The Struggle of the Sick Wife
Contrition

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After knowing that the man in front of her is the husband of Ayu, making bang Lutfi smile awkwardly.A variety of feelings now perch in the heart of bang lutfi, lutfi, where jealousy and unwillingness dominate her at this time.

Ustadz Ahmad only looked puzzledly at the man who was currently standing before him as a guest.

" Sorry mas .. mas find who ?" ustadz Ahmad repeated his question.

" Oh yes, I am Lutfi mas, his abah children." said bang Lutfi by thrusting his hand towards ustadz Ahmad.

' Oh .. so this is Ayu's ex-husband.' the monologue ustadz Ahmad in heart.

Whether consciously or not, there is a sense of dislike present in ustadz Ahmad in the figure of a man who has hurt his wife. he did not like it because the man in front of him at this time had made his wife's tears drip.

" I'm sorry mas .." seeing the inertia of Ustadz Ahmad made bang Lutfi again let out his voice.

" Assatagfirullah .. sorry, sorry mas." said ustadz Ahmad who regained consciousness from his daydream.

Ustadz Ahmad immediately welcomed a helping hand from the Lutfi bang, and immediately invited the Lutfi bang to enter the house in a friendly manner.

" Please mas, again I apologize if I am not polite." back ustadz Ahmad apologized, when he felt he was being disrespectful to guests.

" Ahh .. it's okay - what mas. but sorry, are the children at home?." after the two of them sat on the living room couch, bang Lutfi immediately questioned the whereabouts of his two children.

" There mas, incidentally also aa Ilham is currently in the middle of permission, but aa Ilham just came out, if dede Ayla is behind the same ummi." ustadz Ahmad explained to bang Lutfi.

Just now that bang Lutfi was about to let out his voice, unexpectedly Ayu and dede Ayla appeared in the living room.

" By, sia ..." Ayu can no longer continue her words, when she sees who the guest is currently sitting on her living room sofa.what else is this time, this time, the figure was staring at him with a gentle smile that he gave to Ayu.

While Ustadz Ahmad just smiled at Ayu. himself did not want to interfere too much with Ayu's affairs with his ex-husband. but another thing with dede Ayla who is now sitting casually in the lap of the aby.self as if not the slightest disturbed by the figure of a man who was sitting on the living room sofa.

" Mi . aa Ilham called first tell me to go home. And all of you, please make me a noodle .." said ustadz Ahmad to Ayu.

" Yes by ." said Ayu briefly by walking towards the kitchen.

" Dek .. salim used to want to be equally abah." this time ustadz Ahmad led the princess who was in his lap.

While Dede Ayla just according to what was said by the aby. although with a feeling of fear dede Ayla was approaching to bang Lutfi and immediately welcomed the helping hand of bang Lutfi on her.

Just now bang Lutfi will embrace the body of his daughter, dede Ayla has first run back to ustadz Ahmad.quickly now her self sits on the lap of ustadz Ahmad, who is now in the, by wrapping his hands around Aby's neck.

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Seeing what her daughter did that made her heart bang Lutfi throbbing pain, what else when she saw the closeness of the princess with her father, it makes bang Lutfi feel ashamed and envious as a father.

With a pushy look at the princess bang Lutfi only able to monologue in the heart. now only regrets that exist in the current Lutfi bang.

Maybe her self will be sincere if Ayu chose to live with other men as a substitute for her self, but not with her two children, her children, and her children, his self is not willing if his two children do not consider him as a father.

While Ustadz Ahmad who saw was only able to smile with a frenzy, there was a sense of pity when he saw the look on the face of bang Lutfi who was now bowed with regret, full of regret, even at this moment her self was trying to hold back her sobs.

" Dek .. This is Ayla's deck, so hug yes . son. pity abah, you also want to hug her beautiful daughter." said Ustadz Ahmad who tried to persuade his daughter who still wrapped her two tiny hands around the neck of the aby.

" Nda au by ." by shaking her head, even now dede Ayla actually tightened her hand circles on the neck of the aby.

" Dear .. pity his brother son, let's be aby."

Ustadz Ahmad is still trying to persuade his daughter to want to embrace his birth brother.Even now Ustadz Ahmad was leading the princess to go to the decapan of the abah.

" By . Please don't force Ayla, give her time to be able to better understand her current condition. it is not easy for her to be close to someone who before her never considered her existence.and one more thing, do not assume Ayu is unable to educate Ayu's daughter manners. because it has always been dede Ayla never felt that she had an abah." said Ayu by placing a glass containing warm tea water on the table.

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Back bang Lutfi felt slapped with the words Ayu, because what Ayu said was the truth.and now bang Lutfi was getting bowed in, more and more, even now his two shoulders went down and up sobbing to hold back the cry.

" Mi .. " said ustadz Ahmad without being able to continue his words, actually he did not want to interfere too much. it's just that he did not have the heart when he saw a sobbing father hoping to get just a hug from his daughter.

" I'm sorry by, ummi know, maybe this is too cruel for aby, but for ummi this is still not how much, if compared to the abandonment of a father to his biological daughter. even when the princess was still in the womb and at that time Ayla dede was still not fully formed." said Ayu with her face bowed, without daring to look at the husband.

" Hik . sorry Yu .. hik .. brother knows brother is wrong, but brother please hik .. do not keep brother from children brother hik .."

Now only a regret that exists in the Lutfi bang at this time, without daring to lift his face bang Lutfi now back to rest in front of Ayu.

" Asstagfirullah .. mas, what are you doing !! wake up mas not like this." said ustadz Ahmad by helping bang Lutfi to sit back on the sofa.

" I'm sorry, let me do what I have to do now" said bang Lutfi, who refused to stand up.

" Yu, hik . please give brother a chance to be a good brother for children. hik .. brother can not be a good husband for Ayu, but at least, his, give brother a chance to be a good brother for both brothers." still with the same position, bang Lutfi back said to Ayu.

" You know what !! Ayu never broke the relationship of brother with children, Ayu only asked brother not to force the will of brother on Ayu's daughter. let himself understand first with the current condition, Ayu said, dede Ayla is still too small to understand the current conditions.so Ayu please, do not make Ayu's daughter depressed." said Ayu.

After saying what he wanted to say, Ayu passed away from the presence of the Lutfi bang, holding back her whole chest. his self did not even care about the Lutfi bang who was currently still in a state of calm.

At this time Ayu just wants to calm her emotions, her self does not want the result of the actions of her ex-husband make Ayu emotions. Especially now, Ayu has a new life.

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