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Part 15 is jealous

This morning's lesson I went through with a bad feeling. My thoughts are still stuck with Sabrina and Rayi's sister. I felt that the woman would be a thorn in the flesh. My relationship with Rayi won't last long. Because physically, Sabrina weighed me more. She's beautiful, she looks fashionable, I'm sure a lot of guys like her.

My heart really feels ungodly. It's more messed up than getting Papa out of the house at midnight. And it's worse than I faced all these terrible creatures yesterday. Huh, I'm so frustrated right now.

The break has begun. Some classmates, go out and go to the cafeteria as usual. But I refused to get out of this chair. I lay my head on the table. Look at the window beside me. Some people I saw started pacing back and forth in the second-floor corridor, in front of my class. They were usually students on the third floor.

When the break is indeed almost everyone chooses to be outdoors. The tiredness of the lessons we had for hours in the classroom, did require us to relax our brains for a while outdoors. And usually I would go out of class if the break time was like this. Either go to the cafeteria or just sit around in the school garden. But this time I felt no interest in going anywhere.

"God! Why you, Bil? It hurt?" ask Zidan when he is leaving class. I didn't change positions and just insisted on shaking my head, even though it was quite difficult. "Certain why? Don't want to eat what?" ask again.

"No. You go to the canteen" I said.

"Hm, yes, that's it." Finally, Zidan got kicked out of class. And now I'm the only one in the class. By ourselves. The boisterous sounds of friends laughing and screaming were sometimes clearly heard to my ears. I closed my eyes, trying to ignore all the sounds around me. But suddenly the shadow of someone was right in front of me. It's a window, but I can feel that there's someone out there.

I hurriedly opened my eyes and found Rayi there. He looks to take a deep breath and then shake his head with a ruffled waist. I got up, fixed my sitting position and tidied up my hair that must have been a mess. Rayi's sister went into class. "Darling ... Why are you? Sick? Zidan said you weren't feeling well, so I came straight here" he said as he placed the back of his hand on my forehead. While I was trying to avoid. "I'm okay" I said trying to look fine. Not to ask him many questions.

"What true? Why are you here? Usually go to the cafeteria with Zidan, and we meet there." He kept researching, and it felt like he was trying to strip both my eyeballs to find something that was wrong with me. I realized that my attitude was different, unlike my usual self. And, it's only natural that Brother Rayi feels it.

"Just be lazy, brother."

Brow wrinkled. Eyes around. "Bil, are you okay?" the question that began to confuse me had to answer what.

"Hm, not really good. But I'm okay, brother. Just males again. Not laper either," I said. But apparently my stomach is betraying right now. He actually sounded the protest drum and made the corner of Kak Rayi's mouth appear.

"You lie's. Come on, we'll eat," he took me and pulled my hand out of class. I also resigned.

We arrived at the canteen. From the front door, the atmosphere inside was already quite crowded. Brother Rayi who is still holding my hand then swept a glance around. Until his eyebrows jerked together when he saw the crowd in the corner of the canteen, who were none other than his friends and ... Sabrina.

Oh, shite! I continued to curse in my heart and felt the situation this time would be more unpleasant. This is not the usual refreshing, it actually worsens my mood now.

We finally got to their table. Greet them before finally sitting on an empty chair. Brother Roger was even willing to shift his seat for the sake of both of us. His eyes sparkled, another with Kak Bintang. Her face had been looking sour since morning, and until now I had not known the reason.

"Have you eaten, Brin?" ask Rayi. Sabrina looked at me, I felt it. But I try to be ordinary. He nodded and now Brother Rayi turned to look at me who was sitting next to him. "What do you want to eat, baby?" tanyanya gently.

"What a matter of course, sister," I said with a smile on my lips, glancing at Sabrina with a triumphant look. Well, at least one is the same. He pissed me off this morning, and now I'm the one who pissed him off. Impas, right?

"OK, honey. Wait a minute, yeah." He moved but previously stroked the tip of my head with a smile as bright as there, and of course his shady gaze as well.

Roger's brother cleared his throat like he was stuck in something. I glanced at him sharply after Brother Rayi went to order food. "What the hell!" I murmured while widening my eyes. He was silent with his jaw clenched. But the look in his eyes really wanted to make me throw a hard blow to his head.

Suddenly the glass belonging to Kak Bintang spilled because it was nudged into his own hand. He tried to clean it with tissue while continuously apologizing. Merely, the look in his eyes continued to break through where Sabrina was. What's the matter?

"Let me take a lap, brother. Wear a tissue even a lot of garbage. Brother Bintang diem alone already," asked me and immediately began to melt the usual feeding laps on each table. But right now at our table there is nothing. Maybe the canteen mother forgot to put the clean cloth as usual.

After getting a rag with a plaid motif of blue and white, I immediately cleaned the water earlier. While occasionally looking at the eyes of Kak Bintang that feels empty. I sizzled softly at Brother Roger, then glanced at Kak Bintang as a form of secret conversation effort with nonchalant sign language that he hoped to understand. Brother Roger raised both eyebrows, he glanced at Kak Bintang and now his lips form an O line. Roger's sister instead moved the corner of her right lip and pointed to where Sabrina was sitting. The woman looked indifferent, just playing the straw that was in her drinking glass while staring blankly at the other corner of the canteen.

I who did not understand, raised my eyebrows again asking for further explanation. Brother Roger kept giving me a signal that I didn't understand at all. Until finally he got frustrated and grabbed a flat object from his shirt pocket. He started typing long sentences, and then my phone vibrated, a sign that a message was coming in.

[Same star Sabrina used to date. But Sabrina has a crush on Rayi. So now stress stars, why these women appear again anyway. My astonishment!]

And that message answers my confusion now. There is a love triangle here. Or maybe now the love of rhombus? Because I'm in it. Huh, this made my head suddenly throb. I now pressed my head and before long Brother Rayi appeared with my ordered food. "Good meal, my dear." Two bowls of meatballs the size of a jumbo were already in front of me. Here are two glasses of cold lemon tea.

"Well, Bil. You eat a lot. Let the fat sit a little," he said by pulling both corners of his lips. Star Brother's hand folded on the table, in front of his chest. He kept looking at me who was eating. I don't see it, but I can feel it.

"Duh, my stomach hurts!" erang Sabrina's. And automatically made us all switch to staring at him.

"Why, Brin?" ask Rayi. Worriedly.

"No idea, Yi. It hurts my stomach. Duh, Yi, how is this," he whined continuously pressing on his stomach.

"Let me anter to the UKS, Brin," brother Roger said.

"Yes, anterin me, Yi."

Brother Roger then looked at Brother Rayi who is now also staring at him. "Corn, Yi! Chivy. So sick!" his era became.

"Hm, no more behavior, me," grumbled Brother Roger while muttering.

"Yes already. Bentar, yes, dear," said Rayi to me. Then he led Sabrina out of the canteen. Leaving behind his bowl of meatballs that were still not finished, and leaving me who could now only stare at him from a distance.

My appetite is gone. I put down the spoon and fork with the origin. It made a noise on our table. "I'm full!" I said then moved and left the canteen accompanied by the screams of Brother Roger who did not break the charcoal calling my name.

As I climbed the stairs, I stopped suddenly. Somehow, instead I want to see the condition of Sabrina and Brother Rayi. I finally decided to go to the UKS. I made a quick move, because I was very curious, what was going on with Sabrina. Is he really sick. Or just pretend.

I was at the door of the UKS. The door is wide open. My net is wild looking for the whereabouts of the two people. And I found him. Rayi's sister who was behind the curtain between the bed in front of her and the bed next to her. From where I stood, it was not clear what they were doing.

But suddenly Star Brother appeared. He immediately pulled my hand and went inside. There, I saw it. Sabrina is hugging Rayi's neck. And Brother Rayi held the woman's waist. Their faces were so close. Their lips are stuck together. And it makes my heart feel so sick.

"Disease!" aspat Kak Bintang. Then pull my hand away again.

Two people were aware of our arrival. Rayi's sister immediately removed her hand from Sabrina's waist. Even impressed pushing his body rough.

"The bill! Whence!" his screams. I just stared at her pushyly while holding back the tears that had already fallen past her cheeks.

Bintang continued to take me away and did not care for Kak Rayi's screams.

Along the way, I kept hugging. Repeatedly rubbing my cheeks so that my tears are not visible. Until finally we were in the back corner of the school, and suddenly Kak Bintang immediately hugged me tightly. And automatically I hardened my screams behind his arms.

"Cry, Bill. At least you should vanish it. Don't hold it."

"...." still in the arms of Star Brother I was unable to stop the tears that fell.

"I feel the same pain. You knew? If I loved him long ago. Sabrina and I have been friends since childhood. And I've loved it ever since. But after she met Rayi, everything changed. I'm heartbroken. But I try to be ordinary. Rayi is not interested in Sabrina. Especially now that you are. Only, Sabrina was very aggressive. He's not gonna let Rayi go."

"How should I go, brother?! Should I just give up?!" I asked with emotion.

"I don't know either, Bill."

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