The Struggle of the Sick Wife
Talaqs

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Still with Ayu who is currently in the pesantren mosque, Ayu was sitting next to Tati's mother with a foot-splitting on the terrace of the mosque.While Ayu's mother today can not follow the study, Ayu can not follow the study, because buyu is not healthy, so today Ayu departs only accompanied by Tati and Yuli bu only.

Ayu was deliberately to sit on a terrace that is a little loose, so that she could selamkanjilkan both legs freely.with the pregnancy is getting bigger and bigger, making Ayu feel engrossed if sitting tight, sitting, what else both legs will quickly cramp what if too long in the bend.

Event after event has now passed, until arriving at the lecture event that will be filled by an ustadz from outside the pesantren. Ayu also listened word for word that was up to ustadz Ahmad, because Ayu is currently fighting for both.

There are two things that Ayu can take from the lecture of Ustadz Ahmad. When the test comes, Allah does not ask us to think of a solution tiredly.but Allah asks us to be patient with prayer, he said, god willing, happiness will be found.

As ordinary people try to be three things when the test of the problem exists.it still becomes cold, even in a hot place.it still becomes cool, even in an arid place. and still be sweet, even in a bitter place.that is what Ayu responded to from the contents of the lecture that Ustadz Ahmad delivered.

" Yu, where's mama ? how tumben engga participate?." said Ustadzah Nurul, perverted after the study was completed.

" Yeah, mom's not feeling well anymore, so today's just Ayu." Ayu also said on the endadzah Nurul who is the head of the study of women worshipers.

" Assalamualaikum .." a greeting from a female worshipper was heard.

" Wa'alaikumus salam .." The answer to the greeting was in unison Ayu and ustadzah Nurul gave.

There was a woman and a man who were approaching Ayu and Ustadzah Nurul.

" How is Nurul's ustadzah?." the woman greeted Nurul's ustadazah with a hug.

" Thank you I am good ? ummi Khadijah also how are you ? long time no see?." this time ustdazah Nurul chimed in the words of ummi Khadijah

" Allhamdulilah .. me and abi are also good.this ..." while pointing towards Ayu, the woman named ummi Khadijah did not continue her words.

" Oh .this is Ayu Ummi, he's a new congregation here, only about a month he was in this city with his mama." said ustadzah Nurul introduced Ayu to ummi Khadijah.

Ayu who is known also immediately took the hand of the woman in front of her and kissed the hand with full reverence.because the age of Ummi Khadijah is almost the same age as the ustadzah Nurul. not only was the woman in front of Ayu at this time, it turned out to be the wife of ustadz Ahmad filler of today's study.

Seeing Ayu's polite behavior, making all three of them smile.Even ummi Khadijah unceasingly looked towards Ayu.

" Ayu is pregnant again?" said Ummi Khadijah when she regained consciousness with Ayu's distended stomach.

The beginning of ummi Khadijah is not yet aware of the state of Ayu who is pregnant because, because Ayu is currently using a loose robe makes Ayu's pregnancy almost invisible.

" Yes ummi, Ayu is pregnant again." said Ayu answer the question ummi Khadijah with a smile.

" Allhamdulilah .. how many months?." it is clear from the look on the face of ummi Khadijah that buyu was very enthusiastic to hear about Ayu's pregnancy.

" Allhamdulilah has entered six months ummi." with polite words back Ayu said to ummi Khadijah.

" May I hold?." with a face full of hope, ummi Khadijah again asked Ayu about her desire to hold Ayu's distended stomach.

Seeing the look of the face full of hope from the face of ummi Khadijah, making Ayu unpleasant if she refused the request of the woman in front of her at this time.

" Hhhmm .. "with deheman and a nod of the head, Ayu asserted the wishes of Ummi Khadijah.

"Masya Allah .. abi see her belly round, funny her. Oh, God .. ! he moves Yu ..! " said ummi Khadijah with histris when there is movement of the fetus in the womb Ayu.

With great enthusiasm ummi Khadijah stroked Ayu's distended stomach.what else when there is movement of the fetus from inside Ayu's stomach, making ummi Khadijah so sumringah. while the man who had been beside Ummi Khadijah, just smiled at the enthusiastic look of his wife.

Since then the man was just silent, without taking a word from his lips.whether what the man thinks, only himself and God knows.

" Assalamualaikum .." At the same time Tati's mother came to them.

" Wa'alaikumus salam .." Simultaneously the answer was given to Tati ma'am.

" Sorry .. Do you want to go home now ? About her mother the same mother Yuli wants to go home already in the afternoon "said Tati ma'am who deliberately approached to bring Ayu home together.

" Yes ma'am, Ayu also wants to go home" Ayu said chiming in on the talk of Tati ma'am.

Hearing Ayu's words, ummi Khadijah also stopped her activities stroking Ayu's stomach and now her gaze was directed at Ayu.

" Ayu wants to go home now?" there is a sense of disappointment in the face of Ummi Khadijah, when asked Ayu.

" Well ... can I ummi ask for Ayu's mobile number ? that's if Ayu doesn't mind?." still with a look full of hope.

" May ummi."

Hearing Ayu's words, rushed ummi Khadijah opened her bag and pulled out her phone and immediately gave it to Ayu. Ayu also without hesitation typed his mobile number on the phone screen owned by ummi Khadijah.

" It's ummi, so Ayu said, Assalamualaikum .."

" Wa'alaikumus salam .."

By giving the phone to ummi Khadijah. Ayu was immediately resigned, and did not forget Ayu greeted the ustadzah Nurul and Ummi Khadijah, while for ustadz Ahmad Ayu only nodded his head just a sign of respect.

" Ayu ..!." ummi Khadijah called and approached Ayu.

" Yes ummi." with a frown that was confused.

And without many words ummi Khadijah directly subdued his body parallel to Ayu's distended stomach.

" Ehh .." said Ayu surprised.

" Dedek pretty, don't be naughty yach inside. must be the same ummi. so sholehah's son to ummi." by again stroking Ayu's stomach.

After saying that ummi Khadijah just smiled at Ayu, and immediately passed away from Ayu without saying anything. while Ayu just stared intently at what Ummi Khadijah did to her.

During the trip home Ayu continued to think about the behavior of ummi Khadijah, not even just self who was amazed by the behavior of ummi Khadijah.bu Tati and bu Yuli who had seen was no less confused, no less confused, however, the two are reluctant to ask more of Ayu, because both of them also see the confused look of Ayu's face.

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It did not feel two months Ayu lived in the city of R, now Ayu days are still Ayu through with the same activities.and for two months Ayu's separation with bang Lutfi, now Ayu's days are still passing through with the same activities, there is no clear relationship between the two.

Because when bang Lutfi left the house, his self just said he wanted to be free. without saying talaq or want to divorce from Ayu. Ayu also heard wind news that currently bang Lutfi has indeed remarried.It's just that Ayu does not know what the truth is like.

And during these two months, Allhamdulilah bang lutfi is still responsible for his first son.but, for Ayu and the fetus in the womb of Ayu, bang indeed seems to forget. even these two months bang Lutfi has not sent a dime to Ayu.

" Dret .. dret .. dre .." sound shakes on Ayu's phone, sign there's an incoming call on Ayu's phone.

And when Ayu looks at the screen of her phone, it says my husband who contacted Ayu at this time.See that Ayu's heart also feels sliced, and, the pain caused by the Lutfi bang on her did not make Ayu able to hate the husband.just now the longing is what Ayu feels right on her husband.

" Assalamualaikum .." said Ayu answered her husband's call.

" Wa'alaikumus salam .." said bang Lutfi replied Ayu greeting.

" Yes, what's the matter?" said Ayu in a soft voice, holding a wedge on her chest.

" Yu, you just want to say to Ayu, from now on you can't send Ayu money. But you will still be responsible for all the costs of a'a Ilham in the ponpes." bang Lutfi said to Ayu.

Deg

Deg

Hearing the words of bang Lutfi Ayu's chest rumbled, the feeling of tightness, disappointment, sadness, mixed into one. This was finally, the housewife who walked for fifteen years, and the, it just crumbled even when she was pregnant.

" Sister, you mean you're really going to divorce Ayu? ? ." with as much restraint as possible the almost bursting taste in her chest.

" Yes, and the brother's talaq happened after Ayu gave birth later." with no feeling bang Lutfi dropped the talaq on Ayu.

" Good bang, Ayu thank talak brother.and thank you still want to be responsible for a'a Ilham. forgive Ayu if during being Ayu's brother's wife much wrong, and many others are wrong, and sorry can not be a good wife for my brother.may the brother be happy with the death of Ayu, and if one day you regret and want to apologize. it is certain that Ayu has forgiven all the mistakes of the brother, before the brother asked for him, but until anytime Ayu will not forget the pain that has been given to Ayu. and to the child in the womb of Ayu today, let him be a child of Ayu and by the permission and power of God, he will be born into the world with the love of God. Ariston .."

After saying what Ayu wanted to say to bang Lutfi, Ayu immediately turned off her phone.not to forget Ayu also blocked and removed the Lutfi bang number from her phone.

Finally this is the answer that God gave to Ayu. for two months Ayu asked for pointers in each of his prostrations to God, about the household problems he faced at this time.

Ayu only asks if indeed bang Lutfi is the best to be her husband, then Ayu asks to be brought back to her.however, Ayu, if behind him then Ayu asks to keep him away from Ayu, and this is the answer of prayer in every prostration to God.

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