The Struggle of the Sick Wife
Overseas
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After the incident of the third person who made the Ayu household almost cracked.Ayu has now been able to accept the situation back to normal. Ayu has now forgiven the mistake of the husband, even though the mistake is not easily forgotten.
Ayu's marriage had improved and since that incident, Lutfi was back as usual.again lukewarm and responsible father and love his family.
Year after year Ayu went back through, and now it does not feel the age of marriage Ayu memsuki the age of almost 15 years, and during that time there are also many changes in Ayu, Ayu, both physical and mental changes and thoughts that become more mature than before, and at this time Ayu has turned 29 years old.
At the age of almost the head of three figures Ayu has transformed into a figure of adult women who try to maintain her honor as a Muslim woman by carrying out her obligations to cover the aurat perfectly.
Ayu is now starting to learn and deepen his religious knowledge because Ayu wants to become a better person than before, trying to learn to be a devout Muslim of his obligation, learn about the duties of a wife, learn the responsibilities of being a mother.
During the period of 15 years many trips and life lessons that Ayu went through so far. Even at the age of 27 years, Ayu officially denied a bachelor's degree. and it's all thanks to the support of the husband, Ayu was able to feel his education bench back, even in different circumstances and atmosphere.even Ayu was able to get an education in college, but, who before her was never expected by Ayu, that her self was able to become a student. until Ayu got her college degree at the age of 27 years.
Ayu's son is now 14 years old, and now Ayu's son is studying as well as being a santri in one of the boarding houses outside the area. Ayu did want the son to deepen the knowledge of religion, so that unlike Ayu who is not lacking in religious knowledge. all this time Ayu like a blind person when it comes to religion, he feels as if he is far from God. even her obligations as a Muslim woman, Ayu never walk right.and the obligation as the main Muslim was still negligent.
And since graduating from college Ayu decided to emigrate.re-study religion, back closer to the creator.because as long as the breath is still blowing, as long as the heart is still beating, but still, and as long as the life is still barada in the body, it is never too late to repent and improve, to seek divine blessings and graces, and intercession from the Prophet.
Now in bed the couple was involved in serious chatter perverted after the two of his worship together.
" Bang, have you thought well - both the job offer given to brother?" Ayu told bang Lutfi.
Currently bang Lutfi get a job offer outside the area, an offer that is quite tempting.even though the trip to his place of work this time, this time, bang Lutfi must take 12 hours on the way to the destination.
" Isa Allah Yu .. brother has thought well, and brother will accept the offer.anyways if you do not accept dear Yu, his salary is also quite good for Ilham's school fees. and make a savings of dedek utun again otw." said bang Lutfi, by gently stroking the wife's stomach.
Ayu and bang Lutfi do want the child back handir in the middle of them. Even for almost five years the second waiting for the presence of the baby who somehow will grow in Ayu's womb. because until now God is still delaying his second desire, and whether until when the desire will be realized, clearly only God knows Him.
" But brother can be away from family, away from wife.remember bang .. ! brother will only come home once every three months, and brother is sure as long as it can maintain Ayu's trust in brother." said Ayu who is still hesitant to let go of the husband to work outside the area.
" Yu .. insya Allah my brother will keep the trust that Ayu gave to brother, for his strong problems or not far from the family. brother will try first, first, if the brother is strong then the brother will survive.if the brother is not strong, then the brother will go home." this time bang Lutfi trying to give understanding to the wife.
" Did Ayu come with my brother ?." Ayu also gave the idea to her husband.
" Yu .. who will take care of the house if Ayu comes, then who will take care of the needs of inspiration in the pesantren ? the place is also quite far Yu, brother also does not know the area there." bang Lutfi also said to Ayu.
As long as his son was in ponpes Ayu always visited the child two to three weeks, just taking care of all the personal needs needed by his son.
Allhamdulilah at this time Ayu also has a very decent residence, and stands on his own land.and Ayu's life is now more sustainable than before.
" I don't know why, the move where my brother works at this time, makes Ayu feel was - was. Ayu is still not too sure about the feelings of Ayu bang." somehow Ayu seems not willing with the departure of the husband this time.
" Yu .. denger brother, brother went to make a living for Ayu and inspiration. big brother's responsibility to the family, so brother please just this time Ayu understand with the position of brother." said bang Lutfi who still kekeh to accept the job offer.
Ayu who heard the words of bang Lutfi was only able to be silent.whether the feeling of what Ayu felt at this time, which is clear if asked whether Ayu agreed or not with the departure of her husband this time. then the answer is certainly Ayu strongly disagree, if Ayu is given the opportunity to say what is currently in his feelings, but unfortunately his self in forced must understand, if Ayu is given the opportunity to say what is currently in his feelings, even if it is not in accordance with the word of heart.
Bang Lutfi who saw Ayu was only silent, only able to breathe her.self was heavy to die the wife of three months old.however, he was unable to breathe her, this is the responsibility that must be lived as a husband and a father.
" Yu .. do not make a big brother to leave Ayu, just accompany the prayer every step brother. Ayu prayer that brother needs, Ayu faithful brother expected, and smile Ayu lighten the burden brother." bang Lutfi said by hugging tightly to his brother's body.
" Hik .. hik .. hik .. brother promises to keep Ayu, hik .. hik .." fall clear details from the corner of Ayu's eye, who has been trying to hold Ayu back so as not to come out.
Somehow there is a very heavy feeling that Ayu feels at this time.a feeling that Ayu has never felt before her.the feeling if her self will lose the figure of her husband who is hugging her at this time, the feeling that Ayu has never felt before, the husband figure who loves Ayu so much, the husband figure who is so responsible for Ayu.
" God willing my brother will take care of Ayu's trust and keep this for my brother." by pointing at Ayu's chest.
" Hhhmmm .. " said Ayu who was still as unwilling as crying in the arms of her husband.
Being bang Lutfi just let the wife cry, so that after crying Ayu will return to calm.bang Lutfi just hugged tightly the body of the wife, the embrace of love, the embrace of calmness and comfort.
The day has now changed, just today bang Lutfi went to wander to the village people, go because of obligation and go home because of love.
" Sister, good - good at home, take care of yourself and take care of health. dear brother Ayu, do not forget to pray right brother." by hugging and kissing the entire face of the wife who is now just silent.
While Ayu only nodded her head as an answer given to her husband.his chest seemed tight to let go of her husband's departure. and at this time only the accompaniment of prayer in Ayu's heart is able to be propelled to the creator, so that the husband is given ease, safety, and protection at every step in his goodness.
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