
" You finally came to your senses, too, my God" said Mas Haris the first time I opened my eyes. The smell of drugs that pierced my nose and the hose that stuck in my arm, explained to me where I was.
I was grateful in my heart because Mas Haris finally managed to find and help myself who was helpless alone in the room.
" You made me almost die of a heart attack" said the man with a feigned expression of anger.
" I'm sorry Asma, Mas." I said softly.
" All right, can I get a doctor? " he said as he grasped my hand which was not attached to the infusion hose. I shook my head weakly while raising another hand. " Well, what's the pain? "
Mas Haris nodded with a smile. But what I found was not a sweet smile, but a sour smile and seemed forced. " I can't explain it, let the doctor explain it."
" What, bad, huh, Mas? " My heart is beating hard looking at Mas Haris expression. At a glance, I remember the heart disease suffered by my father. Maybe I was also suffering from the disease. Because, I know that heart disease can be obtained from offspring.
Mas Haris was getting the wrong way to hear my question. I could see his gurgle that looked uncomfortable and a few times mendehem.
" Am I going to die? "
" Dear, it's not a deadly disease. If you want to be clear, then the doctor will tell you. If I explain, I'm afraid you can't accept my explanation" he said, rubbing my head.
" How long have I been here? " There was a sense of tightness clumping in my chest so that my eyes became slightly dewy. I'm remembering myself. So many mistakes I haven't been able to fix. If now I'm going to be visited by the angel Izrail, I don't think I'm ready. My sins to my mother are still mounting. And I haven't had time to apologize yet.
" Asthma, relax. You've only been here ten hours. Your doctor says you lose a lot of fluid due to vomiting and diarrhea that you experience. That's why you fainted. I'll call the doctor, yeah. " The man then passed by to call the doctor who had been treating me.
I don't know how many minutes have passed, Mas Haris never appeared to show his nose. When the minute hand pointed to the number ten, someone pushed the door and entered in a hurry because it was raining outside.
" Sorry for a long time, I was able to turn around to look for fruit. Maybe he needs it when he wakes up" said the person standing in the doorway. He had not seen me because his eyes were still busy shaking - shaking the water attached to his jacket due to the heavy rain outside.
I closed my eyes thinking I might be hallucinating. I heard wrong and saw wrong people. The effects of drugs can make people experience hallucinations. I cursed my weak heart. Why just because a momentary effect like this was already beating so fast.
" You're up..? "
I seem to have forgotten to read the prayer, so it was disturbed by the demon occupants of this hospital.
I must have had a bad dream. Well, I must be dreaming. I turned back to the door. Looking at the curtains that fell under my bedroom window. When I heard the slow footsteps walking over and opened the refrigerator door near me, my consciousness came.
Damnit....This isn't a dream. He was actually present here.... Syafrie was in this hospital, in the room where I was hospitalized.
" You. "lightning my eyes look at the figure of the man who is now bending his knees while holding a pear. When I heard that man also looked at me.
Our eyes locked on each other. But it didn't last long because I decided my gaze and turned to the wall of the room. I left her eyes that did not want to turn away from me.
" I'm here, is there anything you need? " he asked without taking his eyes off me.
I turned around and stared back no less sharply. However, apparently I have anti-Syafrie syndrome because suddenly my stomach feels nauseous and wants to vomit.
" Jr.....! At last....
" Nah, right. What's up, spit up... " I told you, I'm against Fadil's father. So don't blame me when I see the village play boy my stomach is back to act showing off my stomach contents.
Nothing can be removed by my stomach other than clear liquid. But still it became disgusting especially now that the vomit has fallen splattered onto the floor.
Syafrie is approaching me. Actually he wanted to help me but maybe he thought I would definitely resist or rebel. However, unobtrusive, he thrust a tissue at me. However, I have received help from Syafrie.
Silence - silence, I noticed every move - Shafrie gurgled through the tail of my eyes. He pulled a piece of shirt from inside the back of his backpack, then came back to me.
I held onto the edge of my robe tightly as I realized his sharp gaze was raining down on me. Why is he looking at me in such a way? Then that smile, why was his smile so mysterious? What is that man thinking? Will he smother me with the cloth he is holding? Did Syafrie want to kill me because of what I said earlier. So offended by what I just did? The fear began to run through my brain. I wanted to scream but my mouth was locked.
Fadil's father is getting closer to me. The more fear I feel.
While in front of me, next to the man's eyebrows raised up. A mocking smile rose while capturing the look of the pias face I displayed."Why?"
"Are you going to kill me? "
my great-grandchild. Jeez... Where did Asthma who yesterday was evil and fierce.
" fear? " His cynical smile expands while walking past me. Looking at my eyes towards the door, hoping that someone or a nurse who happened to pass by, I could ask for help.
" Be careful if you dare to be like that, Syafrie! I'll scream." snapped. Syafrie fluttered for a moment, then... hahahaha, her laughter broke apart.
I'm getting scared to see Syafrie's laughter. Don't don't don't let him go crazy. My mouth says we read a prayer for salvation to God.
" Ckckck, is that as bad as I was in your mind? " He clucked while shaking - shaking his head. " I just want to clean this up" he said, pointing to my vomit on the floor.
I leaned towards Syafrie. " Tau ah, it's up to you! " spirited angry. Feeling in the game by Syafrie. Obviously, he was trying to scare me. Satisfied maybe his heart because it has managed to play tricks on me. You fucking Syafrie!
A few minutes after Fadil's father managed to clean up my vomit marks scattered on the floor, the door of the room where I was treated was revealed again. Mas Haris and an old man in a white suit came in and approached us.
" I'm still asleep" said Mas Haris as he walked over to me. My eyes glanced towards Syafrie who was sitting on the sofa. Mas Haris followed the direction of the glances of my eyes and was a little surprised when he saw the presence of Syafrie there. " Loh, it's back, huh? " he asked me stiffly and a little awkwardly. Syafrie.
" I'm sorry, Asthma. I forgot to tell you about the arrival of Syafrie" Mas Haris said in a guilty expression.
I kept quiet not answering his words. I'm very angry at the moment. Why would he call Syafrie here? What does it mean to ask Syafrie to come to this hospital?
The white-clothed old man sneered before saying. " Mother Asthma, how is she feeling now? " I didn't answer the question. My brain asked when I saw the title behind his name. What happened to my stomach? Have I been diagnosed with uterine cancer as women have been afraid of.
The old man continued his words after finding no response from me.
" So after a blood test and a urine test, we concluded that the mother was positive. And based on information from the mother's husband, then we estimate the age of the mother's womb has entered the third month. Because the mother had experienced premature birth a few years ago, then we recommend that the mother increase the consumption of nutritious foods. Expand foods that contain folic acid and avoid smoking. And one more, temporarily avoid to consume crabs. Because one food is not suitable for pregnant women because sometimes - sometimes can trigger allergies. That is why overnight you suffer from diarrhea, dizziness and nausea - nausea. Because you poisoned crab eating. Kira - I guess that's my explanation. Is there anything else that Asthma's mother wants to ask? " ask the doctor. I just kept quiet until the doctor finally broke up and passed from before me.
My brain was still digesting every word that came out of the mouth of the white-clothed old man. Blood test results, urine test, and folic acid? So what did he say? Positive?
Does that mean I'm positive, does that mean I'm pregnant? Oh, my God, I'm definitely back to hallucinating.
How could I be pregnant, if Mas Haris ever touched me. Then who's pregnant with my child?
I almost laughed out loud if only the human figure I hated the most then stood up and walked over to me.
Oh, my..... Two months ago....?
So that night in the inn and in the house of Ammak.......
Astarghfirullah.... Shafrie fuck..!!!