RUSTING BOAT
Chapters. 8

I inched back as the man I hated most in the universe approached me. The atmosphere in this room is very hot.

" You should eat, Asthma. And then after that rest. Your body needs to eat and rest. Brother called them. They can't go home tonight. It was heavy during the day, so the road that connects the next village with our village was flooded with landslides. So it's likely that their new afternoon can return. " Syafrie told me about my mother and my brothers.

Really, I'm sick of it. It felt like I was going to vomit when he mentioned himself 'Babbrother'. Apparently she still remembers my dear call to her. It felt disgusting to me when I heard it.

" Again, Brother Please, eat.! "

The man left me alone to enjoy my meal. I think maybe he forgot that my hatred for him was beyond the universe. So how could I enter something that comes from him. I just decided to go back to my room to rest.

Although already in the room, but unfortunately my eyes never closed. My sleepiness suddenly disappeared. I'm lyrically a wall clock that beats. At 01:00 in the morning.

My eyes were all over the room. This room is large enough for a child. My heart broke again when I found the picture of the man there. Being in the same frame as my family. Smiling sweetly while holding on to the boy whose face was similar to Syafrie's. They are like a betel on the two sides. Even her hairstyle is the same.

My chest felt like it had hit a giant hammer. Tight, crushed and melted. I feel betrayed. How could the position they were supposed to give me turn out to be given to that woman. Don't they think about how I feel..? My mind wanders, trying to find an answer to all this. How is that girl in my family's picture? I'm totally out of sense to think. How can it be, God??!

My hands shook putting back the frame. The pain of the surgery in my stomach brought back my memories of that day.

" It's not all my fault, he's the one who's too stubborn! " his sizzle that man from that day I never wanted to see again.

" Get out, Syafrie. Asthma doesn't need you right now if you come here just to confirm that. He needs support, not defense of your actions. " Sister Lela, my eldest sister replied.

" No, I'll wait for him. She's my wife. Although I believe my other wife is crying over me right now in our bridal room.! " ketus Syafrie.

I held my sobs as hard as I could so that no one would know that I had regained consciousness earlier. I closed my eyes and chose to be the only listener in their debates. I really couldn't have met that guy.

" Go home Syafrie! I'm not sure Asma wants to see you right now. Later if things calm down, I'll let you know" said Kak Mansyah.

" Can't, Brother. He had to explain to me about the mess he had made! " Syafrie said in a cynical tone.

" Please understand, we just lost. My sister is not conscious after all.! " back Lela said to Syafrie.

" Mansyah and Lela are right. Control yourself, Syafrie. Anyway, this is a hospital. We can't make a scene here." My daughter-in-law spoke.

" Stop telling me to control myself, Mom. Look at all the mess he's done. Angry and intend to harm themselves may be okay, but at least he must also think about the child he is carrying. He's selfish, ma'am. He was only concerned with himself and his anger and all his bad prejudices. As a result we all lose" Syafrie said emotionally.

" You blame my sister? Hi Syafrie, tell me how my sister should behave when she finds her husband celebrating his wedding. Say, Bastard!!!" Brother Darre who had been holding back was no longer able to hold back his feelings.

" It all happened because of you. We lost Father, we lost a nephew, and almost lost our brother. It's all because of you, Syafrie. Bastards like you don't deserve to blame our brother for everything that's happened. If only you and your noble heart did not marry the woman." snapped Brother Darre while standing with anger.

God, what happened to my father. Why do I feel weird about Brother Darre's words. What the hell's been going on? Curiosity forced me to finally open my eyes.

" Where are you, brother? " As soon as they all looked at me.

" Astma, you realize, honey? " My mother-in-law gently caressed my head. I don't mind his words. To me he's the same traitor as his son. I threw away the face.

" Which father, brother? " I asked all my brothers.

Brother Darre walked over to me. " Good dad - fine, deck. Get well soon, yeah!" Brother Darre tried to smile to hide the cry.

I forced to get up, and took off the infusion hose on my hand. At the end of the room I saw Mama sitting alone holding a sob of sadness that she could not hide.

I forced my way towards my mother. Wanted to ask the woman what caused her to cry so badly.

My eyes glazed - glass. My mind is confused and dizzy. The smell of drugs that burst into this room makes me more dizzy.

" Mama, which father, mah? I'm going home. I want to see Father! " my eyes with tears streaming out.

" Asthma, stop doing what worries us! " someone grabbed my arm.

I turned to the direction the voice came from, looked cynically and sneered at him. I jerked my arm violently to let the grip of his hand slip from my arm. Then saying.

" How dare a traitor hold my hand, let go! "

Everyone in the room was silent. No one dared to rebuke what I was doing.

" Go, what are you here for. Your new wife may be waiting for you right now. Don't you want to spend your first night with her, do you? " i said in a mocking and dismissive tone. I deliberately showed an attitude as if I was disgusted by him.

My heart ache imagining him going through a hot night with that woman, made me inflamed. But as hard as I can bear it also so as not to spit on him. Syafrie doesn't budge either.

" Go....!!! " my cry is hysterical. Finally the man relented and passed away from the room while pulling his hair rough.

The mood was silent again. I let out a breath.

" Now, please explain to me, where are you. What you have hidden from me. What happened to you, brother? " My breath was hunting because of the emotions that came out during the incident.

" Patience, deck. You have to rest a lot. Your health has not completely recovered! " said Brother Lela stroking my head. I sobbed in Kak Lela's lap.

" H Where's father? "

" Rest, deck! "

" Tell me where you are, and I'll rest! " my head is hard, nothing beats.

" Alright, strengthen your heart, deck!! " ......

The sound of a knock on the door of the room broke my memory ten years ago, gone. The man stood at the door of the room.

" Can we talk? The heavy voice of the man again threw me at the fact that we were now back on the same roof.

Oh my God, I was wrong. I can't stand to meet him again. I closed my eyes and clenched both hands.

I regret my decision to return to this village. It turns out I'm not ready to go back and talk to that guy.

The Lukaku that I thought was slowly being healed by ten years of time without meeting him gaped back.

I cried for fate. Shaken by the pain in my heart. Feeling deceived by fate.his cheaters destiny toyed with me. They lived happily, and I died dying in regret.