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Part 39 House Brother Rayi
"Rest yes. Or if you want to take a shower first, it's also okay. Who knows the fatigue can be lost," said Kak Rayi. We were at the front door of the guest room, which was right next to the room. Finally we arrived home, well even though we were still at Kak Rayi's house. Maybe tomorrow I'll go home to pick up some clothes. It was late at night, we were very tired because of the long journey. The moment rests the body, and the mind.
"You're also resting, yeah."
Rayi's sister kissed my forehead and told me to go into that room. It's not the first time I've been in this room, but it still feels awkward. Moreover, Mama Kak Rayi is not home right now. After closing the door, I immediately went to the bathroom, because I wanted to feel soaking in the bathtub that is in the bathroom every room.
This warm water was soothing, I was still playing with the foam - the foam I made myself. Makes it seem like an exciting game amid the fatigue that strikes. It feels like a trivial thing like this is able to divert my mind from the problems I am experiencing. Dagon, the mysterious creature I've been wanting to meet until now. I wonder what it means to do such bad things. Even he hurt people to want to meet me. I was more and more convinced, that the mysterious creature that flew all this time around me, was the figure of him.
"Angelina Demitri's? Who her? Why would anyone say it looks like me?" I murmured at the question I was asking myself.
The wet hair is still dry with the hair dryer. The door was knocked slowly, before long the sound from outside made me invite guests behind the door to immediately enter inside. Is he or I a guest in this house? Brother Rayi.
"Well, take a shower, baby?" ask with a glass of warm milk on the right hand. "Because you don't want to eat anymore, so at least you have to drink milk, so don't catch a cold." The glass he thrust at me. I smiled and accepted the gift.
'How are you doing?" ask Rayi who is now standing on the balcony with me.
"Betters. It's just Papa's mind there. I'm afraid something's happening." I played the index finger on the lip of the glass, with a circular motion following the direction of the movement of the clock.
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The blanket started to rise and cover half my body. Brother Rayi will accompany me until I fall asleep, so Papa's message said, who knows when Papa told him. I've never heard of it, or maybe purposely so that I don't hear. It's not usually Papa that hot on me. Usually Papa is not overprotective like this. As if, I was in a precarious state.
"Nr ...."
"What dear?" asked Brother Rayi who was sitting leaning on the head of the bed with a book on his lap.
"If I die, you never feel guilty, yes."
"God! What are you talking about! Offhanded!" Rayi's sister put the novel as original, forgot the last page she read, and immediately made me a defendant on the sentence I just said. As if - will that sentence is forbidden and make me will languish behind the prison.
We sat facing each other. Kak Rayi's shady gaze turned into an intimidating look. I also did not think, why the sentence just slid from my mouth. As if - I'd feel like my life wouldn't be long. Maybe I'm just thinking too much.
"Don't ever say that again, honey. No matter what happens, we have to keep trying. You better sleep now, yeah. We go to school tomorrow, right? Most truant this danger later," persuaded Brother Rayi gently. I nodded then poured down onto the bed, she followed my movements. My body was tightly hugged, she also stroked the shoots of my head gently, several times dipping them softly. I closed my eyes, hoping the morning would come soon. Because there's one thing I want to do tomorrow.