Sharing Love: The Unattainable Husband
Chapter 4: Go

Sena certainly does not accept all this oppression. She wanted to fight yet she was just a helpless woman who did not even have much money to go.

"Sena..." Her mother-in-law's voice broke her daydream.

Sena rubbed her rough tears, crying instead made herself more and more looked down on Regan. Regan just looked at him coldly.

"Sir Re, you've gone too far. Papa, Mama, even Kak Re hasn't touched me at all since we got married then why is this household still going on?" Sena's high voice dominates this living room even the mother quickly to close the door so that the neighbors do not hear her family problems.

"Is that really Regan?" ask Papa.

Regan nodded, not wanting to cover her household with Sena who was out of shape anymore. They were of course surprised, moreover they could not bear with Sena who continued to shed tears.

"I want a divorce, that's all."

"1 year, I will give 1 year to improve our household. If there is no change then you can claim divorce from me" Regan said, staring at Sena.

Sena laughed cynically. He considers if Regan is insane even 2 years of time alone wasted let alone plus 1 year. Sena, of course, disagrees, and she'll soon be suing Regan for divorce no matter what. The evidence is already strong if Regan has married Siri to Maya without her knowledge. This marriage is not healthy and must be completed.

Sena ran out, not caring about courtesy to her two in-laws. Sena hated everything, they were big liars and betrayed her. Tears burst in the wind as they ran on that dark night. The shadow of the disappointment of the father continues to be illustrated especially the father always praised Regan's good attitude.

Just run and keep running until the raindrops come wetting your cheeks. Sena will never forget Regan's attitude that made her like this. Regan has demeaned such good women. Not only that, Regan's attitude that does not care about Sena seems to torture the deepest inner.

What wrong? Why is he so cruel? Did he become my lecturer have a grudge against me and then vent at this wedding? Really am! You fuck it, Regan! You're a human being who doesn't have a heart to play with my feelings.

The rain was getting heavier until Sena fell and her mouth was bleeding. He grimaced in pain feeling the pain in his knees but more pain in his heart as if he was stuck in thousands of swords.

"Akh .. pain ..."

Sena decided to take shelter for a while at the bus stop. Her body shivered and cold, her new hair became damaged by the rain.

Hah.. hah .. hah ...

His breathing becomes congested, he does have a history of asthma that at times relapses if excess or a lot of thoughts. He took the inhaler he always carried everywhere and put it on but suddenly someone put a jacket on. Sena glanced at that person who turned out to be Regan.

In Sena's mind there was only the option to run away. Sena tried to run but unfortunately her body collapsed and almost fainted. Regan helped her to stand up and carried her into the car. Sena could only resign because her body was so limp. Regan drove her car home.

The sound of rain was heard in this silence. Sena was still glued to look at the glass of the car that was wet. Sena didn't see Maya in the car, she might have stayed at her in-laws' house.

Regan also chose to silence and focus the streets that are likely to be slippery. The man could not express himself well, making Sena sure Regan would not change if given a second chance.

Sena quickly got out of the car and immediately walked into the house even though her legs were so painful. Regan half-running trying to help Sena, but when her hand just touched Sena's shirt immediately pushed over the woman.

"Enough! Don't be so good! Don't take care of me anymore!"

Sena walks towards her room but suddenly Regan hugs her from behind.

"Give me a chance! I'll fix everything."

"Bullshit up! I don't believe a man's mouth. You've ruined everything. I know if you hated me from the moment I became your student. I'm the dumbest in your class, I'm the dumbest for a thesis." Sena let out all her complaints. He could not resist the turmoil that had been hidden all this time.

Sena let go of Regan's embrace, she ran small towards the room and packed all her belongings. Regan just looked at him, the man's expression was quite deceiving Sena.

"I also had to marry Maya. It was an unexpected incident and got her pregnant..."

"Enough!" snapped Sena. "Enough! Please don't add to my wounds! You're too late to admit your mistake. Why don't you be honest from the beginning if you impregnate someone. I know it's equally painful but it definitely doesn't hurt as much as it does right now" Sena said, sobbing and patting her chest.

Regan just saw Sena so hurt and showed all her feelings. Sena continued to pack all her clothes after she headed out. As she passes by Regan, she stops when Regan says something.

"Didn't I apologize? You know if I'm so sorry for what I did? Every night I cursed myself for not being able to be honest with you" Regan said.

"Sir Re, save your bullshit! Your apologies I don't accept. It's all too late. You said to give me 1 year? You crazy?! 1 year I have to see you two together, make out and even see you play with your children" Sena replied.

Regan again showed a hollow expression unreadable by Sena. "You want the first night? We can do it. You want to have kids? We can make it."

Sena was stunned by Regan's words. That easy as the mouth of a giant lizard speaks?

"Don't dream after what you did to me! Marry there with your second wife! Fuck up!"

Sena's leaving soon though the rain is still fluttering tonight. Regan just stared at Sena's back that was getting away and lost in the dark tonight. Sena continued her crying that she had been able to endure earlier. Really am! His strong acting is very good and good, maybe he can join the casting after this and star in a soap opera titled "Suffering polygamy" or maybe "The Betrayed Wife"

Haha ... Being a strong woman is actually exhausting. He continued to fight so that his pride was not stepped on by their families. It has been quite a sacrifice for 2 years of this marriage. Give up and give up, and in the end you have to give up.

I'm so fragile, if there was my mother there still wouldn't be like this.

Father, what shall I do? I can't possibly tell you what really happened. I have to find a boarding place and for tonight I will stay at Ningsih's place.