mislead my thirst in unending love.

You are my paradise sun shining the first word on the horizon of characters.

Who comes with your absence.

Which means in my misunderstanding.

Your moves are uncertain.

But I'm here, still loving you, somehow, and I don't know when.

Love needs no reason to understand."