The Pledge of the Ingkar
IYI 93'S

“What do you want to hear from me? I'll definitely tell you all the information you want. I won't try to cover everything from you.” William knows if this is a good time to talk things out with Zoya.

“Since when did Renata return? Have you met him several times behind my back, William?” asked Zoya who was trying to prepare her heart well. So that Zoya can calm down in digesting every information she receives.

“I met Renata on the first day I worked after returning from my mom's house. Back then, Renata came to my company and surprised me. I've never met Renata behind your back. All this time Renata came to my company. Because I don't have time to meet him outside.” Willi knows this answer will hurt Zoya. That's why Willi's getting his arms tightened up on Zoya's body.

“You've met him several times. But you also have no intention of telling me. How do you think I'm gonna get in your way of being with William? If I hadn't seen him in person today. Do you really intend to cover everything from me forever?” zoya expressed her disappointment to William. Zoya had guessed that this was not their first meeting. But it still hurts to know everything from William.

“No, I absolutely do not intend to cover all this from you. I intend to tell you at the right time. We fought for a few days anyway. If I had said it at that time, you would have been further away from me. I want to wait for you to feel calm first, before telling you all this. I'm sorry if this attitude of mine has hurt you, Zoya.” William is very afraid now, if Zoya will come back to be ignorant to him.

“Are you also used to doing physical touch as I see it today? You obviously didn't refuse the hug Renata gave you. It seems like all this is not something new the first time it happened. Or did you really forget about your status as my husband, every time you met him?” ask Zoya who demands to be given an answer as soon as possible. Zoya tightened her grip on the balcony barrier. Just so Zoya doesn't hurt William and herself.

“Zoya, i ..”

“Tell me everything honestly. You don't have to find a reason to cover this up from me. I also know how you look at her. You obviously still love her, I can see all that from your eyes. So, don't ever try to lie to me, William. Because I'm not an easy little boy to get used to.” Zoya just wants to hear William's honesty. So Zoya cuts off William's words before William finds an excuse to justify his actions.

“We never do physical touch as you think. Me and Renata just chat every time we meet. There is no desire for me to do things that we should not. I didn't lie to you, Zoya. So please don't think too badly of me and Renata.” William is not sure if Zoya can believe him or not, but William must still try to defend himself.

“You know, William. The more you ask me to trust you. The greater my curiosity in you. So you better tell me everything honestly, so that I can find the best solution for both of us. I don't want to hurt our feelings. If you want to be with him, I'll let you go back to him. But never try to lie to me, William. Because your lies will destroy this relationship forever.” Zoya still could not resist the turmoil in her heart. A single tear fell from her beautiful eyes.

“I certainly don't want to part with you. No woman wants to destroy her own home, William. But what if in the end you destroy our relationship? When that happens, then don't blame me if I'm going to let our household end just like that. I'll leave all these decisions to you. So it's you who should think about all this well, William.” Zoya had never thought of parting ways with William, had William been able to maintain their relationship. But Zoya will never forgive betrayal. Therefore, Zoya will hand over all of this to William.

William began to think about their relationship. William is indeed this along with Renata, but if he had to let go of Zoya, William could not do it either. Just thinking about going through a breakup, had already made William so frightened like this. What if it really happened? The second chance given by Zoya, William got with very hard effort. William will not waste this opportunity.

However, William also did not expect the relationship between himself and Renata to stretch. William always felt comfortable when he was close to Renata. Because Renata was the first person who could understand him very well in this world. The person of Renata who is good and graceful, has captivated William, so William can not forget it just like that. Somehow, William just wanted to have the two of them by his side. But right now, William must calm Zoya's anger first.

“I will never do something that could make our relationship end. Because I got all this not so easily. So I won't waste it just like that. You have to trust me, Zoya, how can I do my best on our relationship, if you don't trust me? This time I will prove all my words. But, please do not doubt my determination to defend this household. You are the couple I have chosen. There will be no one who can change that fact, Zoya.” William continues to try to convince Zoya that he means it this time.

Zoya tries to understand what William is telling her. From this Zoya can clearly see that William does not want to part with her. Therefore, now Zoya has a new spirit to maintain their household. William asks Zoya to stay by William's side. How could Zoya miss this opportunity? As long as Willi wants it, then Zoya will not let go either. Their marriage is a promise before God.

“I'll see your earnestness, William. So don't disappoint me this time. If you're this I'm staying by your side, then you have to show me that desire for real. But if you don't want me anymore, you can tell me everything honestly. I won't make things difficult for you, when that time comes.”

William can see if this time Zoya has reached the limit of tolerance that can be given to William. It made William feel very nervous and scared at the same time.