Sharing Love: The Unattainable Husband
Chapter 65: I am barren!

After the cafe, Devan did not immediately invite Sena home. Sena also became confused, in the car spotlights the vehicle in the opposite direction with them hit and apply makeup on the face. Sena occasionally looked at the outside view. Devan rubbed Sena's back as if giving her comfort.  The couple was really in a romantic hangover. 

"I want to go home."

"Later on, tonight there's a rainbow fountain schedule on the bridge near the city center."

Sena scrunched her forehead? So the goal is just to watch that? Huh. like a child. 

Sena still asked to go home but Devan did not want to, he still insisted on taking Sena to watch the event held once a month. Devan doesn't want to miss this romantic opportunity. Usually he would invite Kia but Kia this time let them alone together. The boy realized that the Papa needed privacy with his future wife.

"Oh yes, Brother. We'll see if Regan wants to?"

Devan was silent for a moment as if thinking of something. Sena thinks that Devan won't because Regan is Sena's ex-husband.

"Wouldn't you, brother?" ask Sena.

"May, tomorrow is also okay after work" Devan replied with a smile.

"really? Brother Dev isn't jealous?"

Devan rubbed Sena's head, he shook his head. What is jealousy for? Regan used to be a close friend. Ditching college, not doing assignments from even naughty lecturers together they do but again because of a misunderstanding makes their friendship broken.

"Can Brother Devan be called a friend's dinnermate?"

"What the hell? Strange question. We're a match and I don't feel like we're taking you away from Regan."

Sena apologized for speculating that way. Devan chuckled at Sena's cute face in fear. Devan kissed Sena's cheeks making Anjas flutter.

"Eyeah... Marry first, Boss! Just got uyel-uyel."

Devan immediately let go of his embrace, he was struck by the words of the assistant who insinuated him. He loosened his tie which made him sultry. Honestly, he could not resist his desire to make love. Ordinary, normal men who thirst for affection.

Sena also shifted as if sitting away, she should take care of herself first before marrying Devan. Anjas who felt his words were wrong immediately apologized.

"Eh, what is it? I didn't mean to make you feel awkward. My mouth is, " said Anjas, patting his lips.

"It's okay. Thank you for reminding us. Maybe if there wasn't you we'd be clear" Devan replied.

"The car's rocking, Boss?"

Devan laughed a little. "Haha... I'm not that poor."

"What the hell are you guys doing?" ask Sena.

Anjas and Devan laughed together, it was just the talk of a qualityless man. Sena who felt ignored turned her face, she looked at the car glass decorated with street lights that seemed to walk.

Arriving at the big bridge downtown, Devan opened the car door for Sena and took her with him like a couple in general. There are already many people there and even many people selling. Devan now only wears his white shirt while his suit he lives in the car.

They walked together like lovers. Although Devan is 36 years old, his charm is like 25 years old. He's handsome, tall, white, has two dimples on the right and on the left. But Devan considers himself unattractive because he has Azoospermia.

Azoospermia is a condition in which the number of sperm present in semen is produced very little. In fact, it could be that none of the sperm cells are successfully produced. This is the cause of infertile men and can not have offspring. He always consulted his colleague who was a doctor and he did laboratory tests.

Kia's problem? Devan already knew if at that time Winda was not pregnant with her child but another man but at that time Winda claimed to be pregnant with Devan's child. Devan pretended not to know until now about Kia in front of Vinda.

Devan is also currently thinking about Sena's feelings, he is not able to make Sena pregnant later. It comes to mind if what will he find a donor ******* for Sena? All made him very dizzy, as a man he felt useless.

"Sister, I want the grilled corn that's in there" Sena said.

"Let's buy!" answer Devan.

They headed to the grilled corn merchant, Sena looked at the old merchant who reminded him of the Father.

"Sir, buy two."

"Well, Neng."

"I miss you, Father" said Sena.

Devan glanced at Sena, saw Sena's tears dripping then immediately rubbed her. Sena has no family other than the father but now he is still in prison and out for a long time.

Devan picks up his phone, he sends a message to Pras.

Devan.

I need you to take care of my future-in-law's release. I'll make it up to him from prison. If possible, by the time of his marriage, he would have been released from prison.

Anjas.

Okay, Boss.

Devan keeps his phone, he notices Sena again smiling as the rainbow fountain show begins.

"I want to take a picture" said Sena.

"I'll take a picture."

Devan took Sena's phone and photographed her lover several times. Sena never felt this happy. When she married Regan, it was just the bitterness she got every day.

"Neng, the roasted corn is ready."

Devan took out some money and paid it off. After that, they found a place to sit.

There were a lot of young couples watching. Sena did not want to lose, she ate grilled corn while leaning on Devan's shoulder.

"Kia should come too" said Sena.

"He's grown up, soon 9 years even know love. Children of SD today are up to date. Therefore he does give us time to get closer," replied Devan. He then looked at Sena closely. "Dearly, I think it's best if we're married again to have to find a donor ******, " Devan continued.

Sena choked, she coughed. Devan quickly heads to the place where the drinking water is sold and buys it for Sena. After getting it, he gives it to Sena.

"Drink first!"

Glek...

"You're crazy!" snapped Sena. "What do you mean donor ******?"

Apparently Sena's speech became the attention of the surrounding people. Devan quickly closed Sena's mouth using one hand.

"Shhh... Slowly talk!"

Devan releases his hand from Sena's mouth. "Donor*******not only negative. We can do tube babies but we have to use ***** which is good and I don't have that."

Sena was very upset, she ran away from Devan. Devan chased after him and stopped him.

"Let go!" said Sena.

"Sena, what's wrong?" ask Devan to panic.

"I don't like guys who give up easily. We're not married and haven't done it yet but you gave up before the war" Sena said.

Devan was silent, he stared at the eyes of annoyance at Sena. He was conscious of being too overused, but he did it for a reason.

"Sena, I'm barren. I have a problem with my reproduction. If you feel like I'm overreacting, you can cancel this marriage because I can't give you a child right away" Devan said.

Devan retreated slowly, then walked away from Sena in an awkward situation. Sena looked at him sadly, she immediately chased after Devan and hugged him from behind.

"I'm sorry, i! I don't want to hurt you. We can have a child, you'll be cured. Rest assured! Don't give up!" said Sena.