Sharing Love: The Unattainable Husband
Chapter 96: Forgive Kia, Papa!

Kia Pov

This is my papa and this is my mama, they're called Devan and Vinda. From childhood I was loved by them even I still remember their affection. Mama always educated me well even she loved me so much but, everything changed instantly when I was 4 years old, I always heard their fights, at that time I did not understand I thought they were just joking.

When it rained hard, I saw Mama coming into the house wet, while my father tried to ask her where she was from, instead of answering, Mama was angry and continued to say the word parting. When they quarreled, I chose to hide under the table while covering both my ears using my hands and hoping that their quarrel would soon subside, but what the power of the quarrel even caused the sound of fragments such as glass and glass, of course, who threw is my Mom and sometimes Papa was often hit by the throw.

In each of their quarrels, I could only pray that they would be finished and made up, but unfortunately it was just a dream of mine because Mama just left the house and left me here with Papa. When Mama left and wasn't home, I kept asking her questions and even crying. I asked Papa to persuade Mama to come home, maybe Papa is also very tired of mama but whatever the power, I am just a little girl who still needs the attention of a mama. Papa found it for me even out of town if it was my request then Papa will obey. Surprisingly, if Papa and Mama are fighting, it must be raining heavily and it makes me even more afraid.

When we got out of town, we found Mama in a place where there were a lot of flickering lights and loud music. I was always told to wait for Papa in the car and he went in alone in that strange place. and a few minutes later Mama came out of that place I could smile cheerfully but what was the power of my smile suddenly disappeared when they fought again in front of me even Mama dared to hit my Papa. My papa just kept quiet, he didn't hit my mama I cried in the car. I was so traumatized.

When Papa got in the car, I saw his nose bleed because he was hit by a high-heeled shoe owned by Mama. Papa can still smile at me casually and wipe his bloody nose. When I asked Papa it's okay? She must have answered that it was important that your mother was healthy and Papa always said Mama was busy working to make money for me and at that time I just believed.

Years passed, fights continued between them and of course Mama chose to leave me. I once asked to come with Mama but Mama refused because I was not important to her anymore. Night after night tortures me. I can't sleep in peace and will continue to dream of Mama. Papa was very worried and called a psychiatrist to kum. I was in therapy for a few years until I was completely healed.

My mother and my father's quarrel was mounting, I had seen my papa's gaze on My mother no longer wanted my Mama, until one day Papa came to my room and asked me something, he asked if he could let go of my mother? Papa who never told me his complaints, that night he told me everything. Papa to tears, it has been 8 years he struggled alone to maintain this household and of course for myself. I didn't agree at first because who knew Mama would come home? I was very selfish and told Papa to call mom to come home to improve their relationship. Papa said again, he made up with Mama, we also stayed at a beachfront villa. I was very happy when they chatted with a smile but behind that they were just acting to please me.

I don't know why I got like this I left and let Papa Devan down. At that time I was just disappointed because I knew I wasn't his real son, it hurts my heart the person I love is not my real family. I tried to calm myself down by coming with my mother. Mama promised me that if she wouldn't leave me and after all Mama said I was the cause of Aunt Sena not being able to get pregnant, I decided to go with my birth Papa which I thought was very good. My friends say that biological Papa is the best Papa than stepfather. But all that is nonsense. Papa Alden used to call me ***** and said I was a whore like my mama. I don't know what that word means which obviously seems like it's a bad word according to Google.

I want to go home to Papa Devan's house but it seems like I can't anymore because he's already looking for my replacement. I heard that they adopted a cute baby and I was forgotten. Does Papa Devan not love me so that forgetting me is that easy? She said I was her little daughter and would still be her daughter but it was all meaningless nonsense. I just want to die so that my suffering is gone. Other people think I'm very happy because I was born into a wealthy family but it means nothing. I just wanted to have a harmonious complete family but it seemed like it was just a dream, I could not reach that small family even to the end I remained alone.

For the last time, let me say goodbye to my father Devan and thank him for taking care of me since I was a child even though he was not my real father.

Papa I love you so much, I miss you so much and want to see you one last time. I'm sorry for being disobedient to you, but from the bottom of my heart there is no intention to say that. I love you very much Papa Devan and if I have the chance I want to kiss your feet, my paradise is at your feet. Papa has been taking care of me and being a mother to me.

Papa I hope you can be happy with your new family even without me, you're very kind who would take care of the son of a bastard like my father and my real mama. Love You Papa Devan.