pancason
part 24 Without you
Sunlight that barged through the gap of the curtain.I feel my face grievous.my eyes are swollen.my head is also dizzy.
I rushed out of the room towards the hero's room.
I must have had a dream last night and now the hero must be sleeping in his room.
Chequek.
Empty.tdk there's nobody there.
I then run down to the kitchen.usually the hero is cooking in the kitchen and make me breakfast.
However, there are only hans, jen and arya.
They saw me pity.jen forced a smile on me.
He walked up to me and took me to sit with them.
"I make warm chocolate ya nay." said Jen then she immediately made it while occasionally glancing at me.
"So... I didn't dream?so.wira really don't come back?"ask them.
Jen, who was standing next to me, immediately hugged me and cried.
"Sabar nay.maybe this is the best for heroes.." he said.
I wanted to cry again, but my tears were probably dry.
"I'm not papa jen.. You guys really, I have to be able to accept the reality.I'll want the last request of the hero.."I said flatly.
Hans smiled at me.
I then had breakfast with them, but it didn't taste good.fried rice this morning like chaff that goes into my mouth.
"Oh yeah, I'll go back to the hostel later." I said.
.they look at each other.
"But nay, don't you want to be here?hero asked you to stay here.lagian who would be here if not you?'ask jen.
"I can't stay here brother.the longer I'm here, the more I can't escape heroes.please take care of you guys this house.I have to continue my life according to the request of the hero" I said.
"Alright nay.. But the door of this house is always open for you.whenever you want to come here, it's just aja.."sahut hans.
"Definitely hans.but not for now.I need time.."I said while holding back my tears that will soon come out.
"Later anter nay, until kost.taski I will take care of you" said arya.
"Thank you arya.. But you do not need to continue to take care of me.wira already does not exist.and sena also does not exist.so richly I do not need to care anymore deh."reject me smooth.
The difference is also intilin continues the same arya.
Finish breakfast.I go back to the room to bebenah.ke back packing my stuff and I move it again to my boarding house.
Before I leave this house, I take the time to enter the hero's room.
I observe all the corners of this room, a lot of my memories with heroes here.
Somewhat long I was in the hero room, until arya knocked on the hero's room.
I finally left this house.
All my memories of this hero I buried inside.
With the departure of heroes.
All the way to the boarding house, I was quiet.
Arya who jabbled here and there is different from usual even I did not respond too much.
I know, he wanted to cheer me up, but his efforts didn't work out.I don't think there's anything to comfort me but the hero now.
Arrive at kos.
I'm speechless.
"Nay, get off?"ask arya wonder.
"Yes, we'll find another cost.. I don't want to be here anymore" I said.
There are also many memories of me with the hero, so it is better that I look elsewhere.
I have to move on.
"Yes is nay.. Let's find another cost." said arya and then revive the messih his car.
We continued down the street and tried to find a boarding place for me.
I finally decided to spend on a special student cost that is not far from campus.
After paying the boarding money upfront, Marya helped me put my stuff into my new boarding room.
Her hostess mother was very nice.
The boarding room is quite comfortable, not much different from the cost I used to be.there is a balcony room this is also what makes me instantly fall in love.
I love to look at the street from the balcony.
"Yes, it's done, right?I'm back, it's delicious with mom kos.." said arya.
I drove arya down.After arya left, I then went back up to my boarding room.
Rani sent me a message and I told her where I am now.
I'm sure he must be worried, the god has also told the state of the hero to rani.
And within 15 minutes Rani was outside my door.
I opened my door and Rani hugged me.
"Prophe nay. Why don't you tell me right away if you move kos?!"his gerrick..
"Bawel ih's.. Just now I'm free.."I then invite rani inside.
I made him some hot tea.
"God Tumben not coming?"my many.
"No.I want to be alone with you.I want to go here later malem" he said and turned on my dvd player.
We watched the movie until late at night.rani was really staying at my room.
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The next morning we went to campus.my lecture here only a matter of months.
I'm graduating soon and I plan to leave town.
Arriving at kls.I was silent for a moment.
I look at this kls.back shadow of my memories with heroes appeared.
Reva came closer and hugged me.
Everyone knows, if the hero has died.only they know, the hero died in a plane crash.when he went to Bali for work.and his body was not found.
Reva hugged me tightly followed by another friend.
They also look devastated and pity to see me.
One by one they hugged me in turn.
Some I saw her shedding her tears.
"We're in mourning ya nay.." said boy.
"You're patient, you're strong. "Another holiday.
After the blue haru drama just now.we again sat in each seat.
Before long, enter our lecturer.
And go back to the normal life of nayla..!!!
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It's been 3 months since the hero died.and today I'm going to graduate.
My family's coming all the way to my graduation today.
There was a bit of pride and relief.finally I managed to also graduate and graduate using toga pride of students.
We also took pictures together.
My makeup is pretty simple but pretty good.
In addition to taking pictures with my family, I also took pictures with Rani, dewa and all my friends.
It feels so happy, even if it's incomplete without you hero.
Jen , Hans and Arya also came to congratulate him.
I always hoped, if the death of the hero was just camouflage..
It's real.he's really dead.
For several months without heroes, I was getting used to it.tdk I can deny I still miss him.
However, I continue to spend my time on various positive activities so that I do not constantly remember him.
Alu spent a lot of my time in the library, not the campus library..
Perpus in my city.I like to read books, especially history books.
By reading the history books, I feel the hero continues to live in my mind .
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I plan to apply for a job at a company on the recommendation of his father Rani.
Krn Rani also applied for a job there, he said so that we teruz together.incidentally the owner of the company is a close friend of his papa rani .
No papalah.asal can cepet work only.I want to quickly independent and never bother my parents.
Hmm, the end arrived as well and started to enter the world of work.