The Struggle of the Sick Wife
Farewell

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After giving his decision to bang Lutfi a few days ago, today Ayu must return to his hometown.died a million memories that have been carved for almost a year. memories with his friends - his garden, memories with teaching and learning activities that are still in his dreams to this day.

Maybe at this time Ayu will give up on her dreams, and bury all of them only in her wishful thinking, his self only needs to be at peace with the destiny that God has outlined for him.His self only needs to be grateful for what he has been able to during this time.

At school, there are not many words that Ayu said to friends in her class, today Ayu is more silent. her self just sat and enjoyed in silence what was happening at this moment.

" Yu .. kok from earlier was silent.why are you sick ?" said the friend next to Ayu, who had indeed since Ayu preferred to be quiet.

" What do you do - do fa, again want to be quiet."

" Weird dech you, his usual in this class right, the most chatty you. again fashion alim say ...? " his words in a slightly seductive tone Ayu.

" Enga . if I'm already alim, I wear the same dress hijab say . lengga wear the same skirt dress that is small rich gini is." this time Ayu flashed with a smile on her face.

" Nah .. that donk, from earlier diem bae. kano if the smile more beautiful. tuch .. sis Reno from earlier noticed'in you continue from the glass."

Hearing that, Ayu immediately turned her gaze toward the glass.and sure enough now Reno, her level brother had indeed noticed her since earlier. Reno is one of Ayu's close friends, if anyone says that Ayu is a playeer then the answer is not.

During this time Ayu never spread charm on any man, it's just that Ayu does prefer to be friends with men.one of her Reno who has since noticed herself.

When the two of them look at each other, Reno just winked at Ayu, while Ayu just smiled at what Reno did to her. Ayu is not a beautiful girl or a smart girl, her self is just an ordinary girl - just ordinary.only, Ayu is the type of girl who is fun if invited to chat, her self is able to make her male friend feel comfortable being near her.

If there is a man who expressed his feelings to Ayu, then Ayu only said yes.with no word of rejection or self-statement that accepts the man's feelings, then Ayu also just said yes, exactly what Ayu did to bang Lutfi.

" Iss .. even look at each other so." said Ayu's girlfriend named Refa. for almost a year Ayu attended school, her self only had two female friends during this time.

Hearing that Ayu only smiled, there was no intention to reply to the words of her girlfriend. Ayu just bowed her head, there was a feeling of tightness on her chest at this time.where today, Ayu's farewell day will leave her friends - her friends, her school, her, her teacher and her wonderful teenage years are definitely not to be repeated.

" Fa .. exclamation yes .. if we can continue to menggerasain rich school gini?." said Ayu opened his voice with a soft tone.

Hearing Ayu's words, making Refa frown his forehead.Her self does not understand the meaning of the words of the girl next to him at this time.kah not currently they are indeed feeling his school days.

" You mean what Yu . I don't understand. "

" Kega what - what." said Ayu briefly and immediately stood up from his seat.

" Where are you going ?."

" Toilet, you wanna come ?."

" He . he ..engga ah." said with a cry.

Hearing that Ayu also walked towards the toilet, which is at the end of the hall of the classroom.by walking gontai Ayu stepped with a little bowing his head. and do not realize if the current presence of his standing figure of a man who always pay attention to himself.

" bruk .. ouch .." said Ayu grimaced with pain when her head hit the toilet door that was deliberately closed by the man.

Seeing that the man just smiled, his self did not intend to help Ayu who was actually currently grimacing to hold back the pain on her eel that hit the toilet door.

At this time Ayu is only able to cry in front of the man in front of her. whereas the man, precisely confused by Ayu's behavior.if ordinary, if ordinary, her, Ayu will throw this man in front of her with shoes, when the man managed to judge her. However, this time Ayu just looked at her with a face that is difficult to understand.

Seeing that without saying much, the man immediately pulled Ayu's hand, and led Ayu to the forest behind the school that used to be used by male students to relax.

Arriving at the forest behind the school, the man still looked at Ayu, he just wanted to give Ayu time to do something that was pendam by the girl. After almost ten minutes, Ayu who had just cried down. now her self began to be able to lift her head.

" Thank you." said Ayu quietly, even Ayu's voice was almost inaudible.

Hearing that, the man immediately sat Ayu on a chair in the school forest, while his self is now crouching before Ayu, with a view that never separated from Ayu's face.

" What's up ? you're not crying because you're pregnant with your boyfriend, right?" he said to Ayu. What a very interesting word for Ayu at this time. because now her self again remembered about the mouth - the mouth irresponsible gossiping about her pregnant self.

" It might be much better" Ayu said briefly.

Hearing that the man in front of Ayu immediately frowned, as Ayu might say that if she was pregnant at this time was a better thing. what's on the girl's mind in front of her at the moment.

" What did you say sich Yu ...?".

" If I was really pregnant, it would be better than I was just in the gossip of getting pregnant.I even had to bear baban in my life, she said, just because of my irresponsible mouth, I had to give up my future, I had to stop my school, and I had to get married in my teens." somehow this time Ayu revealed what she feels right now.

Hearing what the girl in front of him revealed at this time, the man immediately fell silent.what a heavy burden that is currently borne by the girl in front of him.The girl who always looks cheerful, always looks cheerful, strong girl, and a chatty girl.but this time the girl was crying in front of her with her head bowed.See that her self was immediately hugged tightly Ayu's body.

" I do not know how heavy your burden Yu. how big your problem, and how strong and tough you face and bear it. But one that I believe, you must be able to. and one more thing, if you will, I will help whatever you feel right now."

Hearing the words of the man who hugged her at this time, Ayu was only able to be silent. Currently Ayu only needs calmness and strength so that in her able to live her future which is still a mystery.

" Thank you .. Thank you for listening to what I said, but please don't say anything and to anyone, about what I said earlier, what I said earlier you never heard. " said Ayu by releasing the arms of the man in front of her at this time.

Ayu settled with the clingy face of the man before her at this moment with a smile. the face that may later become a memory in his life as well as his ignorant and nosy behavior will be a smile to himself.

" Yu .. Don't tell me that this is a farewell look and smile for me, right ?."

And without aba - aba Ayu briefly peeked at the cheek of the man who was in front of her at this time.get a brief kiss from Ayu, the man immediately fell silent by staring at Ayu.

" It was a parting kiss from me, and remember .. !keep going to school hard and study diligently. don't waste your parents' sacrifice.Take your mind, and be proud of the person who loves you." said Ayu smiled and immediately stood up from her seat to leave the place.

Seeing Ayu who was about to leave from his presence the man immediately got up, and held Ayu's hand.

" Yu .. is there no other way ? can't I help?." said the man, holding Ayu.

And Ayu just shook her head in response to the question the man before her was currently. Seeing that, the man came back closer to Ayu and kissed Ayu on the forehead.

" It's a parting kiss from me, take good care of yourself - well. if someday we meet again, then don't forget the current moment.I promise I will keep it a secret that is happening at this time, I promise, and I also promise to reach all my goals."

By looking fixed on the face of the girl in front of her at this time, the girl who is always the victim of her ignorance and her innocence, and her, the girl who has brought a sense of comfort in her and the girl who has managed to seize her attention.Today and the current self her must separate and let go of the girl before her, in her presence, to live his life with his second smile was separated.

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