The Struggle of the Sick Wife
Ayu spirit

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Here is where Ayu is currently located, in a simple rented house with a house size of 5×5M square without rooms. in this house Ayu will stay with the mother, who is, with all the simple equipment, there is no soft bed, there is only a mat and cotton pillow that Ayu and the mother use as a bedding.

Ayu realized somehow her self and the mother will suffice her second life during in the city of R. because her self will not be able to work during her pregnancy. What else Ayu needs a cost that is not small for the cost of labor himself later.Today Ayu just pray that God will provide smoothness and ease for himself.

Days changed, and now a week Ayu lived in a rented house.and Allhamdulilah Ayu's situation was getting better, the spirit of struggle in Ayu was still rising. and already some days mama Ayu became a laborer in the garden, while Ayu himself tried his luck to become a freelance.

With the hobby Ayu writes, Ayu wants to try to scavenge rizky through her hobby that. in addition to writing articles Ayu also tried to write a novel on an online site. Ayu is currently trying it, just trying, and for the result let God determine.

" Guard . Tok .. Assalamualaikum ..." sound of ketokan and greetings from the front of Ayu's house.

" Wa'alaikumus greetings ... Cklek. "the answer Ayu greeting gave by opening the door of her house.

" I'm sorry Yu .. If mom interrupts, I just want to nawarin, Ayu want to be a washerman ? about her, who contracted at Ratna's place, again look for people who want to wash clothes.kan who contracted at her house bu Ratna is still single all, they're all mine employees.so, so, bother if you want to wash your own clothes. continue to pay for the month, enough to add - add." said Tati ma'am neighbor Ayu.

" Kalo Ayu sich would like a ma'am, but Ayu does not have a washing machine, Ayu also does not have a rub. kira - think they do not, if Ayu nyuci his manual." said Ayu who was a little hesitant, because as usual Ayu washerman was using a washing machine.

" Ayu take it easy, I told you, and they don't mind as long as the clothes are washed clean.and for rubbing, the mother at home has two, so Ayu can wear one. in one month Ayu can be 300 thousand from one person, while the one who wants to wash his clothes there are three people. So Ayu can be 900 thousand one month. besides the clothes that are washed also have a lot of Yu, just a work shirt, and the results are good enough to add - add at home." said Tati explained to Ayu.

Since the arrival of Ayu became her neighbor, Tati's mother was very concerned about Ayu's situation, what else after knowing the household problems that Ayu faced today and with the condition of being pregnant.

It really makes himself unable to say - the word that is in the mind of Tati ma'am, whether made of what the heart of the man who became Ayu's husband, is, up to the heart of his wife who was pregnant just for the sake of pleasure.

Actually, Ayu and family have never expressed about the problems of Ayu household to others.however, the, for some reason the neighbors of Ayu seemed - like a psychic who was able to read the thoughts and behavior of Ayu and family.

That's because, when he knows there is a rather light job that can be done by Ayu, then Tati ma'am immediately offers it to Ayu, at least a little help to meet the needs of Ayu and the mama. because Bu Tati know the income of mama Ayu as a laborer in the garden will not be enough for both.

" Allhandulilah .. Ayu wants to ma'am, but is it not papa if Ayu uses a mother's rub?." said Ayu a little hesitant to Tati ma'am.

" Calm down, it's the old rub. whereas the one that often mothers wear is a rub that new mother bought.so, Ayu can wear as much as her." Tati's mother also spoke again, saying, what else is clearly seen Ayu's condolence on her.

" When so thank you so much mom, and sorry if Ayu to bother mom."

" It's normal that you don't try to be alone with mom, meaning that from tomorrow Ayu is ready to wash it?." mom Tati again asked about Ayu's readiness.

" God willing, ma'am, Ayu is ready. "

" Well then, I will tell them right now, to deliver her dirty clothes here from tomorrow.Yes, you've been saying goodbye, Assalamualaikum." starting to move from the front of Ayu.

" Wa'alaikumus salam .. once again thank you very much ma'am." said Ayu before Tati really passed away from her house.

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Days change days and weeks change weeks, it does not feel like a month has Ayu been in the city of R with the mother, and during that time, not once did Ayu get news from the husband. even just to ask the news of the child in his womb was bang Lutfi as if forgotten.

During this month Ayu is still pursuing her profession as a freelance, and Allhamdulilah results obtained Ayu is quite decent.Maybe for others Ayu income is not much, but, but for Ayu it is a rizky that Ayu must be grateful for.

Ayu is also still a washing worker, and now Ayu's customers are starting to grow. Ayu who is painstaking able to make his customers satisfied with the work of Ayu. Even now Ayu customers have reached 10 people.

Mama also currently helps Ayu, her self is not possible to let Ayu work hard while in a pregnant condition. Because Ayu's physical condition is not as strong as her general woman's physical.

" Assalamualaikum Yu .." a greeting came from the front of Ayu's house.

" Wa'alikumus salam .. a moment yes ma'am." said Ayu from inside the house.

" Cklek, yes Tati. "

" Ayu so take part in the study ? the problem today is that there are ustadz from outside the pesantren who will fill the lecture." said Tati's mother to Ayu.

" God willing so ma'am, about his ustadzah Nurul also sent a message to Ayu" Ayu told Tati's mother.

During the month of staying here Ayu always followed a routine study held in the pesantren mosque with mama. and Allhamdulilah during Ayu study, her self felt calm in the heart, mind, and mind, and his soul.

Ayu also decided to use a veil, not what - just what.at this time, Ayu is trying to keep her marwah as a Muslim woman, and trying to continue to improve herself. what else is a woman who was left behind by her husband, Ayu only tried to keep her honor because of God and not because of anything else.

" Yes already so, we leave together, all the same mother Yuli also." said Tati's mother to Ayu.

" Yes ma'am, Ayu wants to prepare first." Ayu said.

" Yes already so, I say first want to prepare as well. Assalamualaikum ..." while passing away from Ayu's presence towards her house.

" Wa'alaikumus salam ..."

After preparing and traveling for approximately fifteen minutes, the end until also Ayu and the entourage of mothers who follow the study at the pesantren mosque. the mosque that Ayu always comes three times a week, and in this mosque is the calm and spirit of Ayu back.

No test is too severe, for God will give trials to those whom God believes are strong, and our struggle today will make us strong for tomorrow.

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