The Struggle of the Sick Wife
Advice

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Still in ponpes, after a small debate between aa Ilham and the aby. now they have sat together by rolling out a small carpet that was deliberately carried by Ayu from home.

While bang Lutfi and his new wife also joined ustadz Ahmaf and family. because at the request of ustadz Ahmad himself who deliberately asked the two of them to sit together as parents of his two children.

" Eemm .emang ummi cuisine there are two of her, her staple aa like." by continuously inserting a spoon containing rice and side dishes into her mouth.

Hearing the words of his son Ayu just smiled behind his veil.

" Ummi cuisine is always good" said bang Lutfi chimed in the words of the son.

Whether conscious or not with his words, bang Lutfi as if comparing the cuisine of the wife.while the woman who was beside him, just glanced at the husband with annoyance without saying a word.

" Yes bah, ummi cuisine is delicious.but darling, you can not be grateful." this time aa Ilham said with a spotan.

Hearing the words of the brother, able to make aa Ilham feel very upset.self conscious as a child may be his words are not polite, not polite, it's just that his disappointment as a child is no longer able to cover it.

Especially at this time, the abah visited the boarding school for the first time, just himself immediately introduced to the woman who embarrassed the son.how not to be embarrassed, how not to be ashamed, if the woman who is introduced to the brother wears clothes that are not polite if worn when visiting the boarding area.

Even since the arrival of the abah and his new wife, they even became the center of attention of the santri guardian who is currently visiting the boarding school.

" Aa Ilham .." this time the aby immediately spoke.

Feeling the son who is not polite to his biological father, making ustadz Ahmad as aby also opened his voice as a form of reprimand on his son.With Ayu was only able to sigh, he could only sigh, without even wanting to say a word.

While the brother himself can only be bowed down in shame after hearing the words of his eldest son. because on the basis of what is said aa Ilham is a truth that itself is unable to refute it.

Another thing with the new wife of the brother who just as if not concerned with the talk of people around him. fun to play the phone in his hand, her self as if indifferent and stupid with what the son of her husband said.

" I'm sorry by, as a servant of God as well as a child, aa Ilham just reminded. open the intention to be impolite, if by eating alone we can not be grateful, then what about others ?." even with his head bowed, Aa Ilham again said.

Hearing the words of his son, ustadz Ahmad also sighed before he spoke again.His self tried to choose good words without having to corner or offend from one of the parties.

" Abiy, if as a servant of God not and not as a child, perhaps the words of aa Ilham can now be received son, but, if as a child, as a child, however, without both of our people, we would never exist in this world and our obligations as a child would indeed have to respect both of them, without looking at what the disadvantages and advantages of both.kan during this time aa Ilham has earned aa rights as a child ? and both parents have also carried out their duties as parents against Ilham, right ? remember one thing, boy ! as smart and as rich as a child, even his cleverness and wealth will not be able to return his second favor, especially a mother .. do not at once be disrespectful to both, no matter how disappointed a child, respecting both is an obligation and a necessity to him." in a calm and gentle tone of voice, he said, even by rubbing the head of the son ustadz Ahmad said to the son.

After listening to the words of the aby, aa Ilham was only able to bow his head.while Ayu who was holding onto Ayla who was currently asleep was only able to shed tears in her inertia.

As a mother Ayu feels failed to educate her son, herself feels not good enough to be a mother.however, a mother is the first madrasah for her children. breathing from the problems of Ayu and her ex-husband, her son remains a child who must respect both of them.

This time Ayu was no longer able to hold his sobs.luckily the existence of Ayu and her family is currently far from the other santri guardians. so what is happening now will not make it the center of attention from around.

the existence of Ayu and his family is currently in the area next to the hall, in a teaching pendopo located directly next to the dormitory of the teachers. pendopo is specifically for teachers who want to relax or just take a break from the routine as a teacher.

Seeing the crying wife really makes ustadz Ahmad become all wrong.Her self is immediately sensitive, if what is said by himself is the source of the sadness of the wife. her self understands the figure of Ayu who always feels guilty if it hurts the family.

" Yank .. we go home yuk. I'm lazy to watch the drama melow today." ketus wife from bang Lutfi also said.

Just contact now the direction of aa Ilham was immediately diverted with a sharp look at the woman who became the wife of the abah.the same thing was done bang Lutfi, as well, he immediately felt bad for Ayu and her husband for what the wife said.

" What are you talking about!!!." bang Lutfi said in a half-whispering tone so as not to be heard by Ayu and her husband.

" Why yank ? something was wrong with what I said just now?." without even feeling guilty self-talk, even this time the tone of his voice was made ketus.

" Can't her voice be kept down ? I'm ashamed of the deck." still in the same tone.

" Why be ashamed, listen yank !! you are now my husband ! so my feelings that you must take care of, not the feelings of your ex-wife who is now someone else!. Since we came earlier, I you continue to cuekin, I continue, but I was just silent . Even your child just doesn't want to talk to me, and I'm still silent. Even now I still have to be told to be quiet too ? what exactly is my fault ? until I look bad in your eyes?." said with a tone of annoyance and ketus, even now his gaze was directed at Ayu.

Hearing the words of the woman who became the wife of her ex-husband, made Ayu's cries stop instantly.Even her self was stunned by the words of her ex-husband's wife. and the same thing now happened to ustadz Ahmad, himself even just able to blink - wink his funny eyes on Ayu.

As for the Lutfi bang, do not ask again what it looks like. With a reddened look even by clenching his hands, the Lutfi bang is only able to be silent by holding back his anger. if the current self is not in the pesantren environment or not in the presence of Ayu and her husband, maybe at this time there will also be a quarrel between husband and wife.

This is the woman who a year ago in saying bang Lutfi better than himself, the woman who dared to interrupt her husband in front of others. a woman who boldly questions her faults in the woman whose husband is seized by her. Such is the woman who makes a bang Lutfi bega leave the pregnant wife and her son.

Even during the marriage with her ex-husband, not once did Ayu dare to interrupt the words of the husband harshly in front of others, even though he was fighting with the husband, himself, because Ayu will definitely choose silence if the two are fighting.

Without being able to hold back again, aa Ilham also spoke again to the woman who is currently the wife of the brother.

" I'm sorry aunt, if I'm not polite according to aunt. I'm silent not mean I'm not polite, I'm silent not mean blame, and I'm silent because silence is more soothing. don't question our aunt's guilt, because it should be the aunt who realizes it's not us who predict.We are not sinless and perfect people who have the right to say others are guilty, he said, we are only servants who always prostrate to ask forgiveness from Him because of what we do while in the world, then it will be our responsibility before God. because his true realization will be more mulya than judging.do not always busy looking at the faults of others, but the misfortune of yourself to not realize."

By moving from his seat, and immediately say goodbye to the aby and ummi to go back into the pesantren, he didn't even say a word.

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