pancason
Part 16 Cold war
[**Hello ... I returned. Wahaha. After experiencing the real turmoil, between continuing or stopping. I finally came back. Are you still there or not? Hopefully still, yes.
Yuk, who misses Nabila and Rayi. Continue your papers, genks**!]
The bell came home just ringing out loud. From the afternoon break until I finally got home from school, my mind wasn't here. I dream a lot with puffy eyes. Zidan glanced at me a few times. He must have realized something was happening to me. But every time Zidan asks, I dodge and say I'm okay.
"Bill!" call Zidan when we get out of class. I walked back without taking it seriously. "Lu why the hell?" ask again.
"You said it's okay" I said casually.
"lik! Dong's story, Bill. What the hell is it? Whose same problem?"
Zidan just kept chasing me until we came down the stairs. He also continues to shower me with questions, as well as all the possibilities for my attitude now.
"Sir Rayi, huh? Da? Hey, Bill!" Zidan even held my hand, and held my steps to continue down through these stairs. It was halfway through, and now we were standing in the middle. Some friends broke through between us, some were nagging at the feeling their steps were blocked by us, some were just staring cynically, and there were many more of their reactions.
I'm speeding up, avoiding all the back-to-back questions from Zidan. I feel like I'm lazy to talk or even talk about my feelings right now. I want to go home and sleep in my soft bed. I passed the 2nd-class building. Glance at the door of Kak Rayi's class. Some students came out of the classroom, but it seemed like Rayi's class had gone home first. I don't see his existence. In my little heart, I thought he was still in the UKS with Sabrina. Huh, just make my heart back in pain.
Several times classmates greeted me when they overtaken me in their vehicles. I just waved my hand to let them go. But when looking at the parking lot, Kak Rayi was there, taking out his motorbike. But there was also Sabrina who was holding a bag belonging to Kak Rayi in her arms. The sight ended with Sabrina riding into the back seat of Kak Rayi's motorcycle.
"Damn it!" I said, then walked away from school. Trying to make my existence invisible to Brother Rayi. My heart hurts so much to see him go and not look at me, even as if he wasn't looking for me after the incident in the UKS. Coupled with Sabrina who was now hugging him tightly. I should have been able to stop them and pull Sabrina off my bike, but I wasn't ready to do that.
Rayi's sister runs off her bike leaving school with Sabrina in tow. My eyes began to get wet, I took a deep breath and tried to look the other way. Hope the tears that are about to spill can go back into the cavity in my eyes. I can't cry. Can't do.
"Bill?!" call someone who suddenly appears from behind and align me.
"What?" I was cold, not looking at him. While he was staring towards the school gate, where the sound of Kak Rayi's motor was still heard from where I was standing.
"No need. You can go home alone. Our house is different, Dan!" I walked back, ignoring Zidan's call, even though he was chasing me.
I walk alone now over the sidewalk. There are still many Tabebuya trees that are now blooming with yellow flowers. I looked up to see the beauty of the rows of trees planted neatly on the side of this road. I didn't even notice the road, I didn't know where these footsteps would take me, I just kept walking along this line of Tabebuya trees.
Until I finally heard the footsteps of some people around me. "Where are you going, Neng?" ask one of them.
I stopped, looked around and there were apparently some men surrounding me with a messy appearance. They are very similar to the bad guys in the movies. I was trapped when I realized I was in a quiet neighborhood. There were only a few vehicles passing by, it was also very rare.
"Sorry, don't bother me!" I said firmly. Trying to break through those who further strengthen the circle around me.
"Where are you going anyway? So rushed?" asked one of them in a seductive tone while trying to grab my hand. I hurriedly brushed her aside and gave her a sharp look.
"Don't touch me!" I snapped with both eyes wide.
"Wow, it's so fierce, yes" said another. I feel like I am their moon. But I was not afraid, especially in my current chaotic mood, I needed an outlet for my anger.
They began to approach, I immediately stepped on the foot of one of them firmly. He groaned in pain and made his other friends glare at me. "Bad!" talk about one of them.
I started fighting these five guys. Although there are some of their bodies are quite lush, I feel that it is not difficult. One by one, I started to knock them out. But I felt the upper hand, off guard, so that someone hit me from behind until I fell onto this paved road. I immediately turned my head and tried to get up, now without preparation, I was again hit by a blow to the cheek and stomach.
Suddenly came a car whose license plate I knew very well. Two men came out from inside, and began to attack those who had ganged on me. I just sat on the asphalt, I was tired. I just threw my body in there. "Bil, are you okay?" ask brother Roger to panic. I just nodded slowly, and Brother Roger helped Kak Bintang fight them all.
The sky is so beautiful with a bright blue color, the clouds look like someone I miss and the person I hate right now. Brother Rayi. This afternoon I enjoyed the atmosphere of the sky, with the birds passing above me returning to the contest, accompanied by the sound of their fights that were not far from my place. I pulled both corners of my lips with the roar of tears passing through the temples. Even I am now not ashamed of this cry, which to the point of making a sound, stupefied. Look, does it feel like a broken heart?