Sharing Love: The Unattainable Husband

Sharing Love: The Unattainable Husband
Chapter 99: Regan


Pov Regan's


Somehow my mind was always attached to Sena, yes, the woman who made me realize the meaning of loyalty. Maybe I used to be a very jerk to hurt her so deeply that even the sound of Sena's crying still ringing in my ears to this day. I don't know what's gotten into me if it hurt my wife for an obscure woman. I'm stuck in 3 women at once even I feel like I want to have one. I never thought parting with Sena made me more mature in dealing with something even all my new students invited me to date every day, but what is the power I am still traumatized by the name of a relationship.


Sometimes hope doesn't match reality, when I married Maya legitimately and held a big reception, but in fact it was destroyed and made me hurt again for the umpteenth time. I admit that if I married Maya just wanted to make Sena jealous and make her cry blood in front of me, but in reality the fact was reversed and I'm the one who regretted it until now.


A year has passed, I have not been able to forget it that easily, my heart was very hurt when Sena was happy and now even pregnant with the child of my best friend. I'd love to curse Devan out of so many women why my ex-wife too. Are there no other women in the world?


I try to think positively, maybe they are more matchmaking and I have to admit all that. It's okay, I can't have it and I realize that I don't deserve to be with him anymore after what I did to him.


This morning I have to clean up my things again, tomorrow my leave is up and I have to go back to the next town. Others still think I live abroad in Europe. I confess like that so they don't come to me in the next town. Here I just want to see the state of my Papa and it looks like he has found his love after the departure of my mother and sisters. I always supported him rather than him languishing alone at home. But it seems like his love story is not that easy, his future in-laws turned out to be Mama's ex-boyfriend. Oh God why Papa's love story is even like my love story with Sena who got Devan. All I know is that Om Arya is a former soldier who has a fairly high rank. I also don't know if Raisa is his daughter.


I was still goosebumps that night when I watched my papa's love story drama in front of my own eyes. My father was brave enough in front of his future father-in-law.


Ah.. let it be my papa's business, but I will still support him to get Raisa.


I kept silent in the room watching the sky that seemed to be raining, and, all my past just came to mind and when I wanted to forget it, I remembered it more and more and sometimes I always remembered our baby who had miscarried because of me. If only I could take good care of him, he would have been born into this world.


I let out a long sigh and hoped that the storm would soon pass and I would have to face the sunshine tomorrow on a clear day. I sometimes want to go back in time to correct all my mistakes. I only asked back when 3 years ago to make up for all my mistakes with Sena and treat her well.


Suddenly I got a phone call, one of my friends had an accident and there was no guardian, he needed me badly. I headed to the hospital to be his guardian.he was an old friend of mine who had one college with me, after I moved we became rarely meet. I took a shoe jacket and a motorcycle key, I drove my papa's motorcycle quickly so as not to be rained.


Arriving at the hospital, I immediately parked my motorcycle in the parking lot and entered to find my friend's room. Arriving there I saw my friend weak helpless in the hospital bed I let out a long sigh he is famous for installment. He was able to get into the hospital due to a traffic accident.


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"Why is this so?" my many.


I let out a long sigh, he then told me to pay for the administration by using his debit card. I went to the cashier and paid for his administration. Until one day I saw a person I knew passing by my side without knowing myself. I looked over and saw if the man was Alden. What am I here for? Is there a sick family? after I got the payment note, I quickly followed him from behind. My intention is to just say hello. I followed him to the front of the children's room. All I know is he doesn't have a little brother doesn't even have a niece. I was getting curious and when he walked into the room, I tried to peer through the window, out of sight because Alden had his back to the little boy lying there.


Alden looked at him closely and occasionally his hands rubbed the little boy's feet. I wanted to go in and ask that but it didn't seem like it was my business. I got out of there before Alden found out, and I went back to my friend's room and returned his debit card. Arriving in my friend's room I was still very curious about the little boy. I tried to contact Devan and ask Askia about it, the phone was connected and a few seconds later she picked up the phone.


"Hallo Regan, what's wrong?" ask Devan.


"Where's it? It's with you, isn't it?" my many.


"She's been with Alden for a few days now."


I told him I saw a little boy who was in the hospital and Alden met him. Devan asked me for the address of the hospital and the room that was taking care of the little boy. I gave it to her, who knows if it was Kia.


I kept sighing, actually Devan's life is much more complicated than mine but he's smart enough to spread himself and make everything seem fine. That's what I like about Devan, he deserves Sena. I kept repeating those words, Devan deserves Sena and Sena deserves Devan, then what do I do? Let time answer it and surely my true soul mate will come alone. Who her? let time and destiny answer that. I can only wait and wait until my soul mate actually comes to me. Hemm...give me the author's soul mate.so that I am also not inferior to my Papa who shows his fangs.