The Struggle of the Sick Wife
Ustadz Ahmad's

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After performing the zuhur prayer, Ayu laid her body on the bed and wanted to rest for a moment her body.what else since this morning Ayu has been struggling in front of her leptop screen.

Until now Ayu is still pursuing her activities as a freelance, to meet Ayu's needs day-to-day.and Allhamdulilah currently Ayu services as a freelance highly in the interest of clients, to meet the needs of Ayu, and Ayu's income is even more than enough to meet the needs of both children and mothers, because now Ayu is the one who bears it.

During this one year Ayu's ex-husband only provides for the needs of Ayu's first child, it was sometimes aa Ilham often complained to Ayu if the brother always gave her money that was sometimes lacking. that's why Ayu works hard for her three loved ones.

It is true what the saying goes that hard work will not betray results, that is what Ayu feels right now. her hard work for more than a year was able to provide more than enough income for Ayu and family.It is still clear in Ayu's memory, if Ayu's ex-husband ever said, that Ayu wouldn't be able to earn money if it wasn't for her.

Hearing the words of her ex-husband that actually makes the spirit of Ayu encouraged by the prayer that Ayu always say to God, Ayu always said to God, and the hard work he did made Ayu a strong and unyielding person.true if the experience of life is indeed able to change someone, and that is what is currently happening to Ayu.

In the past as a wife of bang Lutfi Ayu was always dependent on her ex-husband.Special for the family economy, Ayu always relied entirely on her husband. that's the reason, making Ayu's mind become doctored that the self is not able to be independent.

At the time Ayu will start to close her eyes with her daughter, from the front of the house there was a roar of car engines that stopped right in front of Ayu's house.

" Accelod ..."

" Wa'alaikumus salam ..." by rushing wearing his veil and out of the room.

When Ayu opened the door of her house, Ayu was surprised because at this time in front of her had stood three men.and one of the three Ayu had recognized her, Ayu had recognized her, the man who had met at his house a month ago.

" I'm sorry Ayu can we enter?." this time Rifky opened his voice, when he saw Ayu who was silent by bowing her head.

" Oh .. sorry, please come in and have a seat. Ayu will call Ayu's mother first." very politely Ayu let the three guests, and went to the kitchen to call the mother.

" Ma, there is a guest. mama come out first, let Ayu make a drink for her guests." said Ayu to the mama, who is currently lying in the back room.

" Who is Yu?." by getting out of his sleep and changing clothes.

" Rifky ma, may want to talk about the mandate of ummi Khadijah.so all Ayu ask brother Putra to come here." said Ayu who directly contacted the brother.

After Rifky's arrival the other day, Ayu and the family had already talked about him, despite the rejection and doubts of his family, and his family, because his family was a little afraid if the same thing would happen to Ayu again.

As for Ayu himself, preferring to ask for guidance to Allah.this time Ayu wants to give all of his to Allah, not to anyone. if in his first marriage Ayu did it only because of the request of others, but this time Ayu will only convince herself only because of God.

And during this month Ayu always mengunajat in every prostration to Allah.if indeed he was found again with a new soul mate, if indeed, so Ayu only asks if this is the best according to Allah, then make it easy and radiate everything, but if this is the opposite then keep it away from him.

Now in the living room at Ayu's house has gathered.and without Ayu realizing it since, Ustadz Ahmad always stole a glance at him.

" I'm sorry before mom, mba Ayu, and mas. maybe I no longer need to introduce myself, because a month ago I did come here to visit. and now I come back with bang Ahmad and uncle Akbar brother of the late father bang Ahmad. mba Ayu before his want to listen to the decision regarding the mandate of brother Dijah from Ahmad, brother Ahmad, so today we came here to give his decision." this time Rifky opened his voice, explaining the purpose of his third coming to Ayu's house.

After hearing the words of Rifky, Ayu and the family were just silent waiting for the next what will be said the third.see the inertia of the Ayu family, Ayu family, Rifky immediately glanced at Ahmad bang to open his voice.

Hearing the words of Ustadz Ahmad made Ayu more and more bowed his head, there was a sense of haru in every word of Ustadz Ahmad said, and now the view of all the residents of the living room was directed at Ayu.

While Ayu is currently trying to calm his heart, and inexplicably the words of Ustadz Ahmad are able to make his heart beat irregularly, and as a woman Ayu feels very much in mulyakan.

" Son Ayu, this may be hard for Ayu to live.but God willing, I dare to guarantee, that my nephew will take full responsibility for Ayu and the children." this time Akbar's uncle opened his voice, when he saw Ayu's inertia.

" Yu .mama and family will follow whatever Ayu's decision.mama sure Ayu knows which is good for Ayu and the children." mama also now joined to open her voice, but now she is also open her voice, so that Ayu can feel that mom and family always support Ayu's decision.

" Bismillah ..what ustadz does not object to Ayu's current state. Ayu is not a sholehah woman, Ayu is also not a good woman, the lack in Ayu a lot of ustdaz, even Ayu is only a baby if it is about religious science." said Ayu with a soft and bowed tone.

Hearing Ayu's words, the three guests immediately smiled.Even Rifky without hesitation looked at Ayu without blinking.

" Don't look at the prospective brother ky." whispered ustadz Ahmad nudged Rifky's arm beside him.

" He . he .. sorry." Rifky was immediately misbehaved when it was discovered that his brother was looking at his future wife.

' o Allah .. Give the servant one of your creation like the woman who is currently in front of the servant. bang, indeed my brother is very lucky. if until brother dares to hurt her like his ex-husband.then do not get Rifky wrong, if Rifky will guard her.' Rifky also.

" One of the characteristics of the Sholehah woman is being able to keep her marwah as a Muslimah, one of her closing her aurat perfectly, and always keeping her gaze. closing the aurat is not the determinant of a woman is good, but the woman has certainly closed her aurat is perfect.no man is perfect, so be my makmum, to perfect our worship." with a smile, with a smile, ustadz Ahmad gave the answer to every word Ayu.

" Ayu also has a son and daughter and mama ustadz, do ustadz also not mind if they come with Ayu if we get married later ? Ayu is also a freelance, Ayu can work after we get married. Because Ayu has responsibility on all three." said Ayu still with his head down.

" Ayu Deck, after we get married later will all be my responsibility.so, Ayu deck does not need to worry.but, I will also not prohibit Ayu deck with Ayu deck activities. during the Ayu deck can not be separated from the Islamic sharia corridor, and do not forget the responsibility of the Ayu deck as a wife and mother." said Ustadz Ahmad to Ayu.

After hearing all the words of Ustadz Ahmad, now Ayu again bowed silently.self still reassured his heart by continuing to think to Allah. After a moment of silence, Ayu also opened his voice.

" Huh ... Bissmillah, Ayu accepted Ahmad's proposal for Ayu." in a slightly shaking voice Ayu said.

" Allhamdulilah .." Simultaneously all the inhabitants of the house gave thanks after hearing the answer from Ayu.

" Thank you deck Ayu, God willing I will try to be a husband and abi who is responsible for our family later."

After hearing his second words, the end of his family decided that another week his second marriage would be carried out at the Ayu residence. ustadz Ahmad had asked about what dowry Ayu wanted, and Ayu also replied that he only wanted surah ar rahman as a dowry.

This time again - again the third smiled with the words of Ayu. and without realizing the third immediately put admiration on the figure of Ayu. and this time also ustadz Ahmad also confirmed and did not deny all the words Rifky before him about the figure of Ayu.

After finishing all the talk about the wedding plan, now the three guests were alone from the house Ayu. and will return one week, when the second wedding was held.

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