The Struggle of the Sick Wife
Forgive

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Still with bang Lutfi who is still trying to improve his relationship with Ayu. While Ayu, currently prefers to be quiet.There is not much that Ayu said to the husband who has now incised a wound in his heart, the husband who has hurt his feelings.

If three weeks ago Ayu can still boast of the husband, but now the sense of pride seems to disappear in Ayu, a betrayal that was admitted and done by the husband, the husband, makes Ayu very hurt.

" Yu .. by Allah Yu. brother did not do what was in Ayu's mind." said bang Lutfi who was not desperate to get an apology from his wife.

" What's on Ayu's mind?." this time Ayu immediately changed her sleeping position by turning to face her husband.

With sharp eyes Ayu looked at the face of her husband who now did not dare to look at the face of his wife.

" Ayu asked, what is in Ayu's mind?" said Ayu again repeated his question to bang Lutfi. there was not a single drop of tears out of the corner of his eye.

"Jawab bang .. ! this time Ayu's voice rose by an octave, after seeing the husband's inertia.

" I'm sorry .. "only one word is able to bang Lutfi out. his self is really not able to spend many words in front of his wife this time.

" Hhh .." Ayu was only able to sigh that felt heavy.what else is just an apology that the husband said to himself.

" Sleep is bang .. " said Ayu. by turning her back to her husband.

While bang Lutfi only speechless to see what Ayu is doing at this time.His self admitted that at this time his mistake in the wife is not easy to forgive just like that.

Without a lot of words bang Lutfi actually directly raised Ayu's body to get away from the son. And I don't know what the husband thinks, bang Lutfi without brother directly oppress Ayu's body, Ayu's body, and immediately kissed Ayu. Ayu who was still in a state of annoyance immediately put up a fight.

Even so upset Ayu, the scratches and punches Ayu gave to the husband, who is currently just like a man of loyalty, by continuing to force Ayu.

" So let go of Ayu ..! ayu said by hitting the body of the husband.

As if deaf to Ayu's words, bang Lutfi actually increasingly bringas.self even tore the nightgowns that Ayu wore, he said, there was not even the usual tenderness that Lutfi was doing to his little wife.

" Bang .. hik ..hik .. release Ayu, Ayu is sick bang .. hik .. hik .." by continuing to try to fight the movement of the husband.

Seeing the little wife crying, bang Lutfi immediately stopped his action on the wife by looking at the face of the wife.The view that can not be understood by Ayu, who is now crying a hiccup.

" Snap the big brother as much as Ayu wants . maki brother until Ayu is tired of cursing.but, please don't ignore brother." said bang Lutfi who now looks at the face of the wife, but, even bang Lutfi sucked the tears that came out from the corner of the wife's eyes.

" Hik .. hik .. hik .." There are no words that Ayu can say right, his brain is like unable to think at this time. other than crying, crying, even her self this time just let it go, what her husband did that.

Long both of them were silent with the same position, even now Ayu's crying began to subside. Ayu as if she did not want to look at the husband, her self is more allowed to look the other way.

" Yu .. look brother, as bad as that brother in Ayu's eyes. until see brother Ayu no longer want. By Allah, there is no intention of your heart to hurt Ayu, Ayu, it all happened out of my brother's control. If indeed the brother is double Ayu, it is impossible for my brother to tell the truth to mama and Ayu. because it could be red brother is all of his from Ayu. but the brother chose to be honest with Ayu, even though it was painful for Ayu. it was much better than Ayu had to hear it from others. and because my brother loved Ayu and Dedek very much." said bang Lutfi who continued to look at Ayu, as if Ayu's face would disappear if he let go of his view.

After hearing the words of the husband, Ayu now slowly looked at the face of the husband.His self looked at the face that now looks a little pale, a little pale, I don't know what happened to her husband for almost a week.

" Can Ayu ask?." said Ayu softly to the husband still on top of his body.but did not burden Ayu with the weight of his body weight.

" Hhhmmm .. " with deheman and a little nod of the head that bang Lutfi gave to Ayu.

" Please tell Ayu what really happened until now" Ayu said with an intense look at the husband's face.

Hearing the request of the wife makes bang Lutfi immediately change the position of her body.self chose to sleep next to Ayu, and, and turned Ayu's body to face herself and took a blanket to cover her body.

" Hear your brother and don't cut off all your brother's words until you've finished speaking. Do you notice?." by kissing the forehead and looking back at the wife's face.

" Hhmm .." said Ayu bertehem as his answer.

After getting an answer from his wife, bang Lutfi also began to tell who the woman who had been close to him.and the woman was a co-worker of bang Lutfi, who was his friend, it's just that the woman works on the admin section in the office, while bang Lutfi himself works on the field.

Bang Lutfi said himself met the woman, when bang Lutfi was moved to mes office.Her self said that the beginning was ordinary, there was no interest in the woman. even to meet or talk was almost rare.remember the second part of his work is different, and the woman always went home shortly after work ended.

And out of nowhere and when the taste came - suddenly appeared just like that, even bang Lutfi said that himself often dreamed of the woman, he said, not only that, the sense of it is getting more and more day to day.even a day did not see his face bang Lutfi became upset and irritated.

It turned out to have an impact on the work of bang Lutfi, his self became unfocused while working.Even bang Lutfi often make mistakes, what else if bang Lutfi did not see the woman's face, the woman's face, it really made him go crazy.

Until his fist happened a week ago, his self hurt the wife, not only in the heart and feelings of the wife.but, bang Lutfi was able to lighten his hand hit the wife. even without compassion after doing so, his self left just like that, without caring for his son and wife.

" That's why brother, bring brother to the traditional elders in his village.he said that the rich brother people dazed and often daydream. and after that my brother just realized all the actions of my brother." said bang Lutfi gave an explanation of everything that happened to him since three weeks ago.

While Ayu, hearing what her husband said was silent again.no words that Ayu said to the husband, her self was just downcast.her mind was out of nowhere at this time, no words that Ayu said, if you forgive, it takes time.

It takes time for himself, it takes time to understand the circumstances, and it takes time to re-believe.

Because of the nature of the woman, it is easy to forgive, but it is difficult to forget.once his trust is destroyed, it will be difficult to reunite her. when the mirror is destroyed, it may still be reunited, but it will be difficult to reflect the same picture.

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